Slowly Lacy made her way down the narrow stairs, but she got only a little more than halfway down when she was greeted by a vision she could never have imagined in her wildest dreams. There, strapped tightly to the X-cross was her strong Swedish Mistress whose dominance had ruled and formed Lacy’s adult life. Freja was naked and looked as if she was asleep but as Lacy approached closer she realized Freja was in some sort of semi-conscious state where she was only barely aware of the world around her.
Lacy simply stared at the naked body for a long time as it was hard for her to imagine her Mistress naked and helpless like this. There were also marks which were glaringly obvious to Lacy. Freja’s body had clearly been brutally sexually used and harshly punished for it was bruised and welted. Worse than that, Freja’s beautiful breasts were bound together with tight ropes and the nipples were tightly clamped with heavy weights were hanging and swinging wildly whenever Freja’s body moved slightly.
It was during one of these slight movements when Freja’s head looked up and she groaned. Now Lacy felt certain her Mistress knew she was there and she hurried over to the cross to offer help. It was then Lacy’s attention was distracted by the very recognizable fine red lines crisscrossing her Mistress’ breasts, belly, and thighs. Freja had been caned and a quick glance at her face revealed she’d also been decorated with gobs of semen, just as Lacy’s face had been hours earlier.
“Lacy . . . is that you?” Freja asked in a voice which seemed far too weak for her.
“Yes, Mistress.” Lacy confirmed, but her curiosity forced her to ask more.
“Did Gabriel do this to you?” Lacy had to assume this was the work of the man she had wanted so much last night, but it seemed beyond bizarre to see it done to her Mistress.
“Yes, he did.” Freja confirmed in a voice filled with embarrassment as she looked away unable to make eye contact with Lacy.
However Lacy immediately realized this was only half of what she needed to know. Yes, Gabriel had done this, but had Freja asked him to? To Lacy this was the real conundrum because she simply couldn’t imagine Freja had consented to this, but on the other hand she instinctively felt Gabriel couldn’t have done this without Freja’s consent.
“Mistress, I’m sorry, but I have to know. Did you ask him to do this to you?” Lacy barely dared to ask the question for fear Mistress would be angry with her, but she had to know.
“Yes, Lacy, I asked him to do this.” Freja’s tone was annoyed, but still her cool blue eyes wouldn’t make eye contact with her sub.
Lacy suddenly put all the information together and she now understood why she’d been sent to bed when she had expected she was going to be Gabriel’s wanton sex slave for the evening. What she had previously seen as Freja’s jealousy of how well Gabriel dominated her wasn’t jealousy at all. She wanted to submit to him!
To Lacy this was more than just a shock, it was almost incomprehensible, for she had never seen Freja exhibit submissive tendencies. Yet there had been a betrayal last night and like any woman Lacy suddenly felt her emotions kick in and she instantly felt a stab of jealous anger aimed at her Mistress.
“Can you please release me, Lacy? This is very uncomfortable so please don’t make me wait.” Suddenly Freja’s voice was back to the demanding tone Lacy knew well, but Lacy was still upset. With her jealousy aroused, she was caught up in an emotional cycle which was feeding a growing anger at Freja.
“Lacy, what’s wrong with you. Please, help me get down, right now.” Freja’s insistent voice now reflected her impatience with the lack of reaction from her slave.
It was just enough to make Lacy’s anger flare up. “Why did you let him do this to you? You knew how much I wanted to serve him.” Lacy’s voice was so loud and demanding she suddenly felt she’d gone way too far.
Freja hesitated for a moment, but finally she looked up and her eyes now focused on Lacy. “I’m sorry and I know you’re upset, but it’s not easy for me to explain what happened last night. If you would please help me down of this cross, I promise I’ll try to explain it all once I’ve had a chance to rest.” Freja’s tone lost its demanding edge and Lacy realized her Mistress did need help, but something still held her back.
Lacy suddenly realized their roles were reversed for the first time ever. Secure straps held Freja’s wrists, ankles, and belly to the X-cross and she wasn’t going anywhere without Lacy’s assistance. Looking over the Freja’s whip welts and cane stripes, Lacy understood the pain Freja was feeling and she knew if she demanded her explanation now Freja would have little choice but to give it or suffer. She was in total control of the situation.
For one brief tantalizing moment Lacy flirted with the idea of demanding her explanation, but she didn’t possess the dominant personality to sustain such a desire. She realized it took a certain kind of strength to take advantage of a favorable situation and she didn’t yet have that strength. Without saying a word, Lacy’s hands went to work on loosening the straps binding her Mistress.
