I'm 52 and have had 3 failed marriages--I'm still trapped in the 3rd one and I see no way out. I have 4 children - by my previous husbands - and my relationship with my kids is sometimes good but mostly terrible. I have a doctorate but had to change my thesis from what I wanted, to what they wanted, so again a mixture of good and bad, good that I got my degree but bad that I had to sell out from what I wanted to do my thesis on. I had the very best sex of my life on Nov. 10, 2008, with a man I loved completely and he loved me deeply, but we couldn't make the relationship work because we are both married, and we haven't been together for 3 years now. On Nov 10, 2008, we checked into a motel and did everything for 7 magical hours, it was totally amazing, and I'm happy to carry the sweet memory of that day even 4 years later, but it also depresses me to know that I'll probably live another 30 or 40 years and I'm never, EVER going to feel so loved by any man, feel so loving toward any man, and have sex that amazing again! I'm living proof of what George Burns said in the movie Oh God, that there's no one-sided coin: every high, every joy in my life has had misery accompanying it, too. I came here because I want to share the story of the best love and the hottest sex of my life.Yes, it's true I'm a Ph.D. That, too, is both a joy and a sorrow to me. I wanted to write my thesis about first generation college graduates in a family, the hardships of getting there and how to find the help available along the way, and how junior colleges and community colleges can be the path out of multi-generational lack of educational opportunities in the same family. Getting my bachelor's and masters had been a very hard-won fight for me, with NO encouragement from my parents, spouse, or kids, and I was the first in my family to get any sort of degree.My former lover Eric, from the tale I'm writing and posting here -- a very smart man -- was even helping me to research and write my thesis. During our affair, I lost my job, and Eric helped me find a new one, which turned out to be in environmental science, something I knew almost nothing about at the time but have learned in my over 4 years on the job since. My new employer offered to help pay some of the cost of my doctorate education, which really helped financially, but there was a catch--I had to change the topic of my thesis to environmental science. So I got my Ph.D., but it couldn't be on the topic that I wanted, the topic that interested me. And shortly before I got my degree, I totally messed up the relationship with Eric, the man I loved and lusted for more than any other in my life, and he loved me and gave me the most wonderful sex of my life, but I wrecked things so completely between us, and can never get back because I so completely destroyed the us that we were. It had nothing to do with my Ph.D., but I feel that getting my degree came with too steep a cost, losing control of my topic AND losing Eric as my friend and lover.I've posted the first of what will be many parts to my story, and I don't mind if you want to read it and maybe even comment on it. If you don't like my true tale, please be gentle, this story was both the greatest joy and the biggest hurt in my life, so I'm invested in all sorts of emotions over this story. I think, and I hope, writing it and sharing it will prove cathartic for me. For obvious reasons, I can't share this experience with my husband, or my children. And of course I won't tell my current lover that what we have now, pales compared to what I had and lost with Eric, and that he and I always WILL be much less than with Eric.
No....i'm married and have to be very discreet about the boyfriends I have on the side...my friends don't know and must NOT know lest it gets back to him
My laptop to stay in touch with the world. And a hot man who cares about me in every way including my sexual needs. Well, if I had the second I might not even need the first!
LOVE it! Giving exactly what I'm getting and one of the most intimate loving acts two can share
Since my husband lost his long-time job 7 years ago and decided to get moody and withdrawn and mean, I have had several affairs, cuz I still want and need sex and no way would I want it with him, as cruel as he's been. divorce is not an option for financial reasons. But i don't cheat on my lovers, it's serial "cheating" on my husband. I do;t see it as cheating, as I am with only one man at a time, those men just aren;t my husband who has his own room separate of mine
I can't believe there are still any people who HAVEN'T! The water and soap streaming down each other, the sensuous touching each other all over, then the deep plunge from front or from behind, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
I prefer to feel one entering me than to have one of my own.You men think we women envy cocks? There are only two human organs whose ONLY purpose is to receive sexual pleasure: the clitoris and the G-spot. I have both and you men have neither, so why should I envy you?
It's already been three whole HOURS now! feels weird to be wearing clothing and no cock in me now
It's all the foreplay leading up to the decision to have sex. It could start a week or a day in advance and lead into the kissing and touching that sets the mood.It is the anticipation just before when you decide you want to be fucked, maybe by someone new, or in a new exciting placeIt is the feeling you get at the beginning with that first penetration of his cock and you settle in for the rideIt is the act itself, all the movements and secretions and smells and noises and breathing and holding onIt is when you feel an orgasm coming on, everything tightening inside and needing to releaseIt is when you come with him deep inside you, clenching your pussy on his hard cock and letting goIt is when he comes deep inside you, or over you if he pulled out, and you know how he must feel right then It is afterwards when its all over and you are both relaxing and recovering and hopefully cuddling and kissing and touching maybe even some tender conversation at least for a little while before he falls asleep. Yes, all of those things plus feeling stretched tight around him and stuffed so completely full of him. His slow thrusts gradually getting harder, faster, deeper. That moment when I know no power on earth could stop me from coming hard all over his cock. That moment when he throbs powerfully and I know that no power on earth can stop HIM from coming, either. Then feeling his intense burst deep into me. Feeling his muscular butt under my feet as I hold him tight until he finishes exploding. His sweet tongue-kisses as he continues to throb in me after his explosion. The sweet knowledge that there will be a next time.
