About She

While ago I won in Lush game (not writing contest), and decided to give that money back to Lush community and support authors with buying their published work. I am reading them in random order, however haven't been a reader lately. My Kindle is getting crowded though, writers have been busy and I am really behind with it.
You can find published lush authors at the top of the forum - Lush Publishing.


Date Joined:
24 Mar 2010
laughter, good company, red wine, cold beer, inteligence, subtle expressions, humor, my time, my privacy, my people, pushing my bounderies and facing my fears.

One of my fear was fear of competing, I was first one who entered compettition with a poem. My Collar was in Spice It Up category, I am happy that I was able to be part of Lush game.
Favorite Books:
Does it really matter? We never talk about them anyway..
Favorite Authors:
There were/are some great people who wrote, I find myself enjoy reading, in no particular order, I.B.Singer, Marquez, Jacques Prevert, Poe, Steinbeck, Herman Hesse, Shakespeare..
Favorite Movies:
Not really a big movie fan.
Favorite Music:
I am quite picky when it comes to music, definitely cannot listen everything.
Love Jazz, but not saxophone, love classical music, but please NO Strauss, no pop but I will always say yes to Rammstein, new fan of fantastic Queen but please no Red Hot Chili Peppers, but will say please for some Rage Against The Machine and am always up for Hendrix.. and so on.. However, silence is one of my favorite melodies.
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Topic: Say something nice about the profile of the person above you
Posted: 04 Mar 2014 01:43

I don't know Dudealicious well, however his profile says that he is a dog person which is something absolute in my life. And as he can laugh at their's stinky farts means that he has some humor in life :)

Topic: A big thanks to LIZ for helping with the new header design
Posted: 27 Feb 2014 19:19

Looks fantastic, Liz, great job and thanks!

Topic: How often do you expected me to contact, if I am dating you?
Posted: 26 Feb 2014 07:14

Thanks for the feedback ladies, I can see that in highsight I was probably too distant, I didn't see the need to keep contacting her on the basis that she was expecting. Pahaps the answer is, I was attracted to her, but not quite attracted enough. I find that if another person wants it to get more serioius, the instinct can sometimes be for me to worry that we're getting too deep too soon. Let's be honest, I have a slight fear of showing major commitment, when I can't decide if the girl is just a temporary thing, or if I see a real future. Maybe to some extent, I've answered my own question. The truth is, I didn't see a huge future for us, so maybe just being happy with how things were going, isn't enough.

I wonder how many other people have to wrestle with their fears of commitment, or sometimes wonder how attracted they truly are to the girl. I think if you truly like somebody, these questions never come into it. Pahaps moving on, makes perfect sense.

Personally, I think is just fear that is in us, is limiting us in pretty much everything. Now, if we manage to put control onto it or get to know our fears, we can live with them happier life.
What, I think, you made one mistake in this growing relationship (that ended too soon) is that you were pretending to be someone else. I really don't know how to sugar coat people, so I hope you won't mind me saying that.
As you said in your first post, you were trying to play it by some social standards, trying to do it right, as we tend to do when we are nervous or in dilemma what to do, but usually those games are not really working, not in adult life anyway. Even if you would be successful with the girl you were dating, the question still remains, if you would be happy with her, knowing that you were pretending (to one extend that is) that you were someone else. In my experience it is always a hassle, or he shows who he really is and she gets annoyed and upset being tricked or he try to stay the 'perfect' guy for her, unhappy because that is not who he is.
Good luck :)

Topic: are prescription glasses sexy?
Posted: 25 Feb 2014 06:52

Oh, absolutely!

Joji :)

Topic: True Detective... anyone watching?
Posted: 25 Feb 2014 06:49

I mean, it is absolutely fantastic! Hart roll, looks like it was written for Woody, and I am speechless when it comes to McConaughey. I was never really his fan, but he picked up his game and managed to carry the show. Of course I couldn't just stop with the first episode, I am hooked. Story has so many layers and I cannot wait to see in witch direction writers will take us. Lets face it, I am freshman, only 2 episodes down, still 4 to go to catch you guys, across the Atlantic, up, so don't judge my naive approach to this show :)

Topic: True Detective... anyone watching?
Posted: 24 Feb 2014 06:56

I saw your blog post the other day and check the series out. Looks interesting, I'll have time to watch it tonight. Will let you know how that went :)
You seem quite addicted to it ;), honestly I am looking forward to see some more of Woody. I fancy him, a lot icon_biggrin

Topic: Ladies Do you Find it Rude or Offensive If Men Offer Opinion/Comment on This Forum Topic "Ask t
Posted: 23 Feb 2014 03:21

Depends on how you state your answer, if and how rude you are, if you are mocking op or someone because of their answer or if you are just sharing from your point of view what op has asked...but I don't think ladies find it offensive nor rude (in general) just irritating if you are, as said before, not playing nicely.

