Jacob

I was on my computer writing a paper for my English class when I hear my phone ring letting me know that I had a text. I finish writing my sentence and grab my phone.

*Incoming text message from Beautiful Jenny*

Hey, Jacob…?

I smile.

I cornered her one day at school and finally confronted her about why she never texted me. She confessed that she lost my number so I grabbed her phone and called my phone. Since then, we have been texting each other non-stop, but I was always the one who initiated the texting.

I'm surprised she initiated the texting this time.

*Text message to Beautiful Jenny*

Hey beautiful, what’s up?

I wait for a few seconds before she text back.

*Incoming text message from Beautiful Jenny*

Uhm… Can… Well… I don’t know how to say this…

*Incoming text message from Beautiful Jenny*

Gosh this is so hard…

*Incoming text message from Beautiful Jenny*

Uhhhh, you know how you … always erm… ask me out?

I open every text message that she was sending me and smiled at how much she was struggling. I open and read the last message that she sent. My heart starts to pound in my chest.

Is she finally going to say yes to me?

*Text message to Beautiful Jenny*

Yes?

My heart pound as I wait for her text. I hope she isn't messing around with me. I had been waiting patiently for her for awhile now.

*Incoming text message from Beautiful Jenny*

Erm…. Do you want to ask me again…?

I let out the breath that I didn’t know I was holding and smiled. She wants me to ask her again. I wanted to jump and throw my fist up into the air. She was finally going to give me the chance that I have always wanted. Oh my god.

*Text message to Beautiful Jenny*

Will you go…

I erase the text message.

I can’t do it. Not like this at least. Jenny deserves better than this.

*Text message to Beautiful Jenny*

Jenny, you deserve better than this. I won’t say it.

Jenny

I stare at the text that Jacob sent and felt like I had just been punched in the guts.

He won’t say it… I waited too long. He moved on. I’m a fool for thinking that he would wait for me.

A tear drops from my eyes and onto my phone.

I wipe my tears away and take a deep breath.

*Text message to Jacob*

Oh… Okay… That’s okay… Uhm, I’ll… I’ll leave you alone.

I shouldn’t feel sad over this. It was my fault anyway. I made him wait. I shouldn’t be feeling like my heart has just been ripped out of my chest.

***

*Ding Dong*

I stare at my phone. Jacob never texted back… I sigh and get up off the couch. I open the door and find a bouquet of flowers on the ground with my name on the card.

I look around but see no one. I pick the bouquet up and open the card.

My Beautiful Jenny,

You deserve nothing but the best of the best. I want to say I love you, but that would be weird since it's too early, so I’ll say I like you instead ;)

-Jacob

P.S. Oh yeah. Look up sweetie.

Smiling, I look up and see Jacob standing on the sidewalk with another bouquet of flowers.

He walks toward me and hands me the other bouquet of flowers. He grabs my hand and kisses the top of it then stares at me.

“My beautiful Jenny. Will you be my girlfriend?”

My heart swells with what I can only describe of as love and I smile as a tear slide down my face.

“Only you would do this… Yes, I will be your girlfriend,” I say, smiling.

Jacob wipes my tears away and slowly grabs my face and kisses me softly on my lips as I close my eyes and savor the moment.

Douglas

"Baby, are you even listening to me?" Kim said to me.

Damn it, I forgot what she was saying. I'm not even listening to a thing she just said to me.

"Mm hm," I reply.

She stares at me then touches my face. "You know I love you right?"

"Yeah, I know. I'm going to go for a drive," I don't wait for her to say okay, I just get up and leave without another word.

Kim. She is a nobody to me.

I messed up and I messed up big time. I shouldn't have caved when I did. I should have held on tight to Jenny when she was still with me, but I was selfish and desperate at the time I was at my lowest. I needed to be comforted and Kim was there.

The next thing I know, I wake up next to her and she's touching my face and tracing little circles on my chest.

I shake my head in frustration to get the memory out of my head.

I wish I can go back and change things. I wish I hadn't been so desperate to feel anything other than sadness when the doctors told us that my grandpa wouldn't be able to make it.

"Damn it!" I yell out.

I continue to drive with no real destination. I just keep on driving.

I don't pay attention to any of my surroundings, and the next thing I know, I am parked a little ways across from Jenny's place.

I see her standing at the door with a bouquet of flowers and reading a card. She smiles and looks up from the card and smiles even bigger.

At first I think she had spotted me, and was happy to see me and it makes my heart pound fast. I start to get out of my car but I trace her gaze and finally see that guy that kept staring at Jenny while we were still together.

