Stories by lauralee_sugah

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Incompletion

craving you

. Dreaming of your face Your mouth Your gentle laugh Has become an incompletion. This hunger draws me closer To the precipice And a nightmare of unwise wanting. Memories of sweetness Cannot feed my heart. I am torn in the effort To understand this silky binding That tethers me to Stony bareness, So near... So far. You draw away in the gloaming, In...Read On

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Flutterings

there is something magical about the knowing...

Your warm breath presses close. Star-filled kisses fall On a mouth open To love you. Strong hands caress skin That sings your name, Your true name, Your heart name. Perfect joy flows between us As you give me back my wings; Those iridescent flutterings That will bring me to you Day after day. What I feel is too deep for words So my body speaks. My legs spread wide, The...Read On

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Wondering

how do you see me?

I blush at your attention. You ask questions with your eyes. Your mouth Draws out truth By the quirk at its corner. There is music in my head As I wonder how you see me. But I will never risk What we say and are By asking for more, Even though I crave Your mouth, Your hand in mine, Your laughter in my ear. ........Read On

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Dreamland

I love you.

Hopeful dreams draw me near. The thought of your hands  .....caressing, .....soothing, .....loving, Makes my mind race  Beyond wind-chased clouds. Is there something more than love That births dreams of beaches  And bodies heaving in sweaty contention? My fingertips slide over burning skin Pulling you into my  Warmest, Most welcoming  Imagining. Your voice sings...Read On

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Did you know I love your cock?

I just can't help myself

It seems so crass to say it, But I love your cock. I love to touch it when you are asleep. Did you know that? I feel it enlarge ever so slightly And smile to myself. I have dangerous power Even in my fingers. I love your cock When you are in the shower, Wet and soapy, And there are drops Falling from its tip. Did you know I search for a reason to be In the bathroom Almost every time...Read On

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Just Fuck Me

don't ask me for what i cannot give

Don't buy me dinner, bring me flowers, ask how my day was. Just fuck me. I don't need a loving word, soft kiss, tender touch from you. Just fuck me. Don't ask for time, for attention, for love. I used those things up long ago. Just fuck me. Take me against the wall, over the table, in view of the window. Make me moan as you bite my nipples, scream as you slam your cock into me,...Read On

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no more

sometimes there is an end

your hands caress and pull, showing me the power  of my feral desire for you. I beg you to fuck me,  to burn me alive, to melt my boundary walls,  to make me the thing you would choose. as your body enters mine and your mouth takes  all there is of me, I feel my life drain away to be replaced  by some unknown numbness. oh, the pump will continue to beat  and a...Read On

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only a shadow

anyone else will only be a shadow

just when I think I am finished, that I can move on, I hear you speak. once again I become a part of that pulsing river flowing warm and dark into itself. my heart longs for a rhythm that will never be again . and perhaps never was. . but dreams still call as I seek that kiss that will equally satisfy... that heart that knows mine and thinks it is full of...Read On

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masturbation

the night is dark, the bed is warm but lonely. my fingers slide inside my panties to softly stroke. my thoughts are all of you... that quirky, solemn mouth, your words flowing over me like warmth and laughter, little touches of time and tenderness. what I want is to feel YOUR fingers serving my body in the same way mine slide up and down to tease my slit... whorls and ridges...Read On

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boundaries

i know the boundaries...

i must be very careful as we speak of daily things to hide myself in the contents of my words. I can never seek any deeper connection or ask for more than today. the boundaries are clear. as you bring passion to my wanton body and stroke my heart with your erect weapon, I must not need you. there is only desire here, heat for the moment, a most excellent fuck. ...Read On

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worship

your hands flow across my body resting as they reach my ribs. your breath kisses my collarbone then my neck.... I feel your face form a smile and I know you are here to worship. small, wet tattoos are drawn by the tip of your tongue as you make your way down down down. your cheeks brush my breasts softly, tenderly, and my heart moans. your fingers...Read On

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a pale desperation

here I am, a pale desperation, when your passion prefers the dark and exotic, the scent of campfires and the sound of music that stirs your blood with whispers of more to come. here I am, a sweet longing... loved and cosseted but never quite enough to satisfy at any moment... all magnolias and jasmine and everyday china... no one truly special. here I am, a heartfelt murmur ...Read On

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Morning Safety

is there something past this moment?

