I am a very strong willed woman and I have a mind of my own and lots of opinions about lots of things. I tell it like it is when I'm ready to tell it. I can also be shy and reserved. I am a mother of 2 amazing kids whom I love more than life itself. I was married for 28 years and am now learning to live my life as a divorced woman. My life is undergoing significant changes and I have just this year returned to school majoring in Criminal Justice. Above all that, I am a woman, a woman with needs, wants and desires and I am not ashamed of any of them. I am submissive. Am I submissive to anyone who asks? No I am not, so don't ask. I have kept this part of myself hidden for many years and I am done hiding. The thought of giving that one special man complete control is intoxicating. It's not something that I will ever just "do" and its a desire that starts at the very core of who I am and a very strong need that I am no longer ashamed to show.One can learn so much just through observation and paying attention. If you wish to get to know me it takes time and yes.....work. Am I worth the time and effort? Only time will give you that answer. The avatars and backgrounds I use are NOT me but merely pictures that I like. The black and white gallery photos are also NOT me.PLEASE UNDERSTAND that I am straight I am NOT into women!!! If you and I have not chatted in the chatroom or ... forums - please DO NOT send me friend requests - I will delete your request.GUYS***I am NOT interested in cybering so please do not ask. I am here to chat and write stories....not to get you off. I have been on Lush for over 3 years now and a moderator for over 2 of those years. This is an amazing site and a wonderful community. As a Chat Room Moderator I will gladly talk to you in private if you have a question or a site related issue you need taken care of. I will NOT however, help you cum, suck your e-cock, use a strap on in your e-ass, give you access to my e-pussy or anything else.
Communication is key......
It seems the many of the long time posters as well as some of the relatively new ones like to get snarky to brand new Lush members. I have seen this over and over in the various threads on Lush. This site is open to all members and that includes the forums. It would be nice to see the new members not get blasted for starting a post that some deem not important or unworthy of discussion. Just because there is a forum post doesn't mean someone needs to reply in it. Read it and move on, there is no need to make the member feel badly for posting, all that does is make people think twice before starting a thread. Lets make them feel welcome to the community instead of pouncing on them for a post you may not agree with :)
With an opening topic like that, it speaks volumes that you are new. You might do some homework before you make posts like that. There are many good resources here on Lush as well as off.
http://i.imgur.com/m0Qk8.gif Honestly? It's seriously fucked up that you're lusting after your stepdaughter.If my husband ever mentioned a thing about MY daughter and him lusting after her, I'd have his balls for bookends. And that's putting it lightly.I'd find a new hobby if I were you. Maybe others will go easier on you about this, but I wouldn't be one of them.Pay attention to your wife instead of your stepdaughter and pray she (your wife or stepdaughter) never ever finds out about it. Thats putting it mildly agreed, He would never lust after anyone when I got through with him......My kids are off limits to anyone in that regard
I can't pick just one. I like to use a combination of toys. Glass, pain enhancers, anal plugs and the Hitachi wand are my favorites.
I've purchased stuff both online and in a shop. Nothing embarrassing about it. Embrace who you are and what you want and go for it. Just make sure you buy quality items otherwise you will be throwing money away when they break. If you shop online take the time to read reviews, they really can be helpful. Shop alone or with a friend, either way it can be fun and don't worry about what anyone else thinks :)
More deeply, may I inquire to your respective subs what it is about the pain and punishment you endure that you crave and enjoy? The woman I am writing of is not living in a submissive lifestyle per se' but she will be expected to enjoy giving pleasure to all whom seek it from her, and my presumption is that there are those people who do derive pleasure from the giving of torment, just as there are those who find pleasure and strength in enduring it. I would like to address the part in bold. If you plan on writing about a submissive woman, the wording that she is expected to enjoy, what you need to understand is that a woman who is submissive already has the desire to enjoy, the desire to please as well as the need for both. Those who role play this will never truly understand they can only live out the fantasy of what they think it is and I don't begrudge anyone that. I am just giving my 2 cents on a few points in your post.As for the question as to why we crave and enjoy certain types of pain and punishments, that is an individual thing for each. No two are alike. Pain for some can be an amazing feeling, its more than a rush. It can be freeing when done correctly and between two people with the highest level of trust to know it will never be pushed past certain limits. Having that one person who can read you and know what you need before you ever utter a word, to be taken to that place where everything just stops and you feel. Some call it subspace I call it my happy place. The reasons a submissive craves this will also vary with each person. Forgive me if this came off as babbling, I am overworked and tired and I hope I make sense here. If not feel free to send me a pm if you wish to know more from my perspective as a submissive woman.
