Forum posts made by dirtyoldguy

So, if, as you say, during the 20 years of marriage, you've "already sucked a few", then you've cheated on her and THAT is way different from just a developing fantasy in your head or an "exploration/experiment". What will be very difficult is you hiding this from her for so long. Cravings don't just pop up out of nowhere, so you must have been harboring these "cravings" for longer than you admit or somehow putting yourself in a mode of wanting to do it. Acting on the cravings, as you say you've done a few times already is evidence of 1) bi-sexuality or 2) you're gay but have been hiding/denying it all along. Neither is a bad thing necessarily, but the cheating and hiding it instead of communicating with your wife about is. Come clean with her. Why exactly, do you want to keep it from her? Because you don't want to lose the relationship with her? You can't always have your cock and eat it, too. Commit to one or the other and have the balls to stay committed to one or the other.

Good advice from most here, living with the guilt of not being honest with your wife and yourself will eventually destroy both of you.
Being filled with the fear of loosing what you have in your relationship with your wife is not worth it to either of you.
Be open and honest, but gentle, real relationships are built on friendships first and committing to each other.
Good luck, hope everything works out for you both.

Have not visited this forum for a while. Thanks to all who have posted photos of these voluptuous beauties.


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All women are beautiful, regardless if your a size 0 or size 12 your are what GOD made you! Embrace it! You are amazing!

Hot... hot... hot... definitely Hot

Further proof that common sense is dead and has been buried.

Jeeesh some people??????

Gyrating

Tea hot honey and cream

Yummmmmmmmmmy

smouldering

Erection

Happy to oblige

Magnificent mystical eyes

Find pale skin sexy, natural red head with alabaster skin, *yummy* if there are freckles to try and lick and kiss from her body *added bonus*

My first was a natural redhead, soft alabaster skin with lots of freckles... Need I say more?


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I love that anyone takes the time to read any of my stories (or even listen to the audios, which I've recorded for most of them)

Sometimes, people simply don't have the time to leave a comment or vote, or perhaps they aren't signed into Lush, or do not have an account.

Some people might not enjoy the story, or find it displeases them in some way and rather than offend the author, maybe they choose to say nothing.

Often times, people don't have anything to say, or maybe don't know how to say it - they just enjoy reading...

I really love it when people vote on my stories and if they go to the bother of leaving a comment, well that really makes my day!! (I try to respond to those who do, just to say thanks for doing it)

I do wish that people who leave a lower score, would also PM or leave a comment though, so that I can learn how to improve etc.

I'd never do the thing where you force people to leave a comment if they want to vote though. I'd rather they voted/commented through choice, not because they felt they had to...

Well said Mazza,

I agree, just want to add, comments (good or bad) and votes are always welcome on my work, they are only indicators for me, they help me know how I can improve. They are never expected.

Physical attribute: Eyes - the part that attracts me.

Overall: The heart and what it conveys.

Have to agree, but a smile is in the mix too. Hey Gramps!

Eyes and smile. Heart keeps me coming back. :D

Peaches and Cream

Very lucky the first time.:)

Spinning

Trucks and Highways

want, need, desire more love

May change your mind Ho Ho Ho dnl

I am feeling lucky, so yes

Date, she has gorgeous eyes, maybe then we could discuss it over a drink.

have the ability to fly

If you could have a party with the lushy of your choice, who would you chose?

Pass

Go for a ride on Bill's boat with him and the ladies.

seems very nice

Tape a Popsicle stick to it, not as many side affects.
Except when you remove the tape.

Hate to break it to you all, I am in the the sexiest one now.

There are not many things that even come close to the pleasure one gets from having a woman's thighs wrapped around your ears, having your tongue and beard drenched with her love honey. mmm... Truly nectar from the Gods.

For my Lushie friend I would give all of the happiness in the world.

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Plus make all of their wishes come true.

Remind me never to piss you off! lol I loved the story.