I haven't done it, but its something I'm interested in.

Mr. Marcus. Believe it or not, but he's my favorite porn star because of his smile...and I find Italia Blue to be very beautiful

I find that I am very much attracted to older men. Some may be 10+ years older others 20+. I believe it just has to do with the man himself that attracts me and not so much his age. If it just so happens that he is my age I make nothing of it. But more often than not if I meet someone that I am drawn to he is most likely quite a few years older than me.

I love M/M romances. At first, I must admit, that I wanted to see how the opposite sex really falls in love with the same sex because it was such a mystery to me. And I think its because gay male erotica seems to be another perspective from which love can be described that has me hooked. My first M/M romance I ever read was by this one author that captured me as not only a reader but as a fan of his work from that point on. The way he writes draws me into the story so much so that I want to become apart of the story. I know that sounds weird but what can I say, the man writes that darn good. :)
But back the subject at hand. I think most everyone wants to read that one story where true love prevails, and there's a happy ending. And its my personal preference that I wanna see that work out for two male characters that want each other.

The worst thing ever said to me... saying that I will never be loved, that I will always be alone. Those things said over time loose their punch but the one thing that I will always remember was from my one and only major crush of nine years. He told me that he wanted me to stop looking at him because I was ugly.
Hands down, the worst I have ever felt. I don't know if he ever knew how I felt about him but then again it didn't ever matter cause I supposedly repulsed him anyhow.

Zoolander

Control

Put on some shades and enjoy the show.

patient. understanding.


Damn Skippy!

Fell in love once... I knew he and I could never be because that's just the way it was. He was never interested in me in the first place, so I suppose I set myself up for that fail.
I was deeply infatuated with one other person. We were miles apart and he was in a relationship. We used to talk every day but he said it had to end. I set myself up for that one as well, I suppose. Not intentionally though.
The first one didn't want me and the other one was being kept by another woman, on both occasions I kept my feelings to myself, so maybe that helped stave off some of the pain.
Rejection feels like deeply embedded blade cause it cuts so deep, every twist of it hurts, and the pain never dulls.

This story was created over six months ago from an interesting chat I had with a guy here on lush. I told him that I would one day spruce it up and post it, so here it is for all to see. Enjoy! “I really don’t feel like being here,” I told my boyfriend, James, as he pulled up into the parking lot of the bar and grill. I had told him several times that I didn’t want to go and hang out with...

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