I awoke to the feeling of your warm body wrapped around me and the rhythm of your regular breathing ruffling my hair. I felt so safe at that moment. Memories returned of a different sort of breathing as your body blanketed mine and your strong, erect length invaded me. Hands grasped at my tenderest spots bruising, possessing, owning every inch. Your kisses were drugging....Read On

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please

my mouth is pouty today..... an invitation to your mouth to kiss me gently right at its corner, to whisper wicked and shocking things as you smile your teasing smile, to make love to my heart. will you come close to me and know the texture of my lips as you breathe me into your soul? your hand slides up my arm tracing its length as lightly as a butterfly's wings. your...Read On

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a safe distance

I feel you draw near as I watch the stars move across the sky and travel with them in light years of space and empty dreams. your warmth, your aura, your breath envelops me drawing me back into the earthly realm. music plays in a room of smoke and mirrors and fills me with you. we move to a rhythm that belongs to us and your hands play my body. fingers caress my breasts ...Read On

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Perfection

the way you feel inside me is perfection

I watch your beloved and intense face and touch the edge of your mouth as you slowly slide your erect length into my longing. Breath ceases as a moan is pressed from my throat. All is perfect. , Of course, the earlier kisses, desperate and wild, were perfect. The laughing chase as we ran to the bed leaving a trail of clothes behind us was perfect, too....Read On

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Accidentally

accidentally delivered destruction

The words were not malicious That is what gave them their power... The power to bruise, To bloody, To maim beyond reason. Unreasoning hurt Delivered by accident, By thoughtlessness, By you. Drowning waves deconstruct my sandcastle self Built with care And hope And the rain soaked shadow of a lie believed. Revealing the falseness of hope That I might be enough, ...Read On

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Flowing In

all i really need is you.....

My body floats on the infinite sea, becomes a part of the water and the sky. This beating heart is filled with blowing shapes of clouds and calling birds. There are no words to tell you where I am..... how much I long for you to be the wild and pulsing sea, to be a part of me as I flow in and out of your mind and body. Your voice calls to me and draws me toward...Read On

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soft

do you ever think of me?

surf sounds fill my heart as I lean on the balcony rail breathing in the sea, feeling your touch, laughing at myself for dreams and imaginings. you are not here... will not be here... but still I dream. your warmth on my back. your erect length against me. your arms around me. your hands cupping my full breasts. do you ever imagine me? what those moments...Read On

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Words in Time

Today I giggle as we lean against the pillows reading a story from that ancient book we found. Such funny language. Such silly sentiments. Your arm is wrapped around me, one hand resting at my waist, the other holding the book. I turn the pages of this well-loved, ragged tome. In every moment our hearts call to one another through words in time. The letters...Read On

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This Sweet Wreck

together.... but not.....

You think I do not know you have entered the room. Telltale sounds roused your curiosity. My eyes are closed and my wetness is filled with two thrusting fingers. A thumb caresses my swollen bud. I am drowning in the sweet depths of total delight. I hear your ragged breath and know that you have joined me as I knead my breasts, pull hard nipples taut, ...Read On

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Under the Morning Stars

it is in the morning that i belong to you

Somewhere deep inside I feel your voice cajoling me, drawing me toward wakefulness, singing a soft song of love and passion. The sound fills me with a smile that belongs to you and you alone. Hands touch my body softly and I moan with sleepy pleasure. You turn me to my back and paint my breasts with fiery kisses that speed my heart and take my breath. ...Read On

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Pagan Rite

life is what it is......

