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Well, it's been a week and I haven't heard anything in a while.. I can only hope everything went right.

I'm not really sure how I feel right now..

So, I am reeeaaalllllyyyy missing Dante. It has almost been a week and I just don't know what to do. I am getting better about talking about him, but it is still hard. He was my baby and made me so happy! The fact that I won't get to make his leg twitch when I scratch that one spot on his belly or hear him whimper in excitement to see me makes me sad.

And, P.S. : He was more than just a dog. He was a part of the family. And most definitely, my heart.

This is the last picture I took of my baby. And now he is gone. We only had him for three months. He could make me smile and laugh by just looking at me. It was like he knew what to do. Anyone that truly knows me will tell you that I loved this dog more than anything. And now I lost him... I love you, Dante. Mommy will always love you. I can't wait till I see you again..

I am patiently waiting for our days to match up so I can hang out with him! Sex will most likely happen!

Ok, you win. Whatever. You know where to find me.

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel.

-Papa Roach

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

-Linkin Park

I just wanna give up sometimes. Just say fuck everything.

If I could be anywhere in the world, I'd be in his arms. ♥

Just fuck everything. I just wanna run away.

I don't think that missing someone this much is healthy....

There is really only a few certain people on here keeping me from deleting this....

I'm not sure what to think about this feeling anymore... It just won't go away and is relentless.

I have just given up on getting him out of my head...