ok so in my everyday life i am only attracted to women but when i am on here or watchin porn all i can think of or wanna watch is trans or cd porn, i don't understand it my ex even tried to use toys to see if i would like it in person and i did but no where near when on here, why do you ladies think that is?
Not sure why you think the women would be smarter about why a guy might like thinking about taking a walk on the wild side. Something about the fantasy is appealing to you but it doesn't necessarily mean that actually trying it would appeal to you. It could be just a "forbidden fruit" fantasy, which could lead to a disappointing actual experience. It could be just a curiosity about your boundaries. It could be a genuine repressed desire. Do you fantasize about it happening to you and under what circumstances? Is it coerced or extorted? Do you seek it and seduce the guy?
Some people just like watching things that are taboo; it doesn't necessarily mean that's what you want in real life.
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