About EllenJames

Sometime crossdresser (wife knows though she won't play here) answering to Ellen or Allen (M/Pansexual/64), I came to Lush for the stories and the forum, but stayed to explore my seemingly complicated sexuality in the chat rooms (since I've not been able to do much of that in reality). I enjoy consensual play of almost all kinds - m/m, f/m, mmf, ffm, mmm and have even played female role in otherwise straight sex play. I've been enjoying straight sex play, forced feminization by Mom, sister, cousin, etc; white or bbc cuckold play sometime even cuckold sissy slut. Not a fan of scat or wet play, or hard bdsm, though have indulged sometimes with the right partner, but I'm not a natural submissive. My feminine side aspires to be like the strong independent women I've always admired. I have a Yahoo account for chatting, but no cams.

Ellen/Allen James
Date Joined:
26 Oct 2012
Last Visit:
20 Apr 2014 (1 hour ago)
Relationship Status:
Virginia, United States
travel, cinema, theatre, military history, all kinds of dress up such as reenacting
Favorite Books:
Stranger in a Strange Land; Foundation series; The Harrad Experiment; Keith Laumer's Retief and Bolo stories; mystery novels set in novel places - James McClure (South Africa), Bartholomew Gill (Dublin and Ireland), Philip Kerr (pre-,wartime, post-war Germany, Europe, and America),
Favorite Authors:
Heinlein, Asimov, Hemingway, LeGuin, Philip Kerr,
Favorite Movies:
Zulu, Auberge Espagnole, LOTR, Serenity, Rango
Favorite Music:
classic rock, celtic, jazz
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Latest Forum Posts
Topic: Screwing an older teacher
Posted: 15 Apr 2014 10:41

My High School, way back when, had one teacher who was marred to one of his students after she graduated - and then a couple of years later, had another teacher in deep trouble because he was dating one of his students (all the girls knew about it) but the school only found out when the mother of another girl he had dated and dumped complained to the school. A couple of years after I graduated and was at college, I learned from friends that he had changed schools and married the second girl.

Topic: what's your masturbation fantasy?
Posted: 08 Apr 2014 05:55

It varies - sometimes thinking of old partners - kinky things we didn't get around to doing - a threesome with my wife - it's a matter of mood as much as anything

Topic: Have you ever Secretly played with yourself on the phone with someone?
Posted: 23 Mar 2014 18:28

intriguing idea which I've never acted on except in actual phone sex (with everybody knowing)

Topic: Crossdressing
Posted: 16 Mar 2014 13:07

I only finally admitted to being a crossdresser a few years ago, after going through all the background steps - raiding my mother's panty drawers and trying on nylons, etc - and then occasionally doing the same with wives and girlfriends. At this point, sexy is probably out of the question and passable at a distance my also be. That said, I regularly underdress with panties, stockings and hose, as well as wearing tops and jeans sometimes. Only go all the way when the wife is away as she is aware and tolerant but within limits. Dressing can have a sexual thrill for me sometimes but generally only if I'm already horny - otherwise it's just nice exercising my feminine side by dressing (also bisexual). Would I like to explore the sexual side of dressing with both men and women - yes, with the right persons and without losing what I already have.

Topic: Your secret fantasy
Posted: 15 Mar 2014 11:37

wait, I'm only supposed to have one?

Topic: Oral Sex......for ladies or men (if you're bi)
Posted: 15 Mar 2014 04:58

First experience with oral sex was a girl in college going down on my cock - sadly, she wasn't very good at it yet but I did appreciate it - didn't get a chance to return the favor until several years later with my first girlfriend after college -in both cases I'd have to say that the ladies were a bit more experienced than I was - but I quickly learned to enjoy both giving and receiving oral sex - haven't had a chance to experiment with a cock yet though I'd like to with the right one

Topic: What are you wearing right now?
Posted: 12 Mar 2014 12:26

Today - pink panties under pink tights, pink t shirt under "boyfriend's" shirt - 2 and 1/2 inch heels - making up for a lot of guy time last week

Topic: married crossdressing?
Posted: 11 Mar 2014 14:32

I told my wife a couple of years ago after finally facing up to it myself. I don't fully dress when she's around but she does accept my underdressing frequently, panties, stockings, etc but no breasts, wigs, makeup. We have had sex with me partially dressed and once even wearing matching thongs.

Topic: Have you ever cum in your pants?
Posted: 13 Feb 2014 10:20

Yes - on purpose a couple of times in college with a girl friend who was saving herself for what I hoped would be our wedding - dry humping isn't really dry if you're doing it right!

Topic: Do guys really imagine having sex with all of their female friends?
Posted: 13 Feb 2014 04:09

Yes, pretty much in my experience, any woman with whom he spends time with - in some instances more than in others in that the thought eventually enters his mind but not all of them get carried through to the point of fantasy. Of course, that doesn't mean that these fantasies are acted on.

