About BadMarie
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A glimpse at my life's journey; First I am a Transsexual Woman. I have known as early as I can remember that "it" was not and did not define who and what I was. My journey was one of abuse, suffering and pain which started as a very young child. It continued because I gave into the demands of others out of shame and fear and began pretending to be what I never was and never wanted to be. While my male body matured the true female one that lived inside that shell of deception I had created also matured. I struggled to survive in my lonely closeted world. This struggle was slowly killing me both physically and mentally. Finally my whole deceptive world collapsed. Too many medications to count, too many hospitalizations and fourteen suicide attempts because I saw that as my only escape, I found myself alone. I lost everything, family, home, job but mostly, myself. Alone ready once again to end it, I sat and went over my life. I saw, my three children, while I made a poor father I have been told, they were successful adults and seemed happy except with me. I saw my accomplishments, my education which had helped give me a life while not wealthy was comfortable. I saw the beautiful places I been and the things I’d seen. I also remembered the suffering and pain of verbal, physical, mental and sexual abuse all because of whom and what I truly was yet seen and defined as something I wasn’t. I saw my happiest moments were when I was real, out openly and freely as the girl as a child and the woman as an adult. I then discovered the reason for my depression; I was living a lie. All my therapy had been based on putting Mike back together when it was Michelle who was struggling so desperately to live. I wanted to live but did not know how because I had given in by pretending to be what I knew I never was. I then knew the answer, I finally accepted whom and what I had always been. From that moment on I have never gone back into that shell of deception. I live openly and freely as the woman I was born as. I am at last free and happy. On July 31, 2008 I walked into the OR of Mt San Rafael Hospital, the last thing I remember was my right arm being strapped down and my Surgeon telling me that everything would be fine. I woke in recovery and in my anesthesia fogged mind realized I was at last complete. Excitement and happiness filled me completely and I cried. Dr. Marci Bowers, my surgeon that day did not create the woman I had always dreamed of being, I am that woman, and I always have been since the day I came into this world. I know that my gender at birth was female. I was however born with the sexual characteristics that of a male. (One must understand that gender is in one’s mind, heart and spirit while their sex is only between their legs. It is not that characteristic that should be used, as many demand it be, to define how others themselves should live and define their own gender identity or expressions. This is the wonderful thing about gender, it is fluid and each person should be free to express it regardless of what cannot be seen between their legs.) What Marci did with her wonderfully skilled hands was to finally give me a body that this woman can at long last live comfortably within. That day a new journey did not begin, the journey of this woman’s life only continues. I am not a new and different person, a woman who now needs to find who she is and what she wants to accomplish, no I am still that woman. " I stand in the wholeness of self-love and acceptance. Refusing to no longer hate any parts of myself. And now those parts of myself that use to wage war with each other, stand in agreement and face the same direction. I now move forward with purpose, potential and power."

Name:
Bad Marie
Sex:
Female 
Age:
62
Sign:
Sagittarius
Relationship Status:
Married
Orientation:
Bisexual
Location:
Williamsburg, Virginia, United States
Interests:
Transgender, Transsexual, Crossdress, Anal, Oral
Website:
Statistics
Date Joined:
01 Jun 2010
Last Visit:
16 Jan 2014 (195 days ago)
Page Viewed:
4,585 times
Friends:
103
Followers:
3
Days in Chat:
0
Forum Posts:
9
Stories:
Badges:
2
Latest Forum Posts
Topic: I am Transsexual
Posted: 27 May 2013 23:17

Yes I am a transsexual woman! I also am a survivor and even though many in our "community" demand that after transition we are who we are, women, I am proud that I have survived society's demands of a binary gender system. So yes I am legally a female but a female with a transsexual history. I am also proud of every other trans identified person who stand tall and is as I, proud of who and what we are and what we can and do accomplish.

Topic: Do you like getting your butt squeezed or spanked by your partner?
Posted: 21 Feb 2013 06:52

Oh my yes, I did not know I liked bare butt spanking only until recently.

Topic: age difference...
Posted: 21 Feb 2013 06:49

About 50 I'd have to say.

Topic: Have you ever masturbated at work?
Posted: 18 Feb 2013 07:46

I have and many many times. It was once when I hadn't made sure the door was latched that a co-worker discovered my feminine identity. He saw me in my panties and nylons. My life changed that evening for the good.

Topic: Butt plug?
Posted: 18 Feb 2013 07:43

I have severa l and depending my mood and fantasies I wear one.

Topic: cream pies
Posted: 16 Feb 2013 08:19

I just wish more men did. I know the few couples I have had the pleasure of being with sexually involved with after he saw me lick out his wife's creamy pussy he started doing it. She thanks me many times for that.

Topic: Have you ever has sex with someone you know you shouldn't have?
Posted: 16 Feb 2013 08:17

Yes as well and I am actually pleased I did.

Topic: Multiple men cumming in you a turn-on?
Posted: 16 Feb 2013 08:15

Oh my yes. I have over the years enjoyed multiple partners both at the same time and at many of the "No Means No" parties I attended. That being said I think my best experience was spending over 4 hours is a sling at one of the clubs on P St in DC, Now I think part of the Nationals Stadium complex.

Topic: what do you wear to bed
Posted: 16 Feb 2013 08:13

Normally nothing..... I like it that way.

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Lush
Posted: 27 Nov 2013 00:20
Happy Birthday from the Lush team.
acecruiser
Posted: 23 Nov 2013 05:39
HAVE A HAPPY UPCOMING BIRTHDAY SWEET LADY
Candi00_us
Posted: 21 Feb 2013 15:51
thanks for the add
karenscott
Posted: 19 Feb 2013 13:33
HI Marie,, thanks for being my friend,, hope we can chat and have a good time toghether. Huggs,,,
VickieLynn1
Posted: 17 Feb 2013 11:00
mmmmmmmmm girl friend

VickieLynn1
Posted: 16 Feb 2013 11:34
I'd do you

shybill
Posted: 06 Feb 2013 09:17
just a few words to say tks for adding me hope we can chat soon
CortoMaltese4U
Posted: 27 Nov 2012 05:52

Happy birthday
Lush
Posted: 26 Nov 2012 18:08
Happy Birthday from the Lush team.
cdbottom2
Posted: 03 Mar 2012 09:04
hey great pics sexy hope we can chat soemtime
Lush
Posted: 27 Nov 2011 02:00
Happy Birthday from the Lush team.
69ner
Posted: 18 Jul 2011 13:21
Luv ur pics honey xxxxx
ssuzie
Posted: 12 Jul 2011 15:04
what a brave beautiful woman you are. i can not possibly express how i envy you

BigDaddyRich
Posted: 18 Dec 2010 12:46
Sorry, Happy Late Birthday. Have a great Christmas.
whysoserious
Posted: 01 Jun 2010 08:16
Hi Marie, thx for the add. Hope 2 chat with u sometime. x
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