You think you have hidden your faint smile of satisfaction as I come to you.... stand in the spot you have indicated. But I see it. I understand it. I will do what I must. My body glows pale and pink in the faint light of this room... this chamber of the High King. You tell me to dance and the sensuous skin of my beckoning body begins to move like a river of...Read On

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the lee of the wall

am i enough?

i stand at the window coffee cup in hand blowing out the stars one by one. the moon is full... still shining like a woman's bare beauty. it pulls at the ocean inside me and my breath matches the crashing waves. fingers move to the tide rising causing tiny spasms in my womb. my heart is full also, nearly bursting with longing and loneliness and the need for someone to tell me who I am, to...Read On

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skipping stone

my hand strokes you gently during those early morning hours of sleep and dreaming. I think of your body singing over me in deep bass tones of honey and midnight. these moments should be enough but they wake in me a need to have you love me like you fuck me.... with abandon and thoroughness. the problem is you do not know my true self or the depths of her heart ...Read On

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Familiar Territory

The change in your breathing is barely perceptible as I begin to survey familiar territory. My thumbs massage the arch of your foot. I take your toes in my mouth and suck them one by one... A faint moan floats from the distance as my lips nibble at the crisp hair of your calf. Your knees form mountains under the sheets and I wriggle there in exploration. My fingers lightly skim...Read On

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Eloquent Silence

kissing matters

Our eyes meet and welcome one another. You come close, one strong finger tenderly tracing the corner of my mouth. Your warm breath caresses my face as your body crowds mine and my skin flushes. I breathe a soft sigh into your mouth. Ahhhh, the gentle anticipation, the perfect joy, the eloquent silence, of that moment before a kiss....Read On

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Song of Weeping

I stand looking at the soft, breathing sea. The breeze feels like your hands on me, warm and loving. Then you are there. Your body like heaven to my senses. Your lips on the nape of my neck. Your heart flowing over me in waves that match the rhythm of the sea. My body calls to you as you suddenly retreat.... teasing.... tempting..... My heart longs to chase...Read On

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No Room

you take everything

You overwhelm me with your need as you pull me too close and steal my breath with your lips. Your hands tear at my body as I moan for your love. That mouth... oh my god. that mouth sucks my breasts as if to drain them of life. The entrance you crave is wet in spite of all efforts because I need you and hate that need at the same time. You slide through the folds ...Read On

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Brief Brushes

who can know my true self?

I saw you again today but only from a distance. My heart yearned for you to turn and really see me-- not the girl I was or the one I now show to the world. I wanted you to see my true self, to recognize her because you always knew she was there inside me waiting, longing for someone to breathe life into her. Truth be told, my body belongs to my true self and to...Read On

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Beach Freckles

be with me in the sea.... love me there....

The sky blue air is clear and cloudless and the day is like no other. You have left me on the beach where we shared touch and breath and the very essence of life. I watch as you leave a trail in the sand. Your ass is an object of male beauty. Suddenly I giggle and roll to cover my body in the moist warmth of our loving nest. Grains of sand make beach freckles ...Read On

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Taking a Chance

moments can be forever

The room is full of smoke and warm bodies. You come to stand behind me as I sit at the bar all pale pink silk and pearls. I drink my chilled wine as you order a scotch and take that first sip. Your body is so close I can feel your heat and hear that slight rasp as you breathe in my roses and southern jasmine. Our eyes meet in the mirror for less than a moment. My...Read On

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Love Art

White sand beaches breathe themselves into existence. Paint spreads in swaths of purple and blue as the sunset becomes a part of this live canvas. Stars spill wishes into the cupped sliver of moon. My brush moves faster as a body takes its place in the foreground. My heart beats in the colors and textures. Love paints the face I adore but it turns away to look down the beach ...Read On

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I Always Want Too Much

yes, i know....

You always see me as sweetness and purity and in some way a threat to your peace. Yet I know the impossibility of true danger due to distance and circumstances and obligation. All of these things make you safe and secure in your life. But my heart wants you to recognize my desire for you to honor it, to be glad of it, to allow yourself to desire me...Read On

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Beyond the Edges

I am known for my sweetness and perhaps some conventionality but you push me beyond the edges of my safe and sexy world. Your kisses are wet and wandering and wonderful. Your tongue in my mouth brings a rush of wetness and a swelling flow to my lower lips. But my dearest one, you make me want to bite your lip and taste your blood as I run my tongue across your lip....Read On

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Dance with Me

you know what i want.... dance with me, dearest....

