The sun had warmed me into a cozy oblivion and I fell asleep in the grass. Flushed from exertion and naked under the sky. I didn’t hear the dusk birds begin their song, nor the crickets take out their fiddles to welcome the night. My dance in the arms of the rain wore me out to the bone and I slept.
Only to rouse from the peaceful depths of sleep to a strange coolness on the night air and a white light piercing my eyelids - which is strange on the night of the new moon.
I flutter my eyelids open with effort as I continue to awaken fully. And in the darkness of night before me is a white glow. I pull myself up onto my knees, afraid of unwelcome visitors prowling with flashlights in the night. But the glow isn't from anything man made nor even of this earth.
A man is draped in the white light. His stature tall. His skin, an opalescent white, looks as smooth as river stone. Hair a silken, silver, streams down his shoulders. Eyes grey as moon craters. His face expressionless, but eyes fixed on me - crouching foolishly in my bare skin, like a helpless doe. His body hazy, camouflaged by moonlight emitting from his skin.
He moves toward me, slowly, purposefully. I no longer feel fear. This is no creature of earth. He is the moon, come down from the night sky. I tremble in awe and wonder. Unable to move. Transfixed.
He stops, just inches in front of me. His light cool, but not cooling. The goosebumps that rise across my skin are not from any cold that was emitted from his flesh.
His eyes hold mine, then break to look toward his seat in the heavens. I follow his gaze, confirming what my spirit had recognized on its own.
Swiftly, he bends down before me and sinks his fingers into the grass, straight through into the damp soil below. I feel his body hum. Almost a melody, but vibrating from his whole being. His head bent.
Compelled, I mimic the actions of this celestial body before me. Curling onto my knees and wrapping my fingers into the grass, scraping soil under my fingernails.
I feel his humming penetrate my skin, work its way into my bones, bubble up my throat into a hum of my own. Somehow, with senses beyond my awareness, I find the harmony to this strange, celestial song. I feel the spinning of the earth, see the infinite swirling of our globe among the stars.
He pulls his right hand out of the soil, bits of loam clinging to his skin. He reaches toward me and wraps his fingers gently around my throat. I know innately that he is holding me, like a musician and his instrument, to perform his song, moving it from his divine body through mine.
His grasp is soft. But I know I cannot free myself. Even if the desire arose. He stands, guiding me up as well.
“Sing” his voice comes like it is rising from deep under snow, icy but sweet like the shock of snow on bare skin.
I part my lips, not knowing what to sing, but knowing I must obey and turn my hum into full-throated singing. Somehow my spirit knows this song as if it was sung to me in the womb.
No words leave my lips, at least not of any earthly language. But my voice soars into the night air, carried on the wind that had held me in my dance hours earlier, reaching the ears of the sun who had already departed for the night.
The moon’s hand on my throat tightens, I feel him pouring his song into me. His harmonies still vibrating out from him - enveloping me, controlling my vocal chords to bring his song into the night.
My knees begin to tremble. I am out of breath but the song keeps soaring and pouring out of my lungs. Sensing my weakness, he brings his left hand to my waist to steady me, closing the gap between us so that my body is supported by his. His pressure on my throat increases.
Blood pounds in my head and my eyesight dims as I gaze past his furrowed brow toward the stars. His fingers apply their own unique pressure within his grasp. Like the playing of keys on a flute, he coaxes the aria from me. I am his instrument. He performs his night symphony through my body. I feel his song dancing along every nerve, my body alight with musical energy. It builds as the song is meant to. Everything around us sings the underscore - the settling dew, the blades of grass, the bobbing heads of flowers closed for the night.
The melody crescendos and my throat is nearly hoarse, but finally the moon's song reaches its apex with a long thrilling note and he withdraws his fingers from my throat, settling his hand on the center of my chest. My voice and lungs are my own again and I gasp for air as if surfacing from watery depths.
He leans into me, his lips brushing against my ear, and whispers, “Perfect”. My knees give out as relief rushes through me. He guides my body gently to the ground, kneeling over me, hands still on my waist and the center of my chest.