Topic: The Official Olympics Thread: Sochi 2014
Posted: 23 Feb 2014 03:15

Some stats how successful Winter Olympic 2014 were by country.


edit: I was a wee too quick, lets see if the outcome of today's games will change country order. Sweden is in top 5 already.

Topic: A reminder about Posting your own PICS
Posted: 20 Feb 2014 06:06

Thanks for posting his pic, Nicola, and for this thread in general. I just wish for more views for it, so the ladies of the Lush can be warned. I believe you did all you could.

Topic: #prayforvenezuela
Posted: 18 Feb 2014 07:05

I spread it out there as well. Good luck with every thing :)

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Stories Published By She

Each one of us has their own insecurities and fears Loneliness that we face in a crowded place Can create devastating illusions, Those subjective and all too personal Inner spaces that we live in. Illusion of love is a dangerous one, Being in love with love, It’s not the fairest game of them all. Sometimes desire for a simple human touch Can lead into an imaginative inner world,...

Added 14 Nov 2013 | Category Love Poems | Votes 15 | Avg Score 4.73 | Views 496 | 9 Comments

Attention Whores

Step away Step aside It is I Who is walking by Be on service And shrink away . Step aside Let me through No, from you I don't percieve, You might guessed just right, Disobedience is a bad sign. Now, Step away I am comming through Be aware What I say Can you hear! Do you hear?! Listen now What I say. Look at me And only me I am pretty Don't you see!?! Pretty,...

Added 28 Apr 2013 | Category Love Poems | Votes 10 | Avg Score 4.6 | Views 646 | 10 Comments

My Collar

The house echoes my uneasy mood, The clatter of my high heels is too loud In the eerie room. Lana Del Rey’s soft toned music And the low light in the corner Are not helping, either. Slowly I strip, Trying to calm myself down with sensual moves. Perhaps the strong liquor you left for me Will bring me some comfort. Naked. I try to relax on the sofa As I see That this is what our...

Added 30 Oct 2012 | Category Love Poems | Votes 27 | Avg Score 4.84 | Views 1,487 | 18 Comments


Please take me, Love me, Cherish me, Adore me. I have so much to give, Plenty to offer. I need to know, must know, To whom I am giving it all to. Baby, love me, See me, Hold me, And please don't let me run away. *Great Thank You to delightful Gypsymoth, who become to know me so well and what am I trying to express with my writing, without explanations....

Added 09 Jun 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 14 | Avg Score 4.93 | Views 1,072 | 9 Comments


Considering that this might be, What I was looking for, Hoped for, What I was wishing for, I should play it nicely No mind games, No who will take power over, Non competing I will take, Carefully build up dress made of stone hard bricks, Off my chest, I am going to force myself, To show him what I am. I trust myself, That I am good enough, Interesting enough And funny enough, To keep...

Added 29 May 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 15 | Avg Score 4.87 | Views 836 | 9 Comments


I feel your power taking me over. Your eyes ask, “Can you feel it?” It is a conversation between our bodies; There is no need for words. Our bodies play their own game, I have no say in it, And as it is the most natural thing to do, Without a word being said You take my hand and pull me closer. Your touch takes possession of my skin, My body shivers as your grip becomes stronger. ...

Added 29 Apr 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 4.92 | Views 1,116 | 13 Comments


For all the sleepless nights,  And the tears I have shed, For the unfulfilled promises,  And every broken word, I forgive you. For the wasted moments, The opportunities missed, The dreadful doubts, And unrealistic fears  you held inside of you,  I forgive you. For the darkness of the past, And leaving no bridge unburnt, For all the locked doors, And not even one window open to the future,...

Added 03 Mar 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 17 | Avg Score 4.88 | Views 2,484 | 17 Comments

Refuse To Believe -- Making Peace With the Past

Jealousy.  Is it possible I don't know much about it? No, because .. I met a man, Funny, sexy and smart. I enjoyed spending time with him. Soon he began to tease me, With small things at first. Oooh! I loved  that a lot! So he decided to tell me about the other girls he was seeing. His bragging became cruder and bolder,  Those details didn't feel good to hear,  And my feelings...

Added 13 Feb 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 11 | Avg Score 4.91 | Views 1,721 | 8 Comments

No Wonder We Are Through

Showing you I can be weak doesn't make me so, When you see my dark side, it doesn't mean I'm screwed up, I am strong and self confident enough To let you, and the world, See me as I am. I know who I am, I have no illusions, no shame, no reason to hide. I am at ease with myself. This is no time for fairy tales; I refuse to tell you what you want to hear because you...

Added 07 Jan 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 13 | Avg Score 4.85 | Views 988 | 11 Comments

Lost In Translation

I ruined one love, one perfect love.  I was frightened, and pushed him as far away as I could. I set my standards high And kept expecting him to meet them. I ruined that love, then I did it again. He was perfect for me, I can say that without an ounce of shame. Our love was good, Full of laughter and respect, He loved me and encouraged me to be myself, I was...

Added 28 Dec 2010 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 4.92 | Views 1,763 | 6 Comments

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