You tell me, "Come close," and I cannot resist. The music and my desire are all for you. My hands touch your waist and slide under your shirt...... your skin like fire under my seeking hands. Mouth kissing.... tongue tasting the corner of your mouth, your chin, your neck. My clothes have fallen away except for the black stilettos that drive you crazy and...Read On

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Sea Jewel

a caring heart is always in peril

on you I rest like a tiny shell on the tip of a sandy, wet fingertip at the beach..... it is a fearful thing, my dearest heart. this power you have over me is like breath that can blow that shell away and make me a castaway forever in the surf which softly curls up over our feet. I resent and crave that breath-- the tension of knowing how one careless moment ...Read On

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Fever Dreams

i understand what is real but i still can wish........

In my fever dreams there is sorcery and I am free to ask for what I really want. I want you to want me. I want you to find my buxom pixie self irresistible. .....as irresistible as any slim young woman with her long dark hair flowing around your body...... I do not want to be a secret or to cast a sparkly lure that attracts you to my hidden heart but only...Read On

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Pining

i love being from the south

Pining is such an old fashioned word and yet, it is truly my experience. I rock on my front porch, fan myself languidly, and sigh. My desire is that you come sit beside me on my porch swing and hold my hand as we talk quietly about the events of the day. I thirst for sweet tea and the sight of lightning bugs and your kiss at the corner of my mouth. My...Read On

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Girlie Juices

you turn on my girlie-juices ;-)

Your touch is the catalyst that makes me wet with arousal and anticipation. The look on your face reveals your purpose. I laugh with joy as you separate my legs, put your open mouth over my puss and drink my girlie-juices. As you cause those juices to flow and drench your face my heart races. My body flushes as your tongue dips in and out tasting...Read On

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Genesis

My heart rolls through the day and never leaves a mark. It is too dry and injured to be more than a placeholder of what could be. How do I regain my bearing? How do I recall the sweetness of life that eats the honeycomb and drinks your body in like rain and sunshine. Touch my face. Let those lips brush so lightly that I almost miss the sensation. Draw me...Read On

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Song of Magic

there are all kinds of magic

Lying naked in the leaves outside the garden wall I hear strings and horns in the sound of the limbs blowing, the meandering creek and wind in hollow trees. Your voice sings the melody in a minor key speaking feelings and thoughts and I long to sing that song back to you. But my voice joins in counterpoint and I smile at myself, laid bare, singing sweetly, ...Read On

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Flesh of the Distant Storm

the storm is far away but still affects life and love

The rhythm of stormy surf meeting shore matches the beat of my heart as your hand seeks out all my secrets. Your tongue paints a starry night over wet, shivering flesh as my legs spread in welcome. My body begs for the release you offer. Gauzy curtains blowing in the heated breeze cannot disguise my cries of love and pain as your hard length sheaths itself in my very soul....Read On

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Party Like There Is No Tomorrow

The invitation came several weeks ago and I carefully planned my strategy.

My neighbor's 20 year old son, Michael, is the most beautiful young man I have ever seen. He has dark, curly hair and big dimples. He has such an innocent face but I have watched when he is swimming and sunning naked in their back yard with friends. There is nothing innocent about him. Furthermore, I have seen him watch me. Not that I am beautiful or young but I have other ways that draw...Read On

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Never Enough Breath

Sleepy body and brain float somewhere in that twilight world where my heart is free and love is simple. I pursue you through the deep water, darting in and out like a mermaid as you watch me warily and hide in the murky depths. My lungs suddenly empty and I struggle to surface. You take my mouth and become breath for me, filling me with yourself. Holding me ...Read On

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Rescue

the one who held me captive has been dead for some time, though he had time enough to teach the prisoner that she was there to serve. when he made his exit he left the cage locked and over time others came to give advice or give reasons why the cage was necessary. but then you came by carrying your magic mirror telling me to look closely and notice that the door...Read On

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It is Written

I can wait....