Signed and in full support!
No, it shouldn't be banned/burned. Everyone has the right to be an idiot/bigot/whatever else they choose to be. Everyone knows (or should know) what the Confederate flag represents. What it really represents. Choosing to blatantly ignore this and wield it anyways is a personal choice/right...and shouldn't be revoked just because we don't like it. I'll always see slavery/oppression when I look at a Confederate flag...as will many others. I've no doubt in my mind that the guy wielding the flag in the above image was doing so for all the wrong reasons. But he has the right to do so. I'm not in the business of trumping on rights just because someone does something totally against my beliefs. People have the right to be jackasses. And I have the right to call said people jackasses. I agree and couldn't have said it better myself.
Mouthy broads make me reach my limit pretty quickly. Oh honey if you thought that was me being mouthy, you clearly do not know me :)
To be lost and looking for Him hurts like no other Longing to feel His leather around my wrists To be lost and praying for Him everyday Needing to feel His shackles around my ankles His strong hands molding the clay Someday hoping to find my way Will I feel His strength, His love? Like a lost lamb in the woods My love cold like the morning frost Waiting to feel the heat...
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What did I do, why did you leave me? Of all the moments in my life, you were the best surprise You are deeply imbedded in my heart and I long to look into your eyes I pray to feel your touch but know I never will We talked and loved deeper then I thought possible I love you with all my heart You broke my heart You were my wish You were my desire You were my hope I think of...
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I have spent most of the day getting the back yard ready for my little surprise. Since it will be dark when you arrive home to me, I strung up some lights all around the gazebo that surrounds the back porch and hot tub. I purchased some tiki torch lights; I positioned them so they are just surrounding the hot tub. The sky is clear and the stars are shining brightly. The moon is lighting up...
Added 04 Feb 2011 | Category Straight Sex
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Before I could get the front door unlocked my cell phone rings. My arms are full of bags from my day of shopping. Rushing inside the house and setting things down I reach in my pocket for my cell phone and see that my girlfriend Julia is calling. I can’t believe it she wants me to go to a Halloween fraternity party with her and her daughter tomorrow night. Do I dare go? I can’t believe I...
Added 12 Oct 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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It’s 10 o’clock; I have two hours to prepare my little surprise for Noah. He is always home around noon for lunch and today he’s in for a nice afternoon. I want to show him how much I love him and desire him. This little encounter today will be all about his pleasure and desires. I start by putting some clean crisp white sheets on the bed, and place a few candles around the bedroom....
Added 27 Sep 2010 | Category Oral Sex
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Driving up the mountain road with top down off the jeep the wind blowing through my hair as the radio blasts out so loud it can be heard over the roar of the tires against the hot pavement. The temperature topped 100 degrees today my skin shinning from the tiny beads of sweat forming on my skin and the bottom of my sundress whipping in the wind under the steering wheel. There’s a fair amount...
Added 13 Sep 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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It was a quiet evening, slightly warm but nothing too unbearable. You were sitting in the living room doing some paperwork and there was music playing in the background. I was in the kitchen preparing some food for the special evening I had planned. The aroma from the kitchen wafted throughout the house. The water was coming to a boil on the stove for the pasta, and the homemade sauce...
Added 07 Aug 2010 | Category Oral Sex
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The work day is finally over and I can’t wait to go home and take a nice long shower. It has been a long week and I am so glad it’s finally come to an end. I have not been able to think of anything but my night with Jacob. It has been 2 weeks since our last encounter. I replay that night over and over in my head making myself so wet just at the thought. Each night there has been a note taped...
Added 13 Jun 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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Cassie finally puts aside her inhibitions and seeks pleasure in its most physical sense and meets the man she’s secretly been longing for . It’s after 1 am and I just finished taking a nice long hot shower. Wearing nothing but a towel I find myself sitting in my bedroom with a glass of wine looking out my bedroom window and staring at the nighttime sky. The moon is shining so bright,...
Added 19 May 2010 | Category Straight Sex
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