Hi I have been here for a day or two, thought it was about time to update my bio.I have a few friends, some I cherish and some I tolerate, but I never judge.I am not perfect myself, nor do I think that I will ever be, at least not in the eyes of society.I am a live and live kind of guy, I have a few alters, each accumulated along life'sjourney. I have desires and fantasies and many kinks, but they are all in my mind and have never been played out in reality.If you care to know what they might be, feel free to ask, I am sure that I can not shock most of you who grace the pages of Lush, whether you read write or chat.This dirtyoldguy is open minded, honest, and a caring friend to a fault, willing to make new friends always. I am also or should I say my alters are authors and they have let me share a few scribbles here, check them out.I wish for all of you lushes' peace, love and above all, everlasting happiness.
So, if, as you say, during the 20 years of marriage, you've "already sucked a few", then you've cheated on her and THAT is way different from just a developing fantasy in your head or an "exploration/experiment". What will be very difficult is you hiding this from her for so long. Cravings don't just pop up out of nowhere, so you must have been harboring these "cravings" for longer than you admit or somehow putting yourself in a mode of wanting to do it. Acting on the cravings, as you say you've done a few times already is evidence of 1) bi-sexuality or 2) you're gay but have been hiding/denying it all along. Neither is a bad thing necessarily, but the cheating and hiding it instead of communicating with your wife about is. Come clean with her. Why exactly, do you want to keep it from her? Because you don't want to lose the relationship with her? You can't always have your cock and eat it, too. Commit to one or the other and have the balls to stay committed to one or the other. Good advice from most here, living with the guilt of not being honest with your wife and yourself will eventually destroy both of you.Being filled with the fear of loosing what you have in your relationship with your wife is not worth it to either of you.Be open and honest, but gentle, real relationships are built on friendships first and committing to each other.Good luck, hope everything works out for you both.
Have not visited this forum for a while. Thanks to all who have posted photos of these voluptuous beauties. http://upload.lushstories.com/58891241-tumblr_m1vj4lAz5h1rskom1o1_500.jpg All women are beautiful, regardless if your a size 0 or size 12 your are what GOD made you! Embrace it! You are amazing!
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Further proof that common sense is dead and has been buried.Jeeesh some people??????
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Whisky from this flask, burning across my lips. Awakening my tongue, need to taste your nips. Let's drink together Darlin, letting nasty inhibitions go. Not to get intoxicated, but to feel an erotic glow. Warming spirits in our souls, sucking little sips. Wearing only a hat, smile and chaps on our hips. Removing these anxieties, that kept us from exploring more. Undo the buckle,...
Added 20 Jan 2013 | Category Love Poems
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Feeling her quickened breaths Drives to primal erotic depths Hearing her moans of pleasure Being my guide and measure Scent of her lovers perfume From deep inside her womb Starts my loins to burn with lust Tasting her honey now I must Placing my tongue in such a way That teases, making her hips sway Thrusting up my head closer between Her thighs, soft wet pinkness I glean "Lick my...
Added 14 Oct 2012 | Category Love Poems
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Clouds surrounding the whole horizon. Sun not quite over the edge to brighten. Half a children's moon looking down from the blue. Faces of ecstasy in the clouds more and more accrue. Looks of pain, nearing their release, popping all around. Men's, lady's faces, mouths open, I can hear their sound. Feelings of arousal, hot and hard, stirring in my groin. Images of sexual excitement...
Added 03 Oct 2012 | Category Love Poems
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I hear you go into the bathroom and close the door. I know you will soon be taking your shower. As I wait to hear the water start to run, my thoughts wander and images of you naked are projected in my head. I hear the water start to run and I tiptoe down the hallway to the bathroom, standing just outside the door, vibrating and listening with anticipation. I hear you softly humming and...
Added 28 Oct 2011 | Category Voyeur
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At first I thought of you as just a fantasy Now not imagined you are real I see In fantasy you caught my mind In reality you hold it in a bind Each day I feel you nibble a bit more at my heart I freely give small bits and never does it smart My heart is slowly becoming yours Each day I feel yours come to me more We share openly and without a string Feeling so at ease when...
Added 23 Oct 2011 | Category Love Poems
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I visit my workshop today. I have not been there in a few days. When I enter the main door, I am not greeted by the usual sound of silence within. Instead, what graces my ears are a woman’s soft cries of ecstasy and sensuous moans. Peering, around for the source, I can see nothing that would make these exquisite sounds. Listening now with more purpose, stopping dead in my tracks, I...
Added 14 Oct 2011 | Category Straight Sex
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Real freedom and real love is a realization of knowing You can not hold someone without restraining yourself Even only a strand of the thinnest thread Still holds you to the other bound Feeling that, if broken, allows the other to flee Is only a fear that they may never again be held Finally acknowledging that this can only be achieved Through the severing of the last remaining strand ...
Added 11 Oct 2011 | Category Love Poems
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