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Posted: Wednesday, September 26, 2012 1:52:24 PM

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This is about my "drug". The drug is not a physical or tangible one but an emotional one. I wonder if others experience the same thing. I was very worked up today with everything going on. I wrote this in about 3 minutes out of anger and frustration. This was the easiest thing I have ever wrote, probably because it's the truest most honest thing I've wrote.



My god I'm having an awful day,
Tell me I'm gorgeous,
and send me on my merry little way.

Tell me how much you want to fuck me,
all the naughty things you wanna do,
tell me quickly because Ill soon be done with you.

Where does this rage come from inside me?
Who acts like this….honestly?

It's my constant struggle,
it's what brings me down,
I search and search in hopes to be found.

Found by what?
I ask myself that too
To be found by someone amazing, sexy and brand new.

Oh, the newness I love and like,
it's what draws me in
and wraps it's arms around me so tight.

That feeling is the best in the world,
it's what I call my drug,
but some would disagree and even look at me smug.

I struggle to suppress these feelings or find a new vice,
but sometimes they just come flooding back,
and I graciously accept them because they are ooh so nice.

It's almost scary how this feeling rules me,
I can only compare it to a drug
because I want it, need it and drink from it wholeheartedly.

I need to shake this thing,
get over it once and for all,
I have been trying for years now but it's so easy to fall.

I'm still searching,
and looking for a way,
to be fully content and happy with each day.

But that feeling pulls at me and I end up giving in,
oh that feeling,
that unexplainable rush of pure adrenalin.
Harleyrider2273
Posted: Wednesday, September 26, 2012 8:20:30 PM

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WOW! That is amazing! Great job!
kylie_kained
Posted: Wednesday, September 26, 2012 8:38:29 PM

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Brilliantly written and so true to many.
















Guest
Posted: Wednesday, September 26, 2012 8:59:46 PM

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Beautiful and done in 3 minutes I bow to your pen and soul
chgolf
Posted: Thursday, September 27, 2012 7:05:08 AM

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fantastic :0)
adele
Posted: Thursday, September 27, 2012 12:01:26 PM

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that was quite good. and I understand the speed. many of my poems come to me like that.

There is no mark of self,
And no mark of others,
No mark of living beings,
And no mark of a life.


-- The Diamond Sutra
Guest
Posted: Saturday, September 29, 2012 5:42:08 PM

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A common drug, but addicting so many... elegantly written.
winter67
Posted: Wednesday, October 03, 2012 5:46:22 PM

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Incredible!! I think you have captured what happens to many Lushers.
smartgeorge
Posted: Tuesday, March 19, 2013 9:31:35 AM

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Thank you for sharing your desire, your struggle, your life......Come here little girl........I have your daily dose.......
Guest
Posted: Tuesday, March 19, 2013 10:29:04 AM

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You are absolutely gorgeous Leena...and blessed with a sweet talent. You oughta hook up with P!nk and turn that into a hit song. thatshot
janet_haney
Posted: Tuesday, March 19, 2013 11:22:46 AM

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Beautifully written Leena and I think true of almost all of us here or we wouldn't be here in my opinion. Thank you for sharing. I understand your pain and frustration
adagio_sabadicus
Posted: Monday, September 09, 2013 12:11:26 AM

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My addiction is the truth. Everything else is small potatoes. With truth one can have a picnic.

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