Stories published by StillUndecided

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StillUndecided

The Cons of Online Love

I cannot explain these things I feel for you, You, my love across the miles. You are the one I choose to love, Love with all my heart. But there are cons to these things I feel, I feel with all my being. You are so very far away, Away from me, my love. I hate the time difference, Difference of many hours. I cannot feel your gentle touch, Touch against my skin. I cannot just appear at...Read On

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Broken Rules

Everyone likes to break the rules...

You break the rules to talk to me, That dawned on me today, Shouldn't text at work you see, E'en though you'd rather play. Though I don't like the thought of this, The trouble you go through, I know you play it carefully, So that nobody sees. So when you text me through the day, You bring me little smiles, All the little things you say, Help me know I'm okay. So when you go on to your...Read On

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The Truth of Truth or Dare

What happens in Truth or Dare, STAYS in Truth or Dare

Everyone knows how to play Truth or Dare in real life, The guys dare the girls to kiss one another, The truths they can tell are lies by your eyes, But compared to my room, That's tame. If you should enter here tonight, I suggest you wear something bright, Maybe yellow, maybe green, Just make sure you can be seen. Truths delve deep, A secret you said you'd keep, Dares intense, Do a lapdance...Read On

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Now You're Not Mine

Now you're not mine, I'm sad. Now you're not mine, I'm lonely. Now you're not mine, I ache. Now you're not mine, I'm broken. Now you're not mine, You're free. Now you're not mine, We can both live our lives. Now you're not mine, We can just be the best of friends. Now you're not mine, Change can happen. Now you're not mine, I'm scared. Now you're not mine, You're only his. Now...Read On

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To You, My Beloved Ex - Bollocks.

Screw You.

To you my beloved, I once wrote a poem, "The Way You Make Me Feel" Well looking back now, I guess I was a fool, To ever believe that you loved me. You pulled me along, You strung me a tale, Spun me a web of lies, Told me how much you loved me, When all along it was never me, That really tickled your fancy. I knew the distance was great, You sped up my heart rate, But now you just make me...Read On

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Rose Petals on a Piano

Rose Petals on a Piano To love you is to play a piano adorned with rose petals, One must be gentle as the keys are depressed, Yet must command them well, The petals, Beautiful to behold, Gentle to brush lightly, Soft to touch. The beautiful music comes, From the touch of the pianist, The tone of the piano, To the ear of the listener, To their consciousness, Evermore. But...Read On

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If I Lost You

If I should lose you, I don't know what I'd do, I'd cry for a while, Lose all my style. Those insecurities you have, I live to make you feel secure. Hop on a random plane, Go a little insane. I don't want to lose you, I think I'd feel quite blue. The things you hope and dream for, I live to make them come true for you. I'd miss your smile, Miss your voice, Miss the way you know me. ...Read On

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View To An Orgasm

Written by StillUndecided for Lush Stories ONLY! We sat at midnight waiting for the last train home on the platform, deserted but for two women. It was a cold night and we were snuggling up ourselves on one of the slightly frosty benches they provided sparsely across the station, keeping closely together for warmth in the bitter night. The train wasn't due for a while yet but we had nowhere...Read On

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For My Missing Bestie

For Lushstories publication ONLY I miss you old friend, Lush best friend. Your crazy ways, Our moderator days, All caught up now in a haze. I know you can't come back, So I know you can't keep track, But just in case you look, Please note all that you took. Your happiness, Your smile, Your cheery disposition. I even wrote a poem, For my best friend, My missing limb, But I do hope...Read On

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Illusion

For publication on Lushstories ONLY You knew I was a switch, You switched my mind right on, On to the possibility that I could be your Domme. You asked me in sincerity, Sincere is not your style, Your style is to just play around and tofool with my mind. I gave consideration, Consideration to your query, Your query that was meant for me just like everybody. So when you then ignored me, As...Read On