In a hay stack in a barn with only the cows to see and hear us.
I love them all, but one is a rare and special treat for me: i'm face down and he parts my thighs, slides through my ass and deep into my pussy from behind. Not really doggie since I'm not on hands and knees. Feels amazing and gives me an intense orgasm that send me right through the ROOF! Which is why it has to be rare, my body can't take THAT much pleasure more than occasionally, and I mean like maybe 2 or 3 times a year rare.
I think I was in my late 20s or early 30s when I first got the idea in my head that I wanted to make love on a deserted stretch of beach with nobody else around. I know I first mentioned it to my second husband and he wasn’t interested. The lover I had when I was 37 liked the idea, but we were in a small Midwest city a long way from my native California and its many beautiful beaches....
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Who Seduced Who? Part 1 Unlike my Kat & Cyrano story series, this story is fictional. It is collaboration, still in process, between another writer on this site and me. He got the story started and we have gone back and forth between us on writing sections of it. Seducing each other. - Kat ************************** Nick At the end of my long day, I’m relaxing in a bar, soft...
Added 20 Mar 2013 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 3 | Avg Score 4.67 | Views 926
Kat and Cyrano Chapter 10: Friendship In the first nine chapters, I described in sensuous and erotic detail how the chemistry and the hunger between Eric and me led to some wonderful and creative sexual adventures four years ago. But if it had just been about the sex, then Nov. 10, 2008 wouldn’t still be a cherished memory and one of the happiest days of my life, right up there with...
Added 07 Feb 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 1 | Avg Score 5 | Views 349
Kat and Cyrano Chapter 9: A Full Week of Passion and Joy The next morning, Wednesday, on the trolley ride into downtown, we talked about how we nearly got caught on that shopping mall stairwell that Tuesday morning. We had also, a couple of times, made love between bushes in a park.“Maybe we should return to the bushes in our park?” I suggested. “I can lie down instead of standing up...
Added 28 Jan 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 448 | 3 Comments
Kat and Cyrano Chapter 8: Tasting It was now a few weeks after that very first time Eric entered me, cut short by my bleeding period and other assorted tortures my body chose to put me through. It was a Friday, and my lover Eric and I skipped work for the day, to check into a motel for the afternoon and to play, play, play. He always called me Kat, partly because my name is...
Added 27 Jan 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 329 | 2 Comments
Kat and Cyrano Chapter 7: Down by the River Because I had an all-day training class at another location, not at my office, I wasn’t able to be in his arms on Tuesday, Sept. 30. I hated that! It was a damned miserable day, not being able to start it with him! On lunch break, however, I discovered something absolutely wonderful, and the naughty possibilities of my discovery made...
Added 27 Jan 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 2 | Avg Score 5 | Views 502 | 2 Comments
Kat and Cyrano Chapter 6: Stairway to Paradise When I got on the bus with my friend – now also my lover – Eric, on Monday morning (Sept. 29), I warned him that I might not be very pleasant company this morning. “As you know, my most unwelcome monthly visitor has been putting me through hell since Thursday night. It got even worse yesterday!” He put his arm around me, and I purred....
Added 27 Jan 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 446 | 5 Comments
That Friday (Sept. 26, when I returned from my business trip on the other side of the country) will always be a special date for me. Maybe even more special than family birthdays. Because it was my first of many times riding the sexiest man I’ve ever known. I didn’t think about it that day, but maybe it seems strange to some reading this, that the first – and only – thought on my return from...
Added 25 Jan 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 565 | 1 Comment
Chapter 4: Absence Makes Our Lust Grow Hotter “This evening I need to pack for my cross-country business trip,” I continued my Sept. 23 email reply to Eric. “I'm going to leave for the airport about 6:30 tomorrow morning. We’ll be apart for just 6 days, until my return on Sunday the 28th. But after FINALLY getting to touch those special parts of each other, those 6 days are going to...
Added 23 Jan 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 6 | Avg Score 5 | Views 810 | 6 Comments
Chapter 3: Splendor in the Grass Tuesday morning, September 23, we had only enough time to spend half an hour exploring each other in the park, on the grass, hidden from public view by several bushes and trees, before we went to work. And that same day, we met for lunch, too. That night, I wrote: “Thank you for the wonderful, brief and tender few moments we had in our special, secluded...
Added 22 Jan 2013 | Category Love Stories | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 625 | 3 Comments
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