I'm a bit on the silly side. Romantic, anxious, imperfect. I bleed, I ache, I fall and get up.I lay awake at night and dream that way. I want dangerous safety, and to spin around until I topple over into soft grass.I hug and cry and laugh. I'm loyal to a fault and filled with wants; with desires. I sing badly at the loudest volume I can manage while in the in the shower. I howl at the moon and bathe in the light of it. I run faster from my own self than any threat. I'm sweet and sarcastic. I don't enjoy abandonment, I miss people a lot when they leave. I'm on the larger figured side of the spectrum and a submissive only when I decide to be. I'm Lydia, and I own the stories, and bios I write as well as the mind and skin I inhabit. My soul might be another matter, but that's indeed another story.I'm friendly. Talk to me.
I love when my parents are out of the house. And who wouldn't? The peace and quiet without my father obsessively trying to convince me to follow his path in life is more of a relief than I can describe. It's also rather nice not to have my amazingly nurturing mother fretting about me; she needs a night to relax. My parents received a call on Wednesday from their friends in New...
Added 22 Jan 2012 | Category Masturbation | Votes 23 | Avg Score 4.76 | Views 11,819 | 8 Comments
This story can stand on its own, however, it is recommended that the viewer have read "The Night to Come" series to full understand. This is a continuation of what happens after the night came... As always, I hope it is enjoyed. I twitched awake, stretching languidly in my empty bed. Cold metal bumped against the warm skin of my wrist, making me jump. My eyes opened to see a pair of...
Added 09 Oct 2011 | Category Lesbian | Votes 16 | Avg Score 4.69 | Views 8,467 | 8 Comments
While you're gone from me The peace of my soul has slipped away. While you're gone from me, The edges of my soul begin to fray... And I'm lost to the anger. While you're gone from me, The magic disappears as the devil strikes another deal While you're gone from me There's a gaping hole in my life, my heart, my shields. And I'm lost in loneliness. While you're gone from me, ...
Added 28 Apr 2011 | Category Love Poems | Votes 7 | Avg Score 4.57 | Views 839 | 5 Comments
Ben had been visiting for a week or so, and for some reason I'd decided to show him the public library that was in my city, the one on the hill I have to walk up to get to work every other day. It's old stone structure is one that is reminescent of the Victoria Era, or so I've heard, but the inside is a flashback to the seventies. The racks are a groovy orange color that would have matched...
Added 11 Feb 2011 | Category Straight Sex | Votes 28 | Avg Score 4.77 | Views 12,315 | 14 Comments
Despite the fact that my cheating rat of an ex-boyfriend was going to be at the Halloween office party, I still wanted to go. I’d been working particularly hard the past four months to prove to Mr. Dentone that I was worth of a promotion from Junior Marketing Assistant to Senior Marketing Assistant. The promotion meant a significant raise, my own assistant, and an office on one of the...
Added 10 Oct 2010 | Category Reluctance | Votes 41 | Avg Score 4.76 | Views 27,600 | 16 Comments
You said, abandonment, there was no chance. No chance of you leaving me, Said our souls had been bound since we were infants. But now I look around, and you're the one I don't see. I want to erase you From every part of me, Every inch of marked skin, Erasing what I thought was true. Erasing what I used to see, Erasing every trace of your sin. Come back and find the girl Who you let down,...
Added 16 Sep 2010 | Category Love Poems | Votes 12 | Avg Score 5 | Views 2,219 | 5 Comments
When the battle is lost or won And the fighting is in recess And we've done all that can be done When we've gathered all the strength we can possess Tell me that hope is not gone That there is more that I can do That my binds with dawn Are as strong as my ties are with you. When I can finally be with you In the woods, near the waterfall Under the luminous moon Listening to the Crow's call...
Added 22 Aug 2010 | Category Love Poems | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 663 | 3 Comments
I thought you were more Than what others pretended to be You weren't there when I had to pour My emotions out for the world to see. What was so important that you Could not spare a call? Tell me the truth, I mean nothing to you at all. Your inaction results in losing me Should have marked me when you could I may have low esteem But I know I was a damn good person to you And I would never...
Added 20 Apr 2010 | Category Love Poems | Votes 3 | Avg Score 5 | Views 932 | 3 Comments
Our eyes meet across the room, A spark, an immediate attraction The world disappears, it's a quiet tomb Your feet move, deciding to take action. You order a drink, to break the ice Although I don't feel anything but the heat. Your eyes are unveiled, undisguised Discouraging a hasty retreat Our conversation carries well Across topics I will never keep in mind. Possibly politics,...
Added 21 Mar 2010 | Category Love Poems | Votes 4 | Avg Score 5 | Views 1,593 | 2 Comments
Can we turn back somehow And make up for all that we've been through I feel that I've let you down Or turned my back on you But somehow things have to turn out right You've got to believe me The dreams I have at night Are suddenly terrifying But we've said all of our good-byes We've gone over the memory Apologized for any lies And finally set each other free. ...
Added 27 Jan 2010 | Category Love Poems | Votes 13 | Avg Score 4.69 | Views 692 | 7 Comments
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