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Stories Published By EllenJames
It's not Personal, It's Business - but what kind of business?

The party had been going on for quite a while, everyone drinking heavily, especially the host. Actually Robert was surprised to still be there at all, after just about everyone else had left. Yet here he was still at the party and dancing with his host’s college age daughter who happened to be visiting her father. His wife, Mary Lee, was dancing with Clive, their host and the father. Or...

Added 12 Dec 2012 | Category Wife Lovers | Votes 24 | Avg Score 4.64 | Views 8,531 | 8 Comments

On the Road - Together Again (part one)

Robert was enjoying that new car smell as he pulled out on to the highway that would lead north out of Atlanta. He had always enjoyed solo highway driving – especially if he could pick the music – either a good radio station or he could try out the new CD player. Of course, he would have to stop to pick up some CDs as he hadn’t put any of his in his luggage on this trip. The car was great,...

Added 03 Dec 2012 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,418 | 3 Comments

I Admit It, I Made A Mistake - Maybe It Was the Making of Me

I admit it – it was a mistake, I made a mistake. At least, I sometimes think it was a mistake. Sometimes I think it was the making of my life. I got drunk – in a bar – and started talking with some total stranger about my life. But he’s a total stranger, right? Doesn’t know me, doesn’t know where I live, or anything about me – except perhaps what I might tell him and for all he knows...

Added 08 Nov 2012 | Category Group Sex | Votes 7 | Avg Score 4.86 | Views 4,113 | 2 Comments

Do You Want to Play a Game?

It was exactly the situation he had longed for, for months, and he and Beth now sat together alone on her couch and yet still he hesitated. Although he was very attracted to her independent, sassy attitude and her shapely compact figure, he really wasn’t sure that she was interested in him even after all this time. Yet he looked at her close-fitting jeans, the nice soft blouse that fit...

Added 04 Nov 2012 | Category Group Sex | Votes 9 | Avg Score 4.44 | Views 5,393 | 3 Comments


Baptism They knew each other; they had a class together -but not as well as they thought. He knew she was religious, active in one of the campus student chapels, and somewhat conservative. She didn’t wear any obvious makeup and he had never seen her wearing stockings. She knew or at least suspected that he wasn’t a regular churchgoer and while he seemed nice - there was a hint of the...

Added 02 Nov 2012 | Category First Time | Votes 5 | Avg Score 4.8 | Views 2,427 | 1 Comment

Is That My Mail in Your Pocket, or are You Just Glad to See Me?

Hearing the chime, Robert went to the door, pausing briefly to look out the peephole - a veteran city dweller wanting to see who was outside his door. He recognized his neighbor, Sue, for whom he often held packages and mail that had been left at her door. He also recognized the long, red silk dressing gown from the lingerie catalogues often included in her mail. He had often wondered what...

Added 31 Oct 2012 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.6 | Views 2,292 | 2 Comments

One for the Money, Two for the Show, Three to Get Ready, and Foursome to Go

As Robert and Sue approached the house, he paused to note its neat appearance, appropriate for the well-off neighborhood. Sue rang the doorbell as he caught up, and Beth quickly opened the door, trying apparently not to conceal her anticipation. She was wearing nice slacks and a pullover top. They greeted each other, nervously, but in a friendly manner and clearly not for the first time, as...

Added 29 Oct 2012 | Category Group Sex | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.7 | Views 7,519 | 4 Comments

Love, Lust and the Volkswagen Beetle

He was feeling very unsure of himself and still uncertain as to what was happening much less why, and he tried to conceal his surprise. After months of lustful longing, some frustrated and feeble attempts,and finally apparently losing her to one of his best friends; here he was alone with Jill, in her car, in a secluded parking spot apparently well known to her. She was offering her lips to...

Added 28 Oct 2012 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 6 | Avg Score 4.83 | Views 1,560

Phone Tag

Her name was Sue. Her voice had a gentle, southern lilt - whether real or not, he didn’t know, and didn’t really care - he liked it. Her blonde hair was cut short, but not close to the head. She was wearing a long, silk dressing gown - white - that she had put on after he watched her take off her dress and stockings. He knew that all she had on underneath it were a lacy bra and very...

Added 27 Oct 2012 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 3 | Avg Score 4.67 | Views 1,027

Phone Tag - You’re “It”

It was not their first night together, nor their last - but it in hindsight it was closer to their last than to their first. If not yet growing away from each other they were now accustomed to each other, comfortable. They had started on the couch, kissing, touching -they might once have called it necking - and now as it often did it led them upstairs to her bedroom. Once there she...

Added 26 Oct 2012 | Category Reluctance | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 3,014

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