Stories by she

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She

Message

and request

Each one of us has their own insecurities and fears Loneliness that we face in a crowded place Can create devastating illusions, Those subjective and all too personal Inner spaces that we live in. Illusion of love is a dangerous one, Being in love with love, It’s not the fairest game of them all. Sometimes desire for a simple human touch Can lead into an imaginative inner world,...Read On

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Attention Whores

Crazy usually appears, when people take themselves a tad too seriously :)

Step away Step aside It is I Who is walking by Be on service And shrink away . Step aside Let me through No, from you I don't percieve, You might guessed just right, Disobedience is a bad sign. Now, Step away I am comming through Be aware What I say Can you hear! Do you hear?! Listen now What I say. Look at me And only me I am pretty Don't you see!?! Pretty,...Read On

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She

My Collar

Fantasy became reality on the night he gave me my collar.

The house echoes my uneasy mood, The clatter of my high heels is too loud In the eerie room. Lana Del Rey’s soft toned music And the low light in the corner Are not helping, either. Slowly I strip, Trying to calm myself down with sensual moves. Perhaps the strong liquor you left for me Will bring me some comfort. Naked. I try to relax on the sofa As I see That this is what our...Read On

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She

Request

Please take me, Love me, Cherish me, Adore me. I have so much to give, Plenty to offer. I need to know, must know, To whom I am giving it all to. Baby, love me, See me, Hold me, And please don't let me run away. *Great Thank You to delightful Gypsymoth, who become to know me so well and what am I trying to express with my writing, without explanations....Read On

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She

Off

Considering that this might be, What I was looking for, Hoped for, What I was wishing for, I should play it nicely No mind games, No who will take power over, Non competing I will take, Carefully build up dress made of stone hard bricks, Off my chest, I am going to force myself, To show him what I am. I trust myself, That I am good enough, Interesting enough And funny enough, To keep...Read On

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She

Blackjack

I feel your power taking me over. Your eyes ask, “Can you feel it?” It is a conversation between our bodies; There is no need for words. Our bodies play their own game, I have no say in it, And as it is the most natural thing to do, Without a word being said You take my hand and pull me closer. Your touch takes possession of my skin, My body shivers as your grip becomes stronger. ...Read On

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She

Whispers

For all the sleepless nights,  And the tears I have shed, For the unfulfilled promises,  And every broken word, I forgive you. For the wasted moments, The opportunities missed, The dreadful doubts, And unrealistic fears  you held inside of you,  I forgive you. For the darkness of the past, And leaving no bridge unburnt, For all the locked doors, And not even one window open to the future,...Read On

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Refuse To Believe -- Making Peace With the Past

Could that be me that was jealous? I refuse to believe it.

Jealousy.  Is it possible I don't know much about it? No, because .. I met a man, Funny, sexy and smart. I enjoyed spending time with him. Soon he began to tease me, With small things at first. Oooh! I loved  that a lot! So he decided to tell me about the other girls he was seeing. His bragging became cruder and bolder,  Those details didn't feel good to hear,  And my feelings...Read On

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She

No Wonder We Are Through

Showing you I can be weak doesn't make me so, When you see my dark side, it doesn't mean I'm screwed up, I am strong and self confident enough To let you, and the world, See me as I am. I know who I am, I have no illusions, no shame, no reason to hide. I am at ease with myself. This is no time for fairy tales; I refuse to tell you what you want to hear because you...Read On

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Lost In Translation

I ruined one love, one perfect love.  I was frightened, and pushed him as far away as I could. I set my standards high And kept expecting him to meet them. I ruined that love, then I did it again. He was perfect for me, I can say that without an ounce of shame. Our love was good, Full of laughter and respect, He loved me and encouraged me to be myself, I was...Read On

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She

Fucking Irony Of My Life

I've got something to share with you.. I have carried this feeling inside me for all my years This emotion that covers all my life fields Is so called pain That pain is all over me Sometimes it feels like I don't want to be left without This frequent emotion is stuck with me It seems like it's part of my being It should be emotion that comes and goes It should really be just an a...Read On

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She

Me To Blame

You knew You always knew we would never stay in touch I was warned by you my dear friend If I will do wrong our friendship would end You knew me all too well I wish that day had never come Years have passed and still I feel the pain of you Consequences of my harsh decision are alive The memories of you twist in my heart And what of your memories? The laughter The games ...Read On