I enter the room, sheets changed on the bed where you quietly won my heart and body one more time last night. You stare out the window, computer showing a clean page. A fountain pen and pencil sit on a yellow pad covered with hieroglyphic scribbles. And I know you are thinking of her. I am, too. She has captured your imagination as so many have before. And she...Read On

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Sex with the Rain God

The shower began as I got out of my car... the huge drops on my warm skin cold and heavy as they penetrated and made transparent my thin white tank. My nipples stiffened immediately under the rough caress of the unexpected rain. All the air left my lungs and my panties were flooded with wetness. The walls of my pussy began to spasm with orgasm.... my...Read On

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Constellation

you are the only one who can make me see stars

I lay on the bed staring at the glowing constellation, a leftover of a moment of pure silliness. My mind is consumed with thoughts of your mouth on the mug at breakfast, the fork at dinner, the glass of wine. The end of the bed dipping under your knee makes my heart race wildly, beat with joy, fill with giggles. Your hand is warm moving across my foot and then it...Read On

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A Return to Hiding

how do you know when you have revealed too much?

Who has seen the truth peeking out of my heart revealing itself to the light of day? What voice convinced me it was a good idea to confess so much? When did it begin? Where are my barriers? How was I stripped naked? Now is the time to move back into the shadows, to cover myself with fallen leaves. Alone and lonely, but safe....Read On

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Let Me See

I need it all, baby.

I need to see your face. It would make all the difference to be able to touch your mouth see your smile know you see me. I need to see your hands. It would make all the difference to be able to hold your hand kiss your palm feel you touch my face. I need to see your tummy. It would make all the difference to be able to kiss it slowly nibble lightly at your waist move my mouth still lower....Read On

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Rolling on the Bed Laughing

sometimes the silliest things are sexy

who knew? I can hardly believe it. even though I have always found laughing to be a sensual pleasure and very sexy. who knew? rolling on the bed laughing could be like making love could cause my body to want you more could make this little pink thong wet beyond belief with arousal. your voice makes me smile your words can bring me to tears. but who knew? ...Read On

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The Big Bang

to know and be known

tonight I feel your hands touching my face touching my breasts touching my very heart. you have no idea the gift you give me as you show me your true self as you seek to see my true self. the orgasm is something beyond mere physical reaction and the spasm of muscles and the rush of wetness. it is an explosion of life and belonging and forever....Read On

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Heart and Body

my body follows my heart every time

how can I explain how my heart yearns for you? how my body follows my heart? i follow its leading and my hands must touch breasts that ache to feel your mouth.... licking their tight buds biting their full contours breathing yourself out until they are covered in.... you. i follow its leading and my hands must touch my wetness dipping in and out almost feeling your mouth kissing biting...Read On

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Shame

my breath is ragged as you pound into me one hand on my back the other slapping my butt. your voice reminding me with every thrust that I belong to you that no one else can own me. my face burns with shame because I know that you are right. you own me heart and soul but have no care for the gift I offer you or the beauty that you truly own. you drink negligently from my deep cool well....Read On

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Escape

That ache just won't quit, the one that says there is no one else the one that calls to you at night the one that wakes up every day curled up next to you. But I am planning my escape, to places unknown to breathe the air of exotic young men who desire me beyond measure. And then there will be no more ache, just numbness, and the broken hearts I have left behind because...Read On

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Kiss and Giggle

You always underestimate the power of your mouth.

