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Topic: What do you do if your morals and ethics clash with your desire and lust?
Posted: 27 Apr 2014 16:57

Heya to all subs and doms out there!

I am probably going to get a huge spanking for writing this as my Master does not know of it!! (do not worry I will tell him).

But I just wanted opinions and to let out what I am feeling.

So Sir and I have been a couple/ thing for coming up to two years now, we're very close, he is my best friend and my lover. However, before I embarked on this life changing style I was, and still am a very traditional and a conservative woman (who just so happens to have a very naughty side). I had/ have ethics and morals, really believe in the values of a relationship. However, Master is an engaged man, whose fiance does not agree with the BDSM lifestyle, nor knows of my existence as his mistress... well, his girlfriend.

I know he is not happy with the engagement and that he as a man, master and person, cannot be himself with her. However, although we love each other very much and he wishes a life together... I am conflicted, as there does not seem like a real long term plan for me... and this guilt is slowly starting to build to the point where I do not want to answer back to him and give him an ultimatum. I do not wish to give him one as it is not my place, nor do I feel it is right to the woman he has committed to (she is lovely). Yet, neither of us can get rid of this desire and longing for more.

I know that in the end he will not chose me... so I think it will have to be where he lets me go or I leave....

But what I'd like to please ask you all, is your opinion... should I get out now or later?! What is your opinion on this?! what would you do in my position or his?!

Sorry, I am feeling a little lost.

Topic: what is the sexiest thing a Dom/sub has ever done/said to you?
Posted: 09 Feb 2013 06:47

I think my favorite would have to be the first time i experienced anything in the BDSM realm:

I had just finished doing a strip tease for him, and when I turned back to face him, he shoved me against the wall, lightly wrapped his fingers around my throat and kissed me passionately on the mouth. With his other hand he fondled and caressed my body. After several minutes of this, he threw me on the bed, bound my arms to the head board and had his way with my body. Our adventure that night included him spanking me, dripping hot candle wax on my body, some hair pulling, some slapping around, him calling me a slut (which I admit, being called that used to piss me off, but when he did it, it made me hornier than ever), lots of biting - from him and me, some rough sex that had me weak in the legs for days after, nipple torture, and some rolling orgasms that were absolutely mind-blowing! That night he had used a belt, a paddle, a whip, and a crop on my ass, back, thighs, tits and pussy.

I was 17 at the time, he was 46, and also my best friends' recently divorced father. Up until this time, I had only read about and watched videos of things involving BDSM things, I was mostly fascinated with the bondage, and of course being spanked, but everything else made me a little uneasy. Then when I had that special night with that man, my views on the entire lifestyle changed. I grew to love it, and crave it. I was always the rebel, not listening to what people told me to do. I defied and challenged everybody that tried to control me, until I found a reason not to fight it anymore. I found that being controlled was all I really wanted. I wanted to give myself completely to someone and do everything I could to please them and keep them happy.

I have never been truly satisfied in any of the "vanilla" relationships I've had. There was always something that was missing, it felt like there was a hole in my soul that wasn't being filled. I also found out that some people at the beginning of a relationship and act really nice and have the wool over your eyes, then one day the wool is stripped away and you find out was abuse is. And there is a BIG difference between abuse and bdsm. (for those who are wondering what the difference is, ask yourself these questions - Are both people in the relationship enjoying the treatment? Are they both consenting to it?)

Oh my word!!! :) hehe I'm 18 and have a playmate who is my ex's half brother. He is 41 years old and has a daughter 2 years older than me. But oh my fucking days he is hott, sexy and just gets me!!! :) except he is also engaged... slightly dodgey, yes. But it makes it even hotter and naughtier!

Topic: Age Gaps! (Big or small)
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 09:48

Older! :L hahah Nooo... I'm finding men at the age of 24 a little bit boring now! :L haha and My question is about your opinion... some people do not like it... I'd like to know why! Some people love it... like myself! :) does that answer your question Rick?! :P

Topic: Are you currently having an affair?
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 09:25

I am currently having an affair, with a guy I am totally in love with older half-brother.... who is engaged. But we haven't consumated it.. and I don't want to. Really just want his youner brother!

What should I do and say?! I mean its obvious to end it... but he's addictive... and a close friend! :\

Topic: Are you currently having an affair?
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 09:18

laughing3 Now THAT is freaky!

Hhaahah omgd I thought so too.... I just casually scrolled past whilst having a round of nervous laughter!! :L hahah lol

Topic: If a man that you find attractive whispered "Lets Fuck" would you?
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 09:14

Hmmm if it was the man I'm thinking about...then possibly.... but I think I would have to consider everything first.

But then again if he had to growl kinkily into my ear and then say "Let's fuck" whilst biting me ear... It'd said me over the edge and I would do so, and very well might I add! ;)

Think it depends on sexual pleasures! :L haahha

Topic: Age Gaps! (Big or small)
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 09:08

So I have a 24 yr senior Man that is my playmate.... my sexual life has never been better... I love the age gap as for me he has more experience and is more open to let me explore some taboo and rather naughty experiences myself; without being judgemental. What is your opinion?! :P

Topic: Age Gaps! (Big or small)
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 09:04

Does a big age gap bother you?! Or do you find it sexy?!

Topic: The most weirdest/ bizarre place you've ever had sex in?!
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 09:01

Where is or was the most weirdest/ bizarre places you've fucked, made love or had sex in!
Can be the worst and best experiences! :D heheh

Topic: What are people's views on Virgins?! Would you prefer one or not?!
Posted: 02 Feb 2013 08:54

So what are people's views on Virgins?! GUYS AND GIRLS!
Are they rare in this day in age?!
Is there a certain age you think is too young/ old?!
Give your opinion...

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Posted: 23 Jul 2014 22:46

NymphWriter
Posted: 23 Dec 2013 07:21

Merry Christmas!
master69
Posted: 22 Jul 2013 14:40
Your icon has your wrists tied, I do that to women all the time, I love sex with the wench tied

NymphWriter
Posted: 24 Nov 2012 16:45
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