I've always been a writer and a roleplayer (basically, collaborative writing on the internet). Then two years ago, I ventured into sexual roleplaying and ultimately erotic fiction. I'm 21.

Good god...

You're only attached because of the security. Just cut the line and let go. People pine over detrimental relationships all the time because humans like security.

An ex-boyfriend filmed himself fucking me and passed it around his friends on facebook. the only saving grace was that I was underage so they were scared to even possess it.

Then again, who knows. It's been 5 years and I've never seen it turn up -- and I view a lot of porn.

Awesome stuff. Love your biography, too. One of the most humbling quotes out there goes something like "It's a shame youth is wasted on the young."