Well I guess it's about time I changed this thing.. since I'm not "so new" anymore.. I'm not a real active player here.. I don't chat much.. I write a story or poem every now and then.. I don't look to friend a whole lot of people.. not because the people here aren't interesting or exciting.. it's more because I'm not.. I'm an extremely casual and laid back personality.. and I try not to step out into the light very often.. although I seem to have this penchant for not being able to follow my own rules.. I'll be 62 this July.. I'll also be retired this July.. and then I'll get to spend a lot more time with myself.. how's that for irony.. some folks would call that just rewards.. in any event.. I am open and honest to a fault.. I hide nothing and I never lie.. I tend to see things how they are.. and not how I want them to be.. my fantasies are just that.. most of them have been experienced.. some yet to be.. others are still being formed.. I am open to all experiences.. as long as consented between parties.. so.. on with the show..
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I once had a friend who was not exactly a hooker, but she gave blowjobs and handjobs for money. We were once discussing what she does with customers and she would never kiss on the lips. She told me that whenever she is with a "customer" and they try to kiss her, she would simply put her neck in the way and take it there, she wouldn't let them kiss her lips. I dont understand the logic very well, but I guess a kiss for women means a lot of emotions that she doesn't have for the guy, she just wants to do what she does and get her money?? Wow, she missed out on a real money making opportunity there. I'd say that kissing is worth another $50 usd, (with tongue - $100). I am aware that mouths are a bit dirtier than cocks...'sometimes'. I've been told a lot of hookers/pros feel this way. You talk to hookers/pros? I usually keep actual conversation to a minimum....
Wow, she missed out on a real money making opportunity there. I'd say that kissing is worth another $50 usd, (with tongue - $100). I am aware that mouths are a bit dirtier than cocks...'sometimes'. LOL, that's not enough for me. I'm not kissing ANYBODY that I'm not really attracted to. Concretus said it right, and its been brought up before. Kissing, for me anyway- and I don't think I'm alone- is more intimate than it probably seems to a lot of guys. I'll do a lot of things before I consider kissing a guy. Kissing means it's real. Holding hands can be intimate and real.. eye contact can be intimate and real.. the intent of the act is what makes it intimate and real.. a kiss is a privilege.. an intimate kiss is a privilege and a promise... is it cheating? depends on the intent...
As a certified mud wrestling referee I am offering my services in the upcoming match between Honeybee and She....
In general? I think people don't give explanations when they know/think it will just cause more questions they don't want to answer, or maybe even a giant argument. Like a mom and her kid, and the kid asks 'why' after everything, and then the mom finally says 'because I said so'. Now, not to harsh on you with the bouncer- but he didn't owe you an explanation. Those guys are judge, jury, and executioner, which pisses people off, but it's just the way it is. If he did give you an honest explanation for why you couldn't get in, I'm guessing it would be one of these choices:1- You're a guy, and we don't let spare sausages in. Come back with two hot girls then we'll talk.2- You're not dressed right for this club3- You're not on my list to let you in, and I don't recognize you as somebody important4- You're too old5- You're uglyNot saying you're any of those things, but those are usually the reasons when they don't lift the rope for you. Did you see "Knocked Up", when the lady demanded that the bouncer explain why she couldn't get in, and he told her it was because she was "old as fuck", lol. Sad, but true, and it will happen to everyone sometime. Damn.. no wonder they wouldn't let me into WalMart the other day.. I think I'm 5 out of 5.....
Maybe instead of titling it "Friends" maybe it should just be designated "Chatters".. I doubt anybody's entire list is all friends....
I got a friend request from one of those generic red Lush avatars.. can't remember his name.. let's call him 'Doofus".... so I go to his page.. he has 'Doofus"... no bio.. no info at all.. no postings.. no songs... no images... not a goddamn thing.. but he had 48 friends... WTF!!!
I don't get many requests.. and the ones I do have took pity on me I think.... bless them....