I am transfixed in his glow. His silvery hair flowing down his chest. The strange coolness of his hands against my flushing skin. “Night’s daughter.” He calls me with a sigh and he leans down with parted lips and kisses me.
I feel moonlight splash across my lips, over my tongue, down my throat. Filling my belly with coolness. It leeches into my bloodstream, moonlight flooding my veins. Celestial waters renewing me, binding me to this being of music and darkness and might.
My heartbeat intensifies, but slows, thudding, as it pumps honey-thick moonlight instead of red blood. His lips caress mine and his tongue reaches to suck mine into his mouth. I can taste the musical notes on his breath.
He pulls his mouth from mine and I feel a loss, although I can still feel his light coursing within me now. “Night’s daughter,” he begins, “the stars chose you, prepared you, to be an instrument in the celestial orchestra. You have performed your destiny well, bringing my song to the earth tonight. Bid me, and I will send you to sleep, to remember this night only as an enchanting dream. Or choose to be mine, as my perfect instrument. And I will return to you to perform our song and honor your body each new moon hence.”
Words catch in my throat. As heavenly a dream as it would live in memory, I must not lose its truth. I am already aching to have the song course through me again. His song, his voice. Straining I raise my moonlight-heavy arms to clasp my hands over his, still pressed against my chest. My throat is raw from rapturous song, and the heavy working of his hands to coax the music into the night. But I manage one hoarse word, trembling with gratitude and yearning. “Yours.”
A soft smile broadens his lips. I see satisfaction in his eyes. He draws his hand up and presses it gently over my throat. Instead of pressure I feel a rising. His hand trails back down and presses firmly over my heart. Then further and presses again over my belly. Further still, just above my mound, and presses. “Mine.”
The moonlight he has already poured inside me rises to my throat, my heart, my belly, my pubic bone. The glow emits through my skin, like stars encrusted on my bare flesh. He stands and my body rises with him. Floating in his orbit. The moon of my moon.
The moonlight stars in my skin begin to burn like ice. Breasts to the sky, my body jolts as the moonlight burns through my flesh. Each one reaching a tendril of light out, shooting through the air and flinging itself toward his throne. No words are needed. I understand that I am his. That his light is anchoring me to him, to his eternal seat in the heavens. And he will follow the chains of light to find me each new moon hereafter.
I am hovering as the moonlight chains make their way to bind me to the foot of his throne. He trusts they will reach their destination through the heavens.
His feet lift from the ground, floating next to me. His arms reach out and right me, letting my limbs fall at my sides. Now floating like a flute at attention. Waiting to be played.
“”Night’s daughter, you will not regret belonging to me. I will fill you with moonlight. And you will be free, except on the night of the new moon.”
I cannot find words to speak to this being. This heavenly body that controls the tides and now controls me. I blush and nod my contended obedience.
“I have not tied your tongue intentionally, little flute.” My stomach flutters to be called such. “But perhaps I may untie it.”
His body connects with mine, his moonlit fingers gently cradling my neck and he kisses me. Differently this time. I feel his moonlight cross my lips more playfully. I suppose it has no need to rush to fill me, as I am already his.
His lips suck my lower lip while his fingers brush my ear lobe. His tongue passes the threshold of my lips and delicately explores my mouth. Timidly, I let my tongue explore back. His lips grin into mine as he grunts his approval of my response.
My arms are lighter now, the moonlight flowing in me feeling more natural by the second, under his touch. I raise them to brush his silver locks behind his shoulder and wrap my arms around his neck. Pressing my body into his chest. The moonlight glowing from my belly, breasts, and pubic bone let out a soft hiss as they meets his stony flesh.
He deepens our kiss. His tongue less delicate - more hungry - inside of my mouth. His hands glide down my sides and he grasps my waist and nestles his arms in the small of my back, pressing me in.
He breaks our kiss and I gasp as his light fades from my tongue. “Patience, little flute.” His voice a gentle growl. His cool fingertips find my chin and he angles my face to the sky with assured control. His lips find my throat, sucking softly at the place where my moonlight (once his own) now shines.
