I think I would love to fuck her and be fucked by her. Would have to see what happens if the opportunity actually arises.

For me it was a 2 step process. When I was a teenager a group of friends started masturbating in front of each other. One of the guys and I were at his house one day and started to look at some Playboys. We started masturbating again, but this time we agreed to suck each other off. I went first and took his hard cock in my mouth .. it was an incredible experience. I don't think he came in my mouth. He chickened out and didn't suck me. A few days later we were playing again and he ended up letting me cum on his ass. After this episode we both kind of got weirded and never repeated it.

This memory stayed dormant until a few years ago when I started to expose myself on Yahoo ... most of the viewers were guys. I started to remember my earlier experiences and started to enjoy it more and more. I was not only showing but also watching and getting very turned on by it, One day a dude asked me to wear some of my wife's lingerie. I was unable to, for I'm quite larger than she is, but the seed was planted. One day I was traveling and decided to buy some panties .After that I was hooked and now I enjoy wearing lingerie when either me or my wife are traveling and I'm by myself.

My wife would not understand/accept my bi tendencies so I will not act out on them while we are married - and I hope to never act them out. They are a nice fantasy but not worth ruining my marriage.