A large hammock under a willow tree...
The steam room.. of an all male gym....
My wildest fantasy knows who She is.....
At night the screens so dark they stay.. Do our avatars come out to play? Each of us is locked inside.. Our real personas they do hide.. Did VanGogh go really looking? To see what Chef has been up to cooking? And Nicola had to go pay bail.. To get WellMadeMale out of jail.. Shameless did the best he could.. To remove the panties on Hollywood.. Then love and marriage...
Added 15 Jun 2010 | Category Love Poems
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You said "I love you.. what does that mean?" Your voice quivering in doubt Lost and confused as you ever have been Not knowing what your love was about Sorrow and regret surrounded by guilt Your feelings unsure and kept hidden The strongest bond that ever was built Now weak and broken and held forbidden Pushing away what once was held dear An occasional memory stirred Comfort...
Added 20 May 2010 | Category Love Poems
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This girl from my past who stole my heart and hid it away for so many years I wondered at our life apart and why I had so many fears I've searched so long to find the key To open a box locked and hidden Inside she held the love of me Thinking it was so wrong and forbidden Through the years I didn't exist I ached and hurt for what should have been Her memory I could never resist Darkness...
Added 19 May 2010 | Category Love Poems
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I am devoured by my waking moments of her.. and left exhausted by my sleepless nights... As time ebbs slowly by and she is not there... the distance grows and soon she'll be out of my sight... Our words and whispers carried by wire.. our letters sent through tapping keys... They only make my yearning higher... for hopes and dreams that will never be.. The miles between us can only stop...
Added 30 Apr 2010 | Category Love Poems
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Words.. so hard to say? if you don't use them.. do they go away? never said and left in doubt.. is this what love is all about? the head and heart must always guess.. am I deaf? more or less.. the silence rings inside my head.. nothing said.. is the heart now dead? words.. so hard to say? you're not using them.. have you sent them away? are feelings lost.. has desire so...
Added 23 Mar 2010 | Category Love Poems
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Maybe it was just a dream.. but it felt real.. how my heart pounded so hard in my chest as I knelt over you.. the way your eyes stared up at me.. telling me everything I needed to know without words.. the way the buttons of your blouse felt in my fingers as I slipped them through each casted opening.. Maybe it never happened.. but it felt like it did.. the way your breasts...
Added 10 Mar 2010 | Category Love Poems
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An unknown face in an unknown place.. Holding all the desires that you can imagine.. Losing all track of time and space.. You’re trapped in her avatar once again.. Unknown pleasures in a two inch square.. The mind can build endless dreams.. Your desires and fantasies all laid bare.. But nothing is ever as it seems.. Body aroused as you bring her near.. Your keyboard painting...
Added 24 Feb 2010 | Category Love Poems
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Every child remembers their first puppy.. their first kitten.. their first goldfish.. their first experience at loving something.. without really knowing the word or what it meant.. it just was.. it came so natural and without strings.. a lick.. a purr.. or simply following your finger along the glass of the aquarium.. In the short span of years following...
Added 12 Feb 2010 | Category Love Poems
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I savored and craved my first taste of her.. Woman to woman I still wasn't sure.. My dreams and desires were always of this.. Her warm tender body and our first kiss.. I quivered and moaned as I first pulled her to me.. I wanted her naked and exposed so completely.. Skin so warm and smooth to my aching touch.. Her thighs already wet and dripping so much.. Our nipples touching so gentle...
Added 28 Jan 2010 | Category Love Poems
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I've spent my whole life being not sure.. doubts and conflicts generally took over my thoughts.. was this ok?.. was that ok?.. I sought approval from others as if confirmation would make it easier.. it never did.. my life has been an endless parade of successes and failures.. mostly the latter when it came to relationships.. I demanded that they live up to my expectations.. while at the...
Added 27 Jan 2010 | Category Love Poems
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