Your kisses make my heart race but there is something about the way you use words that feels like a kiss every time... I want every word, every kiss, to belong to me. I am jealous when you speak of others when you speak to others because you are sharing my kisses with the larger world. Your kisses make me giggle and I realize that sounds silly and childish.... but those giggles...Read On

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Dangerous Lure

your hands move on the instrument and I lean forward unable to look away or relax with the others. my hand moves to my lower lips and I gather the drops there unable to stop myself or maintain my composure. your mouth applies pressure to the reed and I watch every subtle nuance unable to divert my thoughts from your tongue caressing. my mouth sheaths my fingertips and I...Read On

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Sing to Me

you are my music

Your voice vibrates somewhere deep inside me like the sound of wild surf on a beach or a standing bass being played by a master. When you speak to me I hear drums and chanting. A need grows in my heart to strip off my clothes and run into battle in nothing but my painted skin. Just the deep sound of your moan as you wildly kiss me and slide your erection into...Read On

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Own My Cunt

Own my cunt not through force of strength nor force of will nor through sheer charm and cunning. Own my cunt by employing the ancient magic, the magic of the centuries..... the magic called forth by the sound of a stretched skin drum and the worship of painted bodies dancing naked in the firelight. Own my cunt by moving your hands in the weaving of a spell over eyes that...Read On

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So Much Perfect

sometimes it IS just so much perfect

Palm trees whisper in the light breeze. The heat of the day is gone but moisture still clings to our bodies and smells like who we really are. The night is navy blue and the moon rises out of the sea like so much perfect.... We lay on the sand. Your teeth bite my lips and your mouth smiles on mine as we breathe each other in. You hold my hand to your heart and I feel it beating for me...Read On

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Foot Fetish

losing control can be a positive thing

The gift card was in an invitation that was as interesting as the establishment I was about to enter. “Happy Birthday, Peggy Anne. We are about to make your fantasy come true. Come prepared for a great pedicure and perhaps a little bit more.” The building was a charming southern cottage with magnolias and old oak trees. The Spanish moss hung like lace from the branches. There was...Read On

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Daily Poetry

what makes a life sweet?

It is the daily poetry that makes my heart beat. grin Not that I don't love those heavy-metal moments when you take me wild and hard and use truly obscene and shocking words. still smiling But the moments of daily poetry are these...... when you come home from work stand behind me at the window close but not quite touching. I feel your breath in my hair. You kiss...Read On

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Ode to Young Men

all youth is not callow.... ;-)

Young men freely speak their desires, their tenderness, their arousal. Unlike more “mature” men they have not that wariness of the expectations of women, that fear of committing themselves by momentary sentiments. They fearlessly walk out on the ice expect it to hold their weight. They hold out their hands and invite even more “mature” women, who are wary and...Read On

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Yes, always...

some moments are perfect

Today we sat in the sun together. You took my hand and twined your fingers in mine. Suddenly your hand was the center of my universe. I lifted it to my face, kissed your palm, touched my tongue to your life line leaving a line of my moisture there. Your fingers moved to my mouth as if by magic. I sucked each one. The taste of our life together made me smile. ...Read On

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The New Year

My New Year's Eve social obligations complete I rest. It is 2012 somewhere. Here I recline naked on my clean sheets in my solitary bed eating strawberries and drinking champagne; listening to the fireworks of neighborhood children. A new voice whispers in my brain thoughts of next year when the one I yearn for will lie next to me on my clean sheets and eat strawberries...Read On

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some days

some days it is not about love

some days I am overwhelmed by a need to be crass. no sweet or sentimental words. no candles or music. no romantic setting. I need to use crude phrases. I need to suck you. I need you to fuck me. I need something fast and hard and ugly. please forgive me but some days I am overwhelmed by a need to be crass....Read On

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Shrouded

You pace unseen like the river hidden behind its shroud of fog... I hear you breathing and my heart's eye sees your mouth.... and long to kiss it like a butterfly resting there..... can you feel my wings? their light whisper at the corner? you stop. finger tracing my eyebrow. one word. shrouded behind the fog....Read On

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It was time

They knew it was time to take their relationship to the next level.

It was time. The phone and on-line interaction was just not enough. They decided to meet for a few days at a location away from both of their homes. Somewhere no one would know them. Somewhere they could just be together for a few days. It was mid-November and they chose a cabin in the Smokey Mountains. She arrived a day or two early to relax and put some personal touches in the cabin...Read On