I am a very strong willed woman and I have a mind of my own and lots of opinions about lots of things. I tell it like it is when I'm ready to tell it. I can also be shy and reserved. I am a mother of 2 amazing kids whom I love more than life itself. I was married for 28 years and am now learning to live my life as a divorced woman. My life is undergoing significant changes and I have just this year returned to school majoring in Criminal Justice. Above all that, I am a woman, a woman with needs, wants and desires and I am not ashamed of any of them. I am submissive. Am I submissive to anyone who asks? No I am not, so don't ask. I have kept this part of myself hidden for many years and I am done hiding. The thought of giving that one special man complete control is intoxicating. It's not something that I will ever just "do" and its a desire that starts at the very core of who I am and a very strong need that I am no longer ashamed to show.One can learn so much just through observation and paying attention. If you wish to get to know me it takes time and yes.....work. Am I worth the time and effort? Only time will give you that answer. The avatars and backgrounds I use are NOT me but merely pictures that I like. The black and white gallery photos are also NOT me.PLEASE UNDERSTAND that I am straight I am NOT into women!!! If you and I have not chatted in the chatroom or ... forums - please DO NOT send me friend requests - I will delete your request.GUYS***I am NOT interested in cybering so please do not ask. I am here to chat and write stories....not to get you off. I have been on Lush for over 3 years now and a moderator for over 2 of those years. This is an amazing site and a wonderful community. As a Chat Room Moderator I will gladly talk to you in private if you have a question or a site related issue you need taken care of. I will NOT however, help you cum, suck your e-cock, use a strap on in your e-ass, give you access to my e-pussy or anything else.
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It really depends on how your relationship ended and what kind of feelings you had for that person at the time, as well as what brought the relationship to an end in the first place. Falling out of love with someone after being with them for over half your life mixed with other things felt as it came to an end. For me, yes its possible to stop loving someone. There will always be a connection especially if you have kids with them. You can love someone as a human being or as the father or mother of your children. Some relationships end where neither love the other anymore, and its often one sided. Its really a question that is as individual in each situation as it is to the two people involved. You can choose to move and live, or you can be stuck in the past with the what if's. It's a hard thing to do, I know am living it now. The hardest thing is to trust again, if you can figure that one out, then you truly are one step ahead of the rest of us.
A very well filled out and thoughtful profile.
"My reputation precedes me" etc are not MY words they're in the op so you might be better directing those comments at her. As for your right to give your opinions it's a two way street, you seemed quick enough to jump on others when they gave theirs'. I'd suggest you reread the whole thread to refresh your memory! I am all for free opinions, my only point was that many are quick to judge someone for the question they ask in the forums. It makes people apprehensive about posting and asking questions.
WHAT! Well I wasn't going to post until I read yours.What gives you the right to criticise other members? Did you read the pile of crap in the op? My reputation precedes me, other doms respect me but I'm not here to blow my own trumpet! Get real, she's asking to be shot at! If she was that good she'd have subs queueing up and not having to post ads for her services .I have the right as any other member to state my opinion. I did not criticize I merely stated my opinion. If you do not like it, then that is your prerogative. I stand by my post, as for your reputation preceding you, I have no clue of who you are or what you claim to be. Respect is earned not given freely, if you feel you are respected by other Dom's, if that little tid bit is what helps you sleep at night, then more power to you.
Thank you all very much :)
We should have a special section, just for the 'Lush Tragics'. If you have nothing constructive to input keep your fingers off the keyboard and stay out of threads you have no interest in contributing to. To the OP, you may feel alone now while being on your own, you will find someone that is the right fit for you the key is to not close yourself off to the possibility of what you might find.
To be lost and looking for Him hurts like no other Longing to feel His leather around my wrists To be lost and praying for Him everyday Needing to feel His shackles around my ankles His strong hands molding the clay Someday hoping to find my way Will I feel His strength, His love? Like a lost lamb in the woods My love cold like the morning frost Waiting to feel the heat...
Added 27 Mar 2013 | Category Love Poems
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What did I do, why did you leave me? Of all the moments in my life, you were the best surprise You are deeply imbedded in my heart and I long to look into your eyes I pray to feel your touch but know I never will We talked and loved deeper then I thought possible I love you with all my heart You broke my heart You were my wish You were my desire You were my hope I think of...
Added 10 Jun 2011 | Category Love Poems
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I have spent most of the day getting the back yard ready for my little surprise. Since it will be dark when you arrive home to me, I strung up some lights all around the gazebo that surrounds the back porch and hot tub. I purchased some tiki torch lights; I positioned them so they are just surrounding the hot tub. The sky is clear and the stars are shining brightly. The moon is lighting up...
Added 04 Feb 2011 | Category Straight Sex
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Before I could get the front door unlocked my cell phone rings. My arms are full of bags from my day of shopping. Rushing inside the house and setting things down I reach in my pocket for my cell phone and see that my girlfriend Julia is calling. I can’t believe it she wants me to go to a Halloween fraternity party with her and her daughter tomorrow night. Do I dare go? I can’t believe I...
Added 12 Oct 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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It’s 10 o’clock; I have two hours to prepare my little surprise for Noah. He is always home around noon for lunch and today he’s in for a nice afternoon. I want to show him how much I love him and desire him. This little encounter today will be all about his pleasure and desires. I start by putting some clean crisp white sheets on the bed, and place a few candles around the bedroom....
Added 27 Sep 2010 | Category Oral Sex
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Driving up the mountain road with top down off the jeep the wind blowing through my hair as the radio blasts out so loud it can be heard over the roar of the tires against the hot pavement. The temperature topped 100 degrees today my skin shinning from the tiny beads of sweat forming on my skin and the bottom of my sundress whipping in the wind under the steering wheel. There’s a fair amount...
Added 13 Sep 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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It was a quiet evening, slightly warm but nothing too unbearable. You were sitting in the living room doing some paperwork and there was music playing in the background. I was in the kitchen preparing some food for the special evening I had planned. The aroma from the kitchen wafted throughout the house. The water was coming to a boil on the stove for the pasta, and the homemade sauce...
Added 07 Aug 2010 | Category Oral Sex
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The work day is finally over and I can’t wait to go home and take a nice long shower. It has been a long week and I am so glad it’s finally come to an end. I have not been able to think of anything but my night with Jacob. It has been 2 weeks since our last encounter. I replay that night over and over in my head making myself so wet just at the thought. Each night there has been a note taped...
Added 13 Jun 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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Cassie finally puts aside her inhibitions and seeks pleasure in its most physical sense and meets the man she’s secretly been longing for . It’s after 1 am and I just finished taking a nice long hot shower. Wearing nothing but a towel I find myself sitting in my bedroom with a glass of wine looking out my bedroom window and staring at the nighttime sky. The moon is shining so bright,...
Added 19 May 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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