I am a total enigma, even to myself. I am darkness and light. I am tender and hard. People think they know me, they do not. They see me as pale, soft, pastel, they don't see under my cape of privacy, I am dark, bold and bright. Raised to please, I say yes, when I mean no; offer peace while I plan for retribution; my words will tell you to go while my arms hold you tight; my clothes mark me as independent and confident, inside looking for my Daddy; shy and your star attraction; use my beauty to my advantage and hate myself for it. Vanilla on the outside and outrageous decadence on the inside. Never came across in real time a superman/dom, so I create my own.

Interests
read, study, analyze, clarify, understand, interpret ... then repeat, repeat, repeat, and repeat.
fantasize, think-up, take notes, formulate, draft, compose, write, save then ... repeat, repeat, and repeat.
dominant men, sex...repeat, repeat, repeat and MORE and everything to do with it.
equestrian, riding on horseback, performance and everything to do with it.
Ranching, farming, country western dancing, good friends, new friends and everything to do with it.

Favorite Books
Recently Divergent Series, The Goldfinch, The Book Theif, She's Come Undone, The Shiralee, Solitude,Be the Pack Leader, Wuthering Heights, The Great Gatsby, Legends of the Fall, The Great Santini,The Sound and the Fury, To Kill a Mockingbird, Member of the Wedding, All Alone in the World, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath, We Were Liars, God Calling by Two Listeners, an American Fraud, I Know This Much is True, Lone Survivor, Love Letters of Famous Poets and Novelists, The Prince of Tides, Atlas Shrugged, Angela's Ashes, Called out of Darkness, Bastard out of Carolina, Lovely Bones, The Help, Angela's Ashes

Favorite Authors
Donna, Tartt, Pat Conroy, Harper Lee, William Faulkner, Carson McCullers, Ayn Rand, Alice Sebold, Kathryn Stockett, John Hart, Julia Cameron, Anne Rice, Frances Hodgson Burnett, Frank McCourt, D'Arcy Niland, Nora Roberts, Cherise Sinclar

Favorite Movies
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Favorite TV Shows
Do not watch TV.

Favorite Music
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