When Lacy gently removed the tight rope bound around Freja’s soft breasts, blood rushed back into the capillaries making previously deadened nerve ending cry out in pain to Freja’s brain. It was even worse when Lacy removed the nipple clamps and she had to help her pain-stricken Mistress down of the cross. As it turned out Freja needed her support to climb the stairs and walk to the bedroom.
Once in the bedroom, Lacy brought Freja not to the bed, but to the large tub in the adjoining bath. Having been punished many times before, she knew a warm bath in medicinal salts and then an application of cooling salve was what her Mistress most needed.
The hardest part for Lacy was remaining silent as she cleaned Freja’s abused and sweaty body with a soft loofah. She was afraid to say anything for fear her inner anger would show, but finally Freja smiled at her slave and broke the silence.
“Thank you, Lacy. I have no idea what I would have done without you. I guess I’m not practiced at planning for a session as a submissive. I never thought to discuss with Gabriel how the session would end. I never expected him to leave me there. How foolish of me.” Freja’s tone was light as if the whole thing had been a lark which had harmed no one.
Inside, Lacy’s anger pulsed as she got the feeling Freja wasn’t even fully aware of how angry and jealous she felt. Then after a moment of thought something else occurred to her. She sensed Freja was bold face lying since she had admitted she had consented to what Gabriel had done.. Not for a moment did Lacy believe Gabriel would have left Freja as he did without her consent. Even Freja assertion she was unpracticed rang as disingenuous because Lacy knew Freja knew the responsibilities of a sub in a BDSM relationship. She had to know them because she had taught them to Lacy.
“Do you really expect me to believe that crap?” The angry question abruptly burst out of Lacy’s mouth before she could stop it. Then she felt flustered, but now her feelings were exposed and she knew she had to defend them.
“We haven’t known Gabriel long, but it’s obvious to me he respects the rules even more than you do. I simply don’t believe he left you on the cross without your permission.” With her anger gushing like a torrent now, Lacy dropped the loofah in the bath water and stood up looking down with glaring eyes at her Mistress.
Tense moments passed slowly without a word from Freja and Lacy felt confident her assessment had been right. Her Mistress’ silence was a clear admission of guilt.
“Well, if you’re going to lie to me then you can take care of yourself.” Lacy stated as she walked away from the tub toward the bedroom door. She was going to walk out on Freja, but deep inside her she was terribly afraid this could be the end of their relationship if she did. Yet if Freja was lying to her how strong could their relationship really be?
“Please, Lacy, don’t go. I’m sorry, I really am. I’m confused right now, but it was wrong to say that.” Freja looked up at Lacy with a pitifully sad face which was in direct conflict with the strength and confidence Lacy had grown accustomed to seeing there.
The apology immediately softened Lacy to the point where the compassion inherent in her submissive nature returned. She returned to the tub and knelt down to pick up the loofah to continue her gentle cleansing of Freja’s body.
For the rest of the bath, silence ensued, broken only by the dripping of water and an occasional groan of pain from Freja. Lacy concentrated on her work and tried to imagine everything would work out, but she found it nearly impossible to convince herself.
When she was done cleaning, Lacy gently helped Freja out of the tub and then carefully dried her before having her lie on her back on the bed. As Lacy applied the cooling salve, which would help soother the angry welts and red lines and eventually help them disappear, she desperately wanted to ask Freja what her intentions were with regards to Gabriel. Unfortunately Lacy’s fear of a possible conflict left her unable to ask the question.
After the salve was completely applied, Lacy pulled up the red satin sheets to tuck her Mistress in so Freja could get the sleep she needed. As Lacy pulled the sheets up over her, Freja reached up and touched her slave’s long blonde hair.
“Thank you, Lacy, you are and have always been a devoted and wonderful sub and now I see how kind and compassionate you are even under difficult circumstances. Perhaps you have shown me more compassion than I deserve, but when I wake up I’ll try to explain to you what I’m feeling.” Freja’s words sounded sincere and Lacy derived some comfort from them.
Nodding to Freja, Lacy stood up and quietly watched over her Mistress until she fell asleep. Unlike Lacy’s ordeal last night, sleep didn’t take long to claim Freja, but Lacy continued to watch the slumbering figure after sleep had come. Lacy realized she loved Freja more than anyone else in the world and so much of Lacy’s kinky submissive sexuality had been nurtured by this Swedish Domme. She remembered with joy the day she’d first met the commanding girl in blue spandex who had all her teammates rushing to please her and had Lacy wishing she were one of those teammates. Lacy knew Freja made her who she was, but was this the same Freja who had done those things? The Freja Lacy knew would never have consented to letting a man, even a man as handsome and hung as Gabriel, use and abuse her body as he been done last night. So now Lacy faced a difficult question. Who is this person slumbering before me?
