Stories by hotstuff

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Father Knows Best

I stepped into the shower like a gymnast about to perform a trick My companion was a shiny red dildo which I appropriately named Dick Click...Click...Click The audience were there already sitting all charged up in a row Victor the vibrator, Peter the pleaser and Teddy the tickler below CLICK...CLICK...CLICK The water was my music and I heard “Lets Get It On” playing Dick was the first...Read On

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A 101 Words (Cruel Tricks on Lush)

I’m single, no I'm wedded She's to cold to be bedded My advances she does rebuke OMG, I’m going to puke I’m younger, no wait I’m older Some of the lies keep getting bolder I’m a waitress who tends bar No wait I’m a H.S. teacher And I don’t work for tips in a jar I’m straight, a lesbian or even bi-curious All these choices are making me delirious And guys what’s with all these pics...Read On

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Test Drive (An Erotic Adventure)

Written by Illshowyou and Hotstuff

All work and no play was what David had become. Not by choice, it just kind of worked out that way. It seemed that all he did lately was work and sleep. All his friends were married with kids so schedules were always in conflict. He didn't have time to date, not much time to do much of anything it seemed. A relationship with his computer was about the best he could do, and a few friends on...Read On

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He Stopped Loving Her Today

He Stopped Loving Her Today That good old George Jones song What was it that took his love away? Her lies and deceit that were so wrong She didn't start out to deceive anyone But once the ball started rolling she did run Before she knew it she was in way over her head Hurting those close to her was something she dread Being called a liar was something she did despise He...Read On

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I N S E C U R I T I E S

I have it in my head that all men cheat N ot making you an exception isn't an easy feat S ince I have you here talking on the phone E verything I say is getting so over blown C learly my past relationships are getting in the way U sually it's me that everyone thinks will be led astray R elationships here are hard and so difficult to keep I want to assure you it's...Read On

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The Day We Met

Thank you for coming into my life

The day we met you arrived subtle as a breeze When we started chatting I really felt at ease The person I was with thought you were going to steal my heart I told him I loved him and no one could tear us apart He always said we were “Tougher Than the Rest” I tried to assure him that he was the best In time I learned that my heart played a trick He turned out to be nothing but...Read On

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The Answering Machine

He's not there to satisfy her needs

Ring. Ring. Ring. Hi. You've reached me and you know what to do after the beep. So do it. Hi baby. It's me. Well, I'm sitting here alone in the dark. Mike called about 2AM and said some bullshit thing about his car conking out. A brand new Jag?? Come on. He went to Manhattan for a meeting with his friends, so I'm sure they had 'entertainment'. He's probably fucking that Vicky girl...Read On

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The Keeper of My Heart

To you Derek, with love

I is for I love you because you are so fucking witty L is for L aughter you bring me when I feel so shitty L is for L ooking at the bright sides together in our life S is for S howing me I can do without any more strife H is for H ow you always know exactly the right words to say O is for O utstanding, the feeling I get, loving you each and everyday...Read On

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A Visit to Lushland

A typical evening in the land of Lush...

A love story between moondoggie, a 49 year old unemployed baker, which according to his profile was 26, single, and was 6'3", 185 pounds of steel with a chiseled six pack. He also claimed long flowing blonde hair, and a ten inch cock. In reality, he was 5'6" and 220 pounds of blubber. No six pack abs, no mane of golden hair. The ten inch cock was barely a four incher. Bald as an eagle and...Read On

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A Tribute to Red_Dragon

Written from my heart, with love

R is for R eally being everyone’s greatest friend E is for E verlasting life well beyond the end D is for D esire to be the best that he could D is for D ragon, Maestro and Master of Beinggood R is for R ed wings spread, blood and fire A is for A lways listening to everybody’s desire G is for G raciousness with all of us, you feel it in...Read On

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Will You

Will you hear my voice? When I’m no longer here Will you remember my fingers? Running through your hair Will you taste my lips? Kissing and loving you Will you feel the thrust of my hips? Making love like we used to do Will you relive the tenderness of my touch? Caressing and massaging your skin Will you count the number of tears? I have...Read On

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How Can I Stop My Heart From Feeling

How can I stop my heart from feeling? When it’s broken and on the road to healing Yet it’s still able to remember every single emotion That ebbs and flows everyday like an ocean I wish I could remove it and send it out for repair Would that erase everything and show that I don’t care? My heart is going through some major conflict With all this new technology isn’t there a simple trick?...Read On

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I Miss Us

I miss your lips when they touched mine I miss your kisses they were so divine I miss your hand in mine our fingers entwined I miss your smile that lit up your whole face I miss your fingers that my silhouette you traced I miss your laugh when I did something dumb I miss your tongue that licked me & made me cum I miss your warm body lying in bed next to me I miss your good morning...Read On

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An Unexpected Trip to the Promised Land

An ordinary night at The Hot Spot takes a U-turn

I used to hang out at Theplayers Club. When that club closed, I decided to open my own place. I call it, The Hot Spot. I wanted it to be more of an upscale club, so I always dressed classy. My attire for that evening consisted of a red satin tank top with thin spaghetti straps, a black satin skirt with a slit on the right side, cfm 5” stilettos in black, a black garter belt, and off...Read On

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My Lover's Back

My lover, he’s back and he’s here to stay A telephone call made everything just go away We spoke in great length about all of our issues No more crying towels for me and no more tissues He’s more caring and understanding than he was before And promised me that he will never just walk out the door He created a room just for us and on our bedroom wall We post our pictures and...Read On

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Farewell to my Lover

It started out for me as a dream come true He made me so very happy and never blue We laughed and had so much fun together But then after, his mood changed, like the weather. Our chats were consumed by his jealousy and rage If he had his way, I’d be like a bird, in a locked cage He deleted all his friends when I called his bluff Telling him he was the one in my heart wasn’t enough. ...Read On

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The Green Eyed Monster

Love me for who I am

J ealousy will never be a part of my daily life E very time you display it causes me nothing but strife A llow me to be me, I know right from wrong L et me show you how as a couple we do belong O utbursts and tantrums you say isn’t the real you U nderstanding and respect is what should be our glue S pying and snooping isn’t showing...Read On

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Moving Forward

When two becomes one

How does it feel to you to be cast aside? Losing all your dignity & bruising your pride You think in your mind, it won’t ever happen to you But now that it did, what are you going to do? You mourned, you grieved and you threw pity parties galore Now put your big girl panties on & move forward, once more No one ever said that it was going to be simple and easy But having...Read On

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Breathe

B is for being who I want to be R is for relying solely on me E is for everything I do on my own A is for always being up & not down T is for terminating him from my life H is for happy there is no longer strife E is for ecstasy in being his ex-wife They can continue to say how their love is secure As I laugh at their “show” in stories and poems ...Read On

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Bless Me Father

Bless me Father For I have sin One walked out Another walked in Is it too soon For me to heal Reaching for the moon Or feeling what I feel He came in and Stole my heart I miss him terribly When we are apart Am I expecting Way too much From a loving man I can’t even touch But I have been there before I know this one is right I feel it...Read On

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Glitter

All that glitters Is not gold She is young You are old Yours are brass Hers are gold She won’t mend You won’t heal She is callous You can’t feel She’s a slut You’re a heel She wants sex You say dawn She wants it now You just yawn She manipulates You’re a pawn She wants a thrill You pop a blue pill She’s the cash cow You will bow ...Read On

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My Tribute to Midnightraider

For you Peter, for all the support and love you have shown me.......ily

M is for his M using of my life through a song I is for his I nstincts to know what’s right & wrong D is for his D esire to find his one true love N is for his N eeding guidance from up above I is for his I ntellectual approach at things G is for his G oodness that he brings H is for his H appiness he shares with friends T is for his ...Read On

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Duped

Bravo to the two of you You duped me from the start Playing on my emotions And toying with my heart Shame on your new lover Making like a concerned friend What goes around comes around And you’ll get yours in the end Bullshit should be you middle name It flows from you like a faucet So now you are not playing the game For her relationship you tossed it I...Read On

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Black and White

Why can’t things ever be just black and white? Everything she says is wrong and you are always right You always think that she has some sort of hidden agenda Can’t you see how things you say will never, ever mend her? She was supposed to be someone you deeply cared about You told her she was your #1 and couldn’t live without She’s the one who stood by you when the doctors...Read On

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The Closet Lover -Part 2

The closet lover speaks out

I’m the closet lover and I’m finally speaking out I’d yell it from the roof tops, but I hardly ever shout She keeps me hidden in a closet does my Mistress Joan There is little I can do, but cry out, whimper and moan I'm kept locked up, most days, like a caged, cooing dove She owns my cock, my heart and all in the name of love. She lets me loose, at the crack of dawn, when...Read On

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My Admiration for You, Asleep

You will always have a special place in my heart Rick A lways guiding me with your wisdom every single day S upporting me and helping me to find my own way L oving me unconditionally putting your poems on display E nergizing my spirit as we always get together and pray E verything you say and do for me is absorbed and tucked away P erfect...Read On

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Tarnishedknight, This is Just for You

T is for t aking the time to get to know the real me A is for a sking so many questions you made me quite dizzy R is for r emembering everything that you were told N is for n ever leaving me a comment that left my heart cold I is for “ I love you” an expression of love that you think I over use S is for s arcasm in our friendship and for that I make...Read On

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How I Fell in Love With Illshowyou

Someday is Tonight

When I saw the name "Illshowyou" I thought who is he? When he came into the club I was curious as could be. The first time we chatted I knew he was the one for me. Derek is not a player who uses me and then casts me aside He’s a man who is caring and has dignity and pride He’s trustworthy, very loving and has never lied “When troubles surround us, when evils come The body grows...Read On

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My Apology to You, Mike

An apology to a deceased ex-husband..too little, too late

What I did to you was a disgrace I let him in to take your place He speaks of you often by name To keep reminding me of the shame He never accepts any of the blame I should have realized that from the start He just needed an out, and toyed with my heart Karma was creeping at a steady pace Not only did it bite my ass, it slapped me in the face So meeting him online...Read On

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My Closet Lover

There is lover in my closet that I have carefully tucked away Every morning he wakes me up and wants to come out to play Still groggy from my lack of sleep, I just mumble and I moan He tells me go get coffee; smoke a cigarette and hurry up Joan Patience isn’t his strong suit and if I’m not back real quick I swear to God, one of these days, he’s going to shit a brick He likes...Read On

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My Ode to Frogprince

To Cal written with love & gratitude F is for his F riendship that he has bestowed on me R is for his R hymes and poems for all of us to see O is for his O utpouring of support I get every day or night G is for his G regarious nature that shines like a bright light P is for his P ersonal stories that he has so graciously shared R is for his ...Read On

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The Bitch is Back - Part 2

frogprince you said I got snookered and you were certainly right They hatched their plan together in a private chat room late at night I trusted them both (stupid me) when they said it didn’t mean a thing Imagine my shock and surprise when he said yesterday they had a fling She cries to him about how I bully her and he never questions why He never understands my side of it and...Read On

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My Thoughts of PhilAnders

For Don, written with love

  P is for P leasant anytime of the day H is for h appiness he shares in a special way I is for i cing on my cupcake, he’s that sweet L is for l oving the socks off my feet A is for A lways being my devilish lush fan N is for n urturing and giving me a helping hand D is for d reaming to be all we can be E is for e ternal love...Read On

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Fucking Perfect

Fucking perfect is an expression That we always say We say it to each other Each and every day It means everything in our world Is as great as it can be I say it a number of times And he says it back to me So if I’m chatting with you And you think I’m blue I’ll say I’m fucking perfect Life is good, all because of you! ...Read On

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Another Fucked Up Day in Paradise

A Woman Scorned....fiction

The worst day in my life came this afternoon at 12:34. It started with him leaving and slamming the front door, I heard his tires screeching and burning rubber down the driveway. He couldn’t leave faster enough, he said, earlier that day, As I watched, his car turn left and then it disappeared. I said out loud, “Good riddance,” and didn’t shed a tear. ‘Hell hath no fury like a...Read On

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The Bitch is Back

She’s back again, promising to play nice Do I believe her or is it a roll of the dice It was over, make believe when she deleted him from her life I can’t say I was heartbroken; I was one very happy wife She’s saying she is so lonely and oh so blue And just chatting with him is all she wants to do Asking my permission if that would be okay Assuring me it’s as a friend and...Read On

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Starting Over

I moved away looking for a new start But leaving didn’t get you out of my heart “Where do we go from here?” you ask I’m trying to forget you and it’s not an easy task Your wants and needs are sometimes more than I can bear Although I want you for myself, I’ll be willing to share My time here is limited as you well know So my posts and words are merely for show Accept...Read On

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Overwhelmed - Chapter 2

My life as Mrs. Tommy Castle

Wow! I thought, “Only the beginning,” what a beautiful way to start our new life. I heard Tommy say, “first things first though.” My mind immediately raced to the king sized bed. How wonderful it would be, making love to my husband in Paradise. I gave him my ‘seductive look’ and he smiled and said, “Not just yet darling, food, you need to eat something first, if not for you then for...Read On

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A Private Party

By Invitation Only!

I went to my first private party last night Hosted right here on the Lush site The host is a writer like most of the guests Whose work is outstanding and some say the best The room had a bar with bright neon lights With shades of purples, reds and whites We were laughing and chatting just having a ball Smoking, drinking and dancing, we did it all The music he played...Read On

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My Musing of Slickman

Don't judge others

I met a friend here who calls himself Slicky Who when I first chatted with made me feel icky The more we spoke the more I knew He was going to be a friend that was true blue We spoke of our families and things from our past Right then and there I knew our friendship would last He has had many jobs and now is a trucker This dude is one cool motherfucker His wife has...Read On

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An Ode To Greg

The death of a lover

I hope you knew that you were the love of my life It all seems surreal that I never became your wife I know our time together was brief There was much more joy in it than grief You gave me a lifetime of love Plus two special gifts from heaven above Hannah and Zachary are my pride and joy Yes Greg, your twin’s, a girl and a boy I remember the day that you picked out...Read On

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You

Inspired by Hotjet64

You are in my thoughts You are in my heart You are in my soul You are part of me You consume me You mean the world to me You are with me always You make me laugh You make me cry You make me sigh You excite me You delight me You make me moan You care about me You are my rock You are my light You are strong You are gentle You are my world ...Read On

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Should I Go or Should I Go?

An apology

Should I go or should I stay To meet my lover so far away Or stay and repeat the past With a lover whose’ love doesn’t last My online lover, so gracious and kind Entered into this with an opened mind My lover here is also caring And we both have memories worth sharing The kids, the cars, the house, the money I’m so confused, please help me honey The choice is...Read On

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Surrender

Love shared between a man and his woman

Love permeating The stars wink You kiss my lips The moon descends I hold you close in my loving arms The morning dew Showering its droplets I feel your lips over my nipples warm, smooth, with delight Kisses you planting and licking you cupped my supple breasts I hold my breath you give them a loving squeeze I moan aloud you nibble my nipples I feel your manhood arise ...Read On

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Real or Fantasy?

A stranger enters my bedroom, or does he?

It was dark when someone entered your bedroom. The shadow stood by the darkened doorway just to watch you sleep. Lying alone in the softness and comfort of your bed, you are half awake and half dreaming. You wet your lips with your tongue and taste your red lip gloss and it reminds you of times past. Slowly, you inch your way over your tummy and rest your palm on the shaved mound over...Read On

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Overwhelmed

My life as Mrs. Tommy Castle..

Chapter One During the days after our "shotgun" wedding, I began to realize that Tommy was no ordinary casino boss. I learned from his numerous acquaintances that he spoke several languages and was groomed and educated to succeed by Victor Lauss, owner of Caesars' World. Tommy Castle was something special to all he came in contact with. To me, he was simply my husband. For better...Read On

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Virtual Sex - The Conclusion

I did meet Masterful, and at the time knew him as “Greg.” We had a very romantic and passionate love affair. It was like living in a fairy tale. We lived as husband and wife. It lasted from July until October 15 th . What he failed to mention in all our conversations was that he was in the witness protection program. He was under the watchful eye of the FBI and the Justice Department. ...Read On

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Virtual Sex - Chapter 9

Hotstuff's journey to Masterful continues

The moment that I had been day dreaming about was about to become my reality. Would we run into each others arms, like the TV commercials? Was he going to lift me up and swing me around, while proclaiming his love for me? Just thinking about it, gave me butterflies in my stomach. Okay, maybe it was just hunger pangs, ‘cause I was fucking starving, but whatever, I was excited. I grabbed...Read On

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Virtual Sex - Chapter 8

Meeting Masterful in the flesh

Mike drove me to Penn Station that Sunday morning in July. He carried my suitcases and we made our way down to the lower level. I then saw it. My “carriage,” silver and shiny, that was going to take me to my Prince. We said our teary goodbyes and before I knew it, the train was moving. It won’t be long now babe, I’m on my way. This was the first time I did anything like this...Read On

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Virtual Sex-Chapter 7

Hotsuff was at the point of no return. It's now or never.

After I got home, I really gave it to Mike about trotting around in VP wearing my Hotstuff avatar. His response was, “So? It’s all bullshit Joanie. Disneyland for adults. None of its real, hon.” Well, it might not have been real to him, but it was very real to me. It had to be. Why else would I be so fucked up over some guy that floats around on the computer screen? For the first...Read On

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Virtual Sex - Chapter 6

Hotstuff's Frustration Continues

All I could think of on the drive to work was Mike in Virtual Places. Was he really playing Hotstuff? I was still so very tired that my eyes must have been playing tricks on me. Yeah right. I decided to wear my scrubs to work, which of course was against, hospital policy. I just didn’t want to chit chat in the locker room, or take the time to change. I needed to get to work STAT! ...Read On

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Virtual Sex - Chapter 5

Mike makes an announcement

The normal drive home, which I usually made in record time, seemed to take forever. My mind wandered back and forth from my virtual world to reality. Reality hit when I pulled into the driveway and saw Mike at the door. He had this devilish grin on his face that said, “Come on baby, I’m ready.. fuck me like there is no tomorrow.” His expression changed quickly when I exited the car. I...Read On

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Virtual Sex - Chapter 4

Her journey to her Prince continues

When I got to work, I rushed to my work station to log on to my computer. I had to see Masterful immediately to tell him what was going on. The minute I logged into Virtual Places, there he was, asking me to accept his gift of a dozen roses. I looked around the nursing station and the break room, and didn't see any flowers. OMG! Did a patient get them by mistake?? Rushing back to...Read On

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Virtual sex-Chapter 3

Joan was smiiten and was in a hurry to get back to work.

I jumped into the car, fastened my seat belt and turned on the radio. I was pulling out of the driveway, when I heard, “ Unchained Melody,” by the Righteous Brothers blasting from the car radio. "All my love, my darling, I hunger for your touch…” As I listened to the words, I asked myself, " Is this for me? Some kind of sign?" This must be fucking karma! I proceeded to sing along at the...Read On

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Virtual Sex-Chapter 2

Joanie offers her husband an explanation of cyber sex, and he didn't get it.

After two hours of fucking every hole I had, (I could swear at one point it was in my ear) and sucking his cock so hard my entire mouth hurt, we just collapsed into the best sleep we had in a long time. It was 4 PM when we woke up. I jumped into the shower and Mike went downstairs to put the coffee on. In our night shift world, it's our breakfast. As I sashayed into the kitchen, I heard...Read On

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Virtual sex

Joan had no idea that virtual sex was about to change her perfect life.

It was April of '01, an Easter Sunday to be exact. I worked at Stony Brook Hospital in Smithtown, Long Island, a teaching hospital in New York. I worked the night shift, 11-7. Nice and quiet for this mother with two kids still at home. My husband, Mike, a reasonably attractive man with powerful tattooed arms, and to me, a good husband, and father that provided for us very well. So, why did...Read On

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My Thoughts Of You

My Thoughts Of You Was it karma, when you entered my life? I was all alone Lonely and blue I needed someone And there you were Like a bright light Had a wish of mine, been answered? You came in slowly Not pushy or intrusive Just light conversations And a few giggles too Your light guided me Led me to believe, again That tomorrow will be brighter And sorrow...Read On

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My Love Will Go On...

My thoughts of my life in paradise...

Tommy -  Was it love at first sight? I don’t know,.but it was something, to be sure. Others treated me like trash You treated me like class.. I’ve traded my beer for champagne  My faded jeans and tops For designer clothes from Rodeo Drive My old VW beater for a red Ferrari Wal-Mart panties for Victoria’s Secret Payless shoes for Ferragamos Fake pearls for...Read On

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What Happened To Us

Bitter Ex-wife

They told me not to do it That you would break my heart But I didn't listen No one could tear us apart You said that you loved me And melted my heart But after all these years of love making  That was off the chart You left me cold And ran off with that...Read On

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A New Day

This story was written for PhilAnders, by a friend

It was still cool as he stepped outside the house. The heat would come later when the sun was up higher in the sky. Now it was just a hint of orange on the horizon, the dawn light enough for him to see his way to the vegetable patch. He liked to get out into the garden early. He had his routine. Some would accuse him of being set in his ways, but he found it just made his life...Read On