I whimper as his lips and teeth urge the blood to flush the sensitive skin of my neck. His hand winds through my hair to hold my head back for his access. I feel the light pulling from my throat into him as he nibbles and sucks. I suddenly feel a loss, a darkness. “My light!” I gasp. Deep laughter rumbles up through him and falls out his lips onto my neck. “MY light,” he chuckles. And I immediately feel his breath, breathing his light back into my throat, filling me with light again. His light.
I sigh, a sensation of relief so powerful surges through me that I nearly lose my grip on his neck. But he does not lose his grip on me.
He chuckles again. The sound is like the faraway rumble of an avalanche. My brief panic is melted away. He tucks his head down to my heart space and nuzzles at the moonlight glowing there. His chin, cool to the touch, nestling between my breasts. His breath causes goosebumps to ripple over my tender breasts and cause my nipples to harden. I wreath my fingers through his hair, holding him to my heart.
His tongue reaches out and traces the edge of the moonlight circle that partially covers my breast. His tongue meets the light like an icicle, cold and melting at the same time. I notice how hot my flesh has become. So entranced by his divinity, I barely had the senses to notice my arousal.
But as his moonlit fingertips trace my breast and find my nipple, letting cold light flow in, I feel a surge in my depths and the warmth of my nectar spill down my inner thigh.
His lips clamp around the globe of my breast and his tongue circles my areola. His hand trails down and encourages my leg to wrap around his hip. I realize, as if suddenly, that we are suspended in the dark. All light his. All I need do is cling to him.
I sigh in sudden rapture. Clinging so tightly to him that I am aware of his whole physique for the first time, his shoulder muscles broad and lean, his chest firm and smooth as the most polished river stone. His waist tapering to a rigid shaft like alabaster, pressing into my thigh. His muscles are the rolling hills of the moon's surface. His lips the edges of a crater that I am destined to fall into, unlikely to ever find my way out.
His teeth grate across my nipple and my back arches, causing his teeth to pull more tightly at the sensitive, reddened flesh. His teeth feel like ice slashing into my skin, but his cool tongue soothes the icy burn immediately, circling my nipple slowly after releasing his teeth. He clamps his mouth closed and sucks deeply – moonlight rushing up through the blood vessels and building up in swollen flesh. All of the light he bestowed on me rushing to meet him through his sucking tongue. His work is deep and thorough and I feel panic again, a dark emptiness is where the moonlight has left my lower limbs. I cry and instinctively squirm, trying to pull away from his mouth, to prevent the loss of light, to hoard the gift he has given me.
But he is so much stronger than me. He holds my body tight to his and sinks his teeth into the moonlight-flushed skin of my breast and I cry out in pain. I stop squirming, but dread creeps up along my spine as I feel his light leaving my veins. So empty. But then his teeth release me and his lips are suddenly on mine again, drenching me in moonlight once more. It overflows from my lips, dribbles down my chin, the light dancing down my flesh. I kiss him greedily, longing for the fullness in my veins again. Seconds without it were an eternity.
I kiss him frantically until I am full again. Our kiss breaks and I sigh in relief, and fall slightly forward, further into his arms. His chuckle rocks me and I realize he has been torturing me intentionally, not cruelly as a display of his power over me, but to exhibit the depth of my bond, my longing for him, for both our satisfaction. I giggle into his neck and nuzzle into his hair as he holds me.
He slowly walks his marble fingers up my back, raising goosebumps as they go, causing me to hum into the side of his neck. He reaches my brown locks and winds his fingers up in them and gently pulls back, prying me away from my nest in his arms - presenting my glowing belly to him. I lean back obediently, the night air cradling me. He leans forward with me, releases my hair, and lowers his face to my stomach. I feel his nose trace swirls over my skin, pressing into my tummy with each of my inhales, tracing again with each exhale. He breathes warm air onto the moonlight-star that is centered in my belly button and I feel his tongue dip in. He is breathing more light into me this time, rather than stealing it away. I feel my skin tingle as it floats into me as his tongue laps and suckles my belly button.