sadman's Blog Entries

12 Dec 2012 11:37



The Revenge Is My Will, Your Suffering Is My Prize. Everyone Will Have To Suffer. This Is Not A Threat It's A Promise.

11 Dec 2012 18:02

No one can find me
Here in my soul
Kicking and screaming
Out of control

Calm myself down
Nobody knows
No one can find me
Here in my soul

Hooked on your problems
Do I know why
And if you come my way again
Would I lend a hand
Would I understand

Solitude was never seen as loneliness
And things need time
And time leads to other things
And playing roles

Which are limited
By the poor fund of knowledge
In this sick, sick world
We all fall down
Once in a while

Escaping the law of the unexplained pains

06 Dec 2012 08:34

23 Nov 2012 12:19

19 Nov 2012 07:40

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, bottle of wiskey,
the pills that kill and take the pain away,
diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot
see inside yours and mine.

When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this time

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the
slide that breaks a will,Mothers angel, getting smarter,
how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame,
but who's to blame?

Would you look at me now?
Can you tell I'm a man?
With these scars on my wrists
To prove I'll try again
Try to die again, try to live through this night
Try to die again.....

I'm die again.........Die again

17 Nov 2012 14:24

My heart and my soul are standing in front of me, my heart tells me, Why?
Why did you do this? You were supposed to protect us, you knew it.
My soul kneels crying, and says look what you've done, you condemned us to death,
You're nobody, you're a poor man who was fooled again,
With tears in my eyes, I say I'm so sorry, it was not my intension, please forgive me

13 Nov 2012 16:34

You, do you remember me?, Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life ,Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell, And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else.

How, How could we go wrong, It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross, And what we had isn't lost,
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts.

You'll always be in my life,Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory, You, will you remember me
And before you set me free, Oh listen please.

Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That Somebody's Me.

13 Nov 2012 16:33

You, do you remember me?, Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life ,Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell, And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else.

How, How could we go wrong, It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross, And what we had isn't lost,
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts.

You'll always be in my life,Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory, You, will you remember me
And before you set me free, Oh listen please.

Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That Somebody's Me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv9hrQzU0cA

13 Nov 2012 16:32

You, do you remember me?, Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life ,Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell, And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else.

How, How could we go wrong, It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross, And what we had isn't lost,
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts.

You'll always be in my life,Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory, You, will you remember me
And before you set me free, Oh listen please.

Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see,
That Somebody's Me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv9hrQzU0cA

13 Nov 2012 16:10

11 Nov 2012 08:11



Today, I Feel More Alive Than Ever In My Life, I Love You Jessica

09 Nov 2012 17:03



I Am Condemned, Rest In Peace, Satan Is Waiting For Me.

09 Nov 2012 08:03

08 Nov 2012 07:22

I love the way you look at me, I feel the pain you place inside
Lock me up inside dirty cage, While I'm alone inside my mind
I like to teach you all the rules, I'd get to see them set in stone
I like it when you chain me to the bed, There secrets never show
I love the way you rape my skin, I feel the hate you place inside
I need to get your voice out of my head, Cause I'm the guy you'll never find
I'm faking all of the rules, There's no expressions on your face
I'm hoping some day you will let me go, Release me from my dirty cage
I love the way you look at me, I love the way you smack my ass
I love the dirty things you do, I have control of you
I need to feel you, You need to feel me, I can't control you,
You're not the one for me now
I can't control you, You can't control me
I need to feel you, So why's it involve you and me..
You're not the one for me now

07 Nov 2012 07:06