“Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.” — Maya Angelou How strange, the change from major, to minor...If you look closer, its easy to see the tracks of my tears. <-- Smokey Robinson came up with this oneNothing ventured, nothing gained, seems all the world has gone insane... <-- Newton Faulkner came up with that oneThere is beauty in danger, and danger in beauty... <-- I came up with that oneYour opinion is irrelevant, I was built to be magnificent. <-- Take That came up with that oneMusic is my life, I was a student studying it until I finished my degree in May 2014. Music is how I relax and where I go to escape, the chances are if I don’t reply to you I’m lost in it.Try this for me; listen to Brothers In Arms by Dire Straits in complete darkness, with headphones, and the volume up. I get shivers every time I do."Real music comes from on the inside, and your heart is the conductor of the words and the sounds and the instruments that are used to create a masterpiece for the symphony to play that leaves the audience to wonder at the excellence of what they have heard" - EroticElegance"Music was my first loveAnd it will be my lastMusic of the futureAnd music of the pastTo live without my musicWould be impossible to doIn this world of troublesMy music pulls me through"Music - John MilesStillUndecided - Here we go, the thing everybody wants to know: What does it mean? Well, when I first joined, I was a little unsure of my sexuality, but now, that is a little more sorted. But, like the musician I am, I bent the rules, changed the game, and thus changed the meaning of what it was to be StillUndecided. Now it means that I don't know what the future is, the future for me is fluid, it is StillUndecided, subject to change at any time. I know what I want to happen with my future after uni, but I am undecided as to which of two routes to go down, to know more you'll have to ask me. EDIT Now I have finished, I still don't know what I'm doing.I will always be open and honest with you, but this is considered to be my greatest downfall; when the openness and honesty come back to bite me when people hurt me.Pyromania is taking over my thoughts...can you imagine that, a fire breathing turtle?Not looking for anything from anyone except friendship, I've been screwed over and broken too many times to connect any more.
I have come to realise something important lately, I have fallen out of love with you, Everything that I was used to, Shattered now by my feet. The time that I spent with you, Was like holding onto a whole bunch of balloons, Enough to make me fly, But slowly they've been popping and coming loose. The fall hasn't been quick, Not like someone cutting the strings, Just like my grip...
Added 29 Jul 2014 | Category Love Poems
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The way it hurts, Has made me turn to nicotine and alcohol, Made me go against everything I am, All because of the pain you gave me, The day you left. I don't know what I'm meant to feel, Broken, or sad, or alone, Because you took away the ability to tell, The difference of one emotion from the other, All I know is I'm not happy. Down a whisky, Light the stick, Why did you have...
Added 27 Jul 2014 | Category Love Poems
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I wish I could make it easy, Easy to love me, Love me. That is the way the lyrics go, But nobody will, Love me. Maybe the hurt will leave, If I stay in the waves, Wash away. If I float away, Into the deep, Get lost. They won't love me, I won't let them, I fear. More hurt could come, More heartbreak, No. But I should just rest, Rest in the waves, Let love just find me....
Added 18 Jul 2014 | Category Love Poems
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These are the trinkets that remind me of you, These are the small things that pull me through, For you there is nothing that I wouldn't do, What I'd do without you, well I have no clue. That picture in that frame over there, I remember that night when we lived without a care, If I move it from the wall it looks bare, Just please know my heart you share. The simple necklace on the...
Added 30 Mar 2014 | Category Love Poems
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I will love you, Even when the stars refuse to shine, I will cherish you, Even when the moon stops its gentle beams. Butterfly kisses, In the bright of day, I feel their lingering touch, Even when the stars refuse to shine. I feel your presence, Wherever I am, I feel how close you are, No matter how far. I don't need the light, I can see where I'm going, You light up the sky,...
Added 27 Mar 2014 | Category Love Poems
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If it isn't me you're looking for, Then you're just playing with my heart, If it isn't me you're looking for, Then I need a new start, If it isn't me you're looking for, Then it is time for me to go, If it isn't me you're looking for, Before you ruin a work of art, If it isn't me you're looking for, I need to know quite soon, If it isn't me you're looking for, Then I'll sit and...
Added 18 Feb 2014 | Category Love Poems
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I love you, You send me out of my mind, You make me a whole new person, You tell me I need to let it go, Become the person I should be, You tell me that I need to accept who I am, Embrace it, Love me, I love you. I love you, Everything you let me be, How you accept me every way, There is nobody else like you, You let my birds fly, Let me live free, Here I stand...
Added 17 Feb 2014 | Category Love Poems
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Glass bullets Shattered my soul, When you said the words I never expected you would say. Glass bullets Split my heart into shards, And tore my world apart When you walked away. Glass bullets Are what you will find, Scattered everywhere, When you realise how wrong you were. Glass bullets Are your tool of choice, Cool and hard in your gun, But hot and slick as they slice the air....
Added 07 Feb 2014 | Category Love Poems
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I sit here, Quietly, Awaiting what is now familiar, You to walk straight past me, Without even batting an eye. You noticed me, Once upon a time, You raised your head and smiled, Brightening my day drastically, But it isn't like that any more. You may as well pass straight through me, You never glance my way, Things are quite different now, Your eyes, they never caress me, ...
Added 06 Feb 2014 | Category Love Poems
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Loving you is like a walk in the park, Easy, free, very much a stroll, The slow pace we take is only to admire, To see the beauty that is going on around us. Even on the darkest of days, The love you radiate casts light, Lights up the dullest of places, Makes the flowers lean towards you. Everything becomes an adventure, The tall trees at the sides of us, The streams that...
Added 02 Feb 2014 | Category Love Poems
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