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You

Written by StillUndecided - For display by Lushstories ONLY Things started quickly, We jumped in real fast, People thought me thick-ly, Said it wouldn't last... I refused to listen, Didn't want to let them in, Couldn't make their mission, To make me give in and sin... I thought if I tried my best, And obeyed Your every rule, I passed Your every test, We would make it through the Yule... ...Read On

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To Break Or To Be Broken

I’m not one who likes the business of heart-breaking, Perhaps it is because I’m used to my own heart being broken, I’ll sit and wait for the text I know is coming, “I loved you, but the chord's no longer strumming, I’m leaving in the morning, I trust there’ll be no mourning” But personally I find its delivery painful, It all seems slightly woeful, The instant severance, Leaves me...Read On

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A Biting Desire

So Bite Me

We shared something, you and I... The love of the feel of teeth on skin, That and our love of each other, A burning fire, A sting, A mark. The bite, such a pure pain, So filled with my desire for you and you for I, The mark, a symbol of it, There for sometimes the world, Sometimes just us, Secret things. But you've gone, You've taken your teeth with you, Taken your passion, Your love,...Read On

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If You Never Try, You'll Never Know

If You Never Try, You’ll Never Know When I went to the ticket office to collect the tickets I had won to go and watch PlayingItCold, I had no idea that this wasn’t the biggest of surprises I was to have this month. So let me introduce myself to you, I am Sarah, I’m 19, and a music student. I live it, breathe it, if it was a currency, I would be rich. But as it is, being a student, I...Read On

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With You

Someone told me once, that distance doesn’t matter, That if you love someone, you’re already there with them… There isn’t anything I don’t love about you, Your eyes hold mischief and a sparkle, I’ve fallen into them already innumerable times, Your smile, warm, seductive, loving, Draws me in more every time I see it, The way you grin, it does things to me, Your stance,...Read On

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Enemies On The Mat, Lovers Off

When two people are such fierce competition on the mat, something somewhere else must pull them toge

When you watch the Olympics, there is always a sport which not many people have heard of - Judo. I, being the strange and random person that I am, have grown up doing this sport. Now, I’m not on the lighter side of life, so there weren’t all that many people to fight me, but I would be useful when it came to the Olympics to fight in the heavier categories. In competitions in the UK,...Read On

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It Hurts

Who would have thought my best friend would respond so well...then perplex me quite so much?

So here the story starts in fact, becomes fiction, and then returns to fact..I wish that the fiction was fact and the fact was fiction. You can't win them all. I'll let you guess where fact and fiction swap over. I hadn't been at university long, but the course I was on only had around 35 people. Getting to know people hadn't been a problem. My friends and family had all expected that when...Read On

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You Had Your Eyes Wide Open…Why Were They Open?

So since Sam and I split, which is interesting considering how we were never together in the first place, I’ve been noticeably kind of upset. People keep asking me if I have lost a family member, I reply in the negative but can never tell them why I’m as sad as I am. Well, as sad as I was. The next time I had to see Sam was the day of our assessments. I was completely dreading it after...Read On

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Red

Sam took something perfect, and painted it red. I’m not going into how we split. But we split. This story is how I moved on, how I tried to forget the damage Sam caused, though not completely. You never forget completely. Life after Sam was a little difficult. I mean, how couldn’t it be, when we would be spending most of our time together in lectures, singing lessons one after the...Read On

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The Way You Make Me Feel

How am I supposed to tell you, The way that you really make me feel, When every time I speak to you, My words all leave my head? So I guess I’m just going to have to tell you, When you’re not online, Exactly the way you make me feel, When you are. The way you talk to me, Like I’m your best friend, Your lover, Your sister. I lose track of time, But you knew that, ...Read On

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Trains Aren't All That Bad...

Trains Aren’t All That Bad… So yet again, it was time for me to get onto the train. I had been home for important reasons over the weekend but this time, I couldn’t get a lift back from my mum and dad. The train therefore was the next best thing. It’d take a little longer, be a little bumpier and I’d be sitting with complete strangers, facing the potential of anything happening. Bear...Read On

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