sadman's Blog Entries

12 Dec 2012 11:37



The Revenge Is My Will, Your Suffering Is My Prize. Everyone Will Have To Suffer. This Is Not A Threat It's A Promise.

11 Dec 2012 18:02

No one can find me
Here in my soul
Kicking and screaming
Out of control

Calm myself down
Nobody knows
No one can find me
Here in my soul

Hooked on your problems
Do I know why
And if you come my way again
Would I lend a hand
Would I understand

Solitude was never seen as loneliness
And things need time
And time leads to other things
And playing roles

Which are limited
By the poor fund of knowledge
In this sick, sick world
We all fall down
Once in a while

Escaping the law of the unexplained pains

06 Dec 2012 08:34

23 Nov 2012 12:19

19 Nov 2012 07:40

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, bottle of wiskey,
the pills that kill and take the pain away,
diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot
see inside yours and mine.

When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will,Mothers angel, getting smarter,
how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame,
but who's to blame?

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

I'm die again.........Die again

17 Nov 2012 14:24

My heart and my soul are standing in front of me, my heart tells me, Why?
Why did you do this? You were supposed to protect us, you knew it.
My soul kneels crying, and says look what you've done, you condemned us to death,
You're nobody, you're a poor man who was fooled again,
With tears in my eyes, I say I'm so sorry, it was not my intension, please forgive me

13 Nov 2012 16:34

You, do you remember me?, Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life ,Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell, And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else.

How, How could we go wrong, It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross, And what we had isn't lost,
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts.

You'll always be in my life,Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory, You, will you remember me
And before you set me free, Oh listen please.

Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That Somebody's Me.

13 Nov 2012 16:33

You, do you remember me?, Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life ,Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell, And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else.

How, How could we go wrong, It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross, And what we had isn't lost,
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts.

You'll always be in my life,Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory, You, will you remember me
And before you set me free, Oh listen please.

Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That Somebody's Me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv9hrQzU0cA

13 Nov 2012 16:32

You, do you remember me?, Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life ,Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell, And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else.

How, How could we go wrong, It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross, And what we had isn't lost,
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts.

You'll always be in my life,Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory, You, will you remember me
And before you set me free, Oh listen please.

Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That Somebody's Me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv9hrQzU0cA

13 Nov 2012 16:10

11 Nov 2012 08:11



Today, I Feel More Alive Than Ever In My Life, I Love You Jessica

09 Nov 2012 17:03



I Am Condemned, Rest In Peace, Satan Is Waiting For Me.

09 Nov 2012 08:03

08 Nov 2012 07:22

I love the way you look at me, I feel the pain you place inside
Lock me up inside dirty cage, While I'm alone inside my mind
I like to teach you all the rules, I'd get to see them set in stone
I like it when you chain me to the bed, There secrets never show
I love the way you rape my skin, I feel the hate you place inside
I need to get your voice out of my head, Cause I'm the guy you'll never find
I'm faking all of the rules, There's no expressions on your face
I'm hoping some day you will let me go, Release me from my dirty cage
I love the way you look at me, I love the way you smack my ass
I love the dirty things you do, I have control of you
I need to feel you, You need to feel me, I can't control you,
You're not the one for me now
I can't control you, You can't control me
I need to feel you, So why's it involve you and me..
You're not the one for me now

07 Nov 2012 07:06

06 Nov 2012 07:13



I Tell You Something.
I Can't Stop Thinking Of You
Always On My Mind
I See You In The Shadows
All The Time

You Never Talk To Me
And You're Never There
I'm Getting Tired Of All This
And You Don't Even Care

03 Nov 2012 18:18

Our Love Will Be Forever

03 Nov 2012 18:14

01 Nov 2012 08:27


It's time to play my new game
It's all about my game and how to play, All about my control, if you can take it
All about your debt, and if you can afford it, It's all about pain and who's going to do
I am the new game, you do not want to play with me, I am control, no way you can shake me,
I am a heavy debt, and no way I can pay, I am the pain and I know you can take
Look over your shoulder ready to run, Like a good little bitch, from a smoking gun
I am the game and I invent new rules, So stop by, you die like a fool
Try to find out what the movement that I do, Come, sucka, why do not you ask me
Do not forget that there is always a price you can pay, For I am the game and want to play
It's time to play my game, Time to play a new game.
If you play my game, you will never be the same, You'll change your name, you'll die in flames
Time to play a new game, It's time to play my game.

30 Oct 2012 11:28



I'm Desperate, I Know Nothing About You,
My Heart Bleeds In Pain, My Soul Breaks In Two,
My Mind Is in Chaos, It Scares Me To Lose You.

26 Oct 2012 14:51



Now!!! You're The Angel Of My Dreams
You Have Colours On Your Wings
You're The Master Of My Sins.

25 Oct 2012 12:35



Twisting And Turning, My Body Is Burning,
Their Position Runs Deep Down Inside
No One Will Listen,They Make The Incision
Now Something Inside Me Has Died.

24 Oct 2012 07:32

No One can Find Me, Here In My Soul
Kicking And screaming, Out Of control



Calm Myself Down Now, Nobody knows
No One Can Find Me, Here In My soul

23 Oct 2012 09:12

22 Oct 2012 13:18



I Fall Into Despair,
In One Life, In One Minute
Everything Will Change Your Spirit
No One Seems To Care

Just Forgive Me, There Is No Return,
There Is No Return, Angels Forgive Me,
Forgive Me, No Return

22 Oct 2012 09:36



Angels For Giveme!

21 Oct 2012 10:00



Fatasia y Amor Dos Quimicos Letales

20 Oct 2012 14:20



My Heath Is Bleeding

20 Oct 2012 09:23



Watch Me In Silence
Look To My Power
Feel My Stroke, As Hard As Iron

Hard As Iron!

19 Oct 2012 10:28



The Love Is My Curse And Pain,
Loneliness Is Always With Me,
In The Eyes Of Madness I'm
His Better Friend, The Worst Is Already
I'm Believing Him
My Heart Is Broken Into A Thousand Pieces,
& My Soul Dies Every Day More & More