my heart is the ruling factor in my life, i think with my heart and not with my head. locked away or hidden -guarded i think it would shrivel and die. i find out faster who the lovers are too when i love boldly and unafraid :)i fall in love every day ... i try to fall in love with everyone i meet too, if its hard for me to love them it just teaches me something about myself. love is free and everywhere "a person desperately searching for love is like a fish in the ocean desperately searching for water" i forget who said that, buddah maybe? anyway sometimes its not in the direction i am looking but it is always around me, all around me so im not afraid to let my crushes know how wonderful i think they are <3

mines good

bare chest-maybe a necklace or two and a sarong, with a guitar, digeridoo or drum strapped to his back mmmmmm

the way he stares at me

yes
unless i hold my breath i make a lot of noise, moans and crys mostly, i tend to loose the ability to make coherent sentiments when im cumming

i usually run to melatonin but i cant take it right now cus im pregnant. warm baths help, yoga or a walk too but sometimes that seems to energize me. watching the clock and calculating how much sleep ill get is the worst so i stay away from clocks. reading will sometimes knock me out. hot herbal tea is nice and sometimes helps especially try camomile~ good luck i know it sucks to be stressing over sleep at night and feel exhausted during the day!

i love coconut oil! i use it for hair conditioner, body oil, food :) its great for everything! like dancing doll said its good to add to smoothies i also use it as a substitute for butter because im vegan so i have it on popcorn and anywhere i would usually use butter