What is his name again? Jacob? Yes, that is his name. Jacob.

Dammit.

Jacob is holding on to another bouquet of flowers and now that Jenny had noticed him, he starts walking towards her. He hands her the bouquet of flower then kisses the top of her hand.

He says something to her and she smiles as a tear slides down her face. She says something to him and he wipes her tears away then kisses her. She drops her bouquet of flowers and wraps her arms around him.

I want to look away but I can't make myself do it.

They finally pull away from each other and her cheeks are flushed, her eyes sparkle, and her smile is big.

My heart breaks. Jenny has fallen in love with Jacob, and I am no longer a part of her life.

***

"Baby, you're back!" Kim shouts excitedly when she sees me walk in through the door.

God, I don't want to deal with her right now.

I ignore her and walk right past her and into the empty room in the apartment we're sharing.

I can't stand to be in the same room with her right now. I can't believe I agreed to let her move in.

There's a knock at the door.

"Baby, is everything okay?"

Why can't she just leave me alone?

"Yeah. Sure," I reply indifferently.

"Can I come in? Please? I missed you..." She whines from the other side of the door.

I sigh out loud and open the door for her. She jumps on me and squeals like a little kid.

"You were gone for so long! I missed you, do you know that?"

She plants a big kiss on my cheeks, then kisses me on the mouth. She moans into my mouth and press herself against me.

I can't help but think of Jenny when she use to kiss me and push her body against mine. I get hard, and I kiss her back.

She moans louder and deepens the kiss.

I pin her against the wall and lift her skirt up. I move her underwear aside, and take my cock out and stick it inside her tight pussy.

She gasps, and I start to fuck her hard.

I think of Jenny. I think of how much I wanted to do this to her. I think of all those times when she would grind herself against me and how she came all over me.

I fuck her harder. She moans loud and calls my name several times. She grabs my face and kisses me hard on the mouth as I continue to fuck her.

I think of Jenny, naked and beautiful. Her cute face when she blushes because she is shy. Her sweet moans. Her flushed face after she comes down from her orgasm.

I cum hard in her and her body shudders. After she calms, I let her down and she wobbles on her feet. I don't kiss her, nor do I hold her steady so she doesn't fall over.

I simply put my clothes on and leave the room to take a shower.

***

I am laying down on my bed wondering if Jenny is thinking of me at the moment but I have a feeling that it's not me on her mind, but Jacob.

I punch my pillow in frustration and Kim turns around and hugs my torso.

"Are you okay, baby?"

I grunt instead of answering her.

She stays quiet for awhile, and I think she has fallen asleep until her hand traces its way down to my cock. She starts to slowly stroke it and my dick gets hard. She gets up and turns me over so I'm on my back and removes the blanket.

She takes my cock out of my pants and starts to stroke it some more.

I have my eyes closed.

I feel her lick the tip of my cock and I think of Jenny.

I think of how she did that to me when she was about to suck me.

She takes me in her mouth and she moans.

I think of Jenny's sweet moans and her beautiful body.

She massage my ball-sacks while sucking on my cock and makes slurping noises each time she sucks.

I think of Jenny's sweet mouth over my cock. Her small, cute tongue licking the side of my cock. Her skinny fingers massaging my ball-sacks.

I grab her head and push down. She gags when I hit her throat but doesn't fight me. I fuck her mouth and I can hear her trying to breathe but I can't find a reason to care.

I think of Jenny. Her perky small breasts. Her small pink pussy. The way she tastes and the way she moans.

I fuck her face harder and shoot my cum down her throat. She swallows it all and giggles.

"You came so much, baby."

I reply with a mmhmm and turn my body away from her.

"Baby, I want to cum too. Fuck me. Please?"

I open my eyes and see her staring at me with her fake sad eyes.

I think of Jenny's beautiful face as she grinds herself against my hard cock on her sofa.

I get up and sit. I take off my boxer and underwear and pull her naked body down on to my cock.

She moans out as I enter her. I push my hips up and fucks her as she slams down on my cock.

I think of Jenny. If this was her, I would be looking at her beautiful face.

She moans my name and tells me she's cumming. I grab hold of her butt and slam her pussy down on my cock several times before I shoot my cum into her pussy. Her body shudders against mine and after she's done, I move her off me and go off to the bathroom to clean myself up.

I go back to bed and turn my back to her.

I wish it was Jenny beside me. I wish it was Jenny I was fucking. I wish I hadn't been so stupid.

I miss Jenny.