It was a question Lacy had no answer to, but she knew her whole life hinged on the answer.
Lacy tried to go about the daily chores she was accustomed to as Freja’s slave, but somehow they seemed suddenly meaningless. Bored and completely unable to stop thinking of the future, Lacy decided to take a long walk on the beach. Oddly, she felt the need to slip on her pink bikini before she went out because she didn’t feel comfortable walking naked on the beach without her Mistress. When she left the house she instinctively walked in the opposite direction from Henry’s house because she had no desire to risk a random meeting with Gabriel. Eventually she would want to talk to him about this, but before she could talk to him she had to talk to Freja. She couldn’t deny she still wanted Gabriel sexually, but it seemed beyond her comprehension to be in competition with her Mistress to serve a new Master.
Once she began walking, Lacy’s mind left Freja and Gabriel behind and to her surprise she found herself thinking of new things. New possibilities she had never seriously considered before flooded in on her which was both exciting and frightening. It was frightening because it meant her mind was beginning to contemplate her life without Freja.
Whatever the reason, Lacy walked so long the sun was low in the western sky by the time she returned home. However she was grateful because the long walk had cleared her head and she was looking forward to perhaps having a long and productive dinner table conversation with Freja.
Unfortunately when Lacy entered the darkened bedroom and flipped on the light there was only an empty bed there. Another hurried search of the house confirmed what Lacy instantly suspected, her Mistress had left, but Lacy had no doubt where Freja had gone.
Returning to the living room, Lacy looked through a southward facing window to see Henry’s sea-blue beach house with its large elevated deck. Taking a deep breath, she knew she had little choice but to go there to confront Freja and perhaps Gabriel because clearly Freja wasn’t willing to voluntarily talk to her. She was afraid and unsure of how such a confrontation would go, but she knew she needed resolution now.
* * * *
Lacy tensed up as her finger pressed Henry’s doorbell for she knew Gabriel might answer it, but she received a reprieve because it was the nerdy Henry who opened the door. From the very first time Lacy and Freja had met Henry they both realized he was an ultra-submissive male. He was the kind of guy who could barely manage the courage to steal glances at their nubile flesh before he felt guilty about what he’d done. This time was no different as Henry’s eyes quickly roamed over Lacy’s tightly-stretched pink-Lycra bikini before eventually going to ground. He was seemingly unable to actually look a lovely, young woman in the eye.
“Hi, Henry, how are you?” Almost immediately Lacy felt different about Henry than she had on past occasions. On those occasions she had been used by Freja as a tool to tease Henry by bumping into him and even rubbing her breasts against him. Freja had let Lacy be the teaser as she taunted Henry with playful verbal jabs at his seeming inability to act manly. During these times, Lacy had gotten the impression Freja’s opinion of Henry was lower than low. This feeling had been confirmed when Freja had not chosen Henry as one of the submissive males she let Lacy “play” with. Now, without Freja, Lacy looked at Henry in a different way seeing him as a harmless guy who was sorta cute in a geekish sort of way.
“Hi, L . . . lacy, I suppose you’re here to see Gabriel.” After his initial stutter Henry’s tone sounded like he was annoyed to be welcoming another beautiful woman who only wanted to see his older brother.
“Well, I’m actually looking for Freja, but I assume she’s with Gabriel, right?” Of course Lacy wanted to confirm Freja was where she suspected, but she suddenly felt no particular hurry to confront her Mistress. Being curious about Henry, she decided she wanted to talk to him for a bit. Maybe with a little attention, he could be brought out of his shell.
“Yah, they’re both downstairs. They have been for a while. Gabe asked me not to interrupt them, but I’m sure you would be welcome.” Again Henry’s tone sounded annoyed.
Lacy wondered if sounding annoyed was Henry’s way of meekly protesting the fact he wasn’t welcome to join his brother. This was a classic example of passive aggression and it made Lacy want to investigate Henry’s mindset.
“Well, I’m in no hurry to see her. Would invite me in for a drink, Henry?” Lacy smiled and stepped closer to Henry so he could smell her scent.
“Uhhh . . . sure, but are you sure. You really want to have a drink with me?” Henry’s look of stunned surprise almost made Lacy laugh, but she held in her reaction.
Henry stepped away from the door to allow Lacy to come inside and Lacy did, strutting by him as she noted how his eyes followed her drinking in her body.
“Shall we get a drink and sit out on your deck. It’s a gorgeous day and I’d love to hear about your job.” By now Lacy realized she could ask Henry to hammer a nail through his foot and he’d probably do it.
“You would, oh god, that’s great, Lacy.” Henry smiled and his eyes actually made contact with hers.
“How about a Pina Colada,” Henry offered?
Lacy was in no mood to say no and ten minutes later they were relaxing in a cool ocean breeze on the lounge chairs of Henry’s deck. As Lacy sipped her Pina Colada, she wondered what to do next in this new situation which she seemed to be in complete control of. She’d already discovered Henry was a high-salaried software engineer with a well-known gaming company while he’d made their drinks. She’d been amused as he fumbled with the bottles and had to produce the owner’s manual in order to operate his state-of-the-art blender in his ultra-modern kitchen. She’d gotten even more insight into his nature when he’d consulted a bartender’s drink manual to prepare the drinks, being precise with every measurement and instruction the manual gave. To Lacy this meant Henry was a follow-the-directions type who didn’t take chances and was more than a little afraid of risk. This meant she it would be important to stay within Henry’s comfort zone.
“So, tell me, Henry, what do you think Gabriel and Freja are doing downstairs right now?” Lacy knew this was a loaded question which might backfire on her, but her instinct told her Henry had to know exactly what Gabriel did with women. The question was would he be willing to voice his opinion on his older brother’s sexual activities.
Henry hesitated for a moment and Lacy wondered if she’d gone too far.
“It’s okay, Henry, I was just curious about what you thought of it, but if you’re uncomfortable talking about it that’s fine.” In order to sooth him, Lacy got up and went over to Henry’s lounge chair to sit down right on his lap.
Henry was surprised, but after he adjusted to Lacy’s body being so close he responded, “Well, the truth is I was sorta surprised when Freja rang the bell. I figured Gabe would bring you over to play his games cause . . .” Henry seemed to get stuck for a moment.
“Well you’re not the dominating one and I thought Freja was. Gabe likes girls who let him tie them up and do things to them. I didn’t think a woman like Freja would like getting treated like a slave and fucked by Gabe.” Henry’s eyes seemed to mirror his confusion about the roles he thought Freja and Lacy occupied.
Lacy was touched by his desire to understand it all and she reached out and gently grabbed hold of his chin to pull his head toward her just enough to give him a kiss on the lips.
“So you were confused when you saw Gabe with Freja, right?” Lacy asked after the kiss.
Henry, who was completely stunned by the kiss, didn’t verbally respond, but he nodded his head to agree with Lacy.
“Well, I have to admit I’m a little puzzled by Freja’s behavior too. Last night, Gabe strapped her to our X-cross and then he whipped, caned, and fucked her hard. It was, to say the very least, totally out of character for her.” Lacy paused a moment and looked at Henry.
His eyes told the biggest part of the story as they stared, dreamily but without much thought, at Lacy. She was sure Henry was smitten, in love but unable to communicate his condition. Reaching over she felt his crotch and it was as she expected, a partial erection quickly springing to life.
“Do you want to kiss me again, Henry?” Lacy asked and she received the same nodding of his head.
Lacy moved to kiss Henry, but this time it wasn’t a quick kiss on the lips. Lacy kept him in an impassioned lip lock, with her tongue inside his mouth, for almost thirty seconds. The look on Henry’s face when the kiss ended was beyond blissful.
Yet to his credit Henry recovered enough to speak and he showed a remarkable understanding of why Lacy was there. “So are you mad at Gabe about how he chose Freja rather than you?”
The questions made Lacy think. Was she mad at Gabriel? No, she still wanted Gabriel and his cock and she even could forgive him if he was trying to take Freja away because it was an common and understandable behavior for a dominant male. No, it’s not Gabriel I’m mad at, it’s Freja for deceiving me.
“It’s not so much Gabe I’m mad at, it’s more about Freja. I feel like she’s just abandoning me and I want to confront her about it, but that’s hard because I’ve never seen her as anything but my Mistress.” All of a sudden Lacy felt more confident about this eventual confrontation as if the simple act of telling Henry made it easier.
“Henry, have you ever been with a girl. I mean for sex.” Lacy was pretty sure she knew the answer, but she was curious if Henry would admit it. She knew it was hard for men of Henry’s age to admit to virginity.
“Ohhh . . . well, it’s been quite a while, but I did have a girl, Margaret, back in high school.” Henry’s eyes went immediately to the deck as he explained and Lacy suspected this high school girlfriend was probably made up.