I’ve gone down the driveway in a light industrial area that opens up into a gravel-covered parking area. Behind it; an ordinary concrete-block two-level building. It's not a motel. There is a doorway with the number above. It’s definitely the right number, so I go inside and up the stairs.
At the top, I enter an open loft space with a wooden floor. I’m surprised to see there are about twelve people standing around talking. Folding chairs are set out, and an attractive woman with striking red lