Usually in bed on a night mostly before I go to sleep. But during the day, almost always sat at the computer, reading stories or watching a bit of porn.

I think people are different on why they only share some, and others share a lot. Some are more open about their lives, while others are very more secrative (maybe hiding it from family and work colleagues who may come across their account somehow).

Me personally, I share enough to make people a little curious but not enough to allow anyone into my life online quickly. A lot of that is due to being very open over the years in past to 'so-called friends' who went on to turn on me after discovering maybe how I looked, my disability, or more about my life, and going through that pain of being damaged by people you thought you trusted. Learning to regain that trust is a difficult, slow path once you've been burned.

It is difficult to judge some people though when they offer very little to go on from their profile and I guess for a lot it's trial and error with people.

Always loved the lyrics by Sarah McLachlan, but this one especially I always felt is quite meaningful and strong in the words.

"Dear God" by Sarah McLachlan

Dear God,
Hope you got the letter and
I pray you can make it better down here.
I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beer
But all the people that you made in your image,
See them starving on their feet
'Cause they don't get enough to eat
From God
I can't believe in you.

Dear God,
Sorry to disturb you, but
I feel that I should be heard loud and clear.
We all need a big reduction in the amount of tears
And all the people that you made in your image,
See them fighting in the street
'Cause they can't make opinions meet

About God,
I can't believe in you.

Did you make disease, and the diamond blue?
Did you make mankind after we made you?
And the devil too?!

Dear God,
Don't know if you noticed, but...
Your name is on a lot of quotes in this book,
Us crazy humans wrote it, you should take a look,
And all the people that you made in your image,
Still believing that junk is true
Well I know it ain't, and so do you

Dear God,
I can't believe in...
I don't believe in...

I won't believe in heaven and hell.
No saints, no sinners, no devil as well.
No pearly gates, no thorny crown.
You're always letting us humans down.
The wars you bring, the babes you drown.
Those lost at sea and never found,
And it's the same the whole world 'round.
The hurt I see helps to compound
That Father, Son and Holy Ghost
Is just somebody's unholy hoax
And if you're up there you'd perceive
That my heart's here upon my sleeve.
If there's one thing I don't believe in.....

It's you.....
Dear God.

Memories!

I can remember, the two of us walking along the grains of sand, tickling between our toes,
The sun descending across the sea, fading beyond the ocean so blue and calm
The beating of my heart, at your side, a shell filled with happiness and love
As we sit down, and stare out into the world beyond... as the darkness of night swallows us up whole within

The Never-Ending Search

I searched, high and low, from the Highlands to the Dover cliffs,
For that one, that special life, to accompany me on my travels,
A second beating heart, smothered in warmth and caring nature,
That would enrichen my lonely life, turning my frown upside down,
But my search continues on, as my years don't grow younger, but older,
Approaching father time, who awaits my final destination of this path I walk upon......

About 2 days ago :( chatting with someone online and was a really good strong one as been a couple days before that so built it up

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder i think thats sums it up.

Agree with that, is one of the best sayings and one I always love to say and hear.

Mostly coz I know I aint good looking or anything special, and also because of a slight disability so I have been on the wrong end of most things of how people see me and the way often people look at me and probably consider me ugly, but I think we are all Unique in our own way , and it's whats inside that counts I feel, but then, maybe thats just how I feel growing older.

Id take a girl with a heart of gold and caring who isn't absolutely stunning, than a stunningly beautiful girl who didnt give a crap about you and walk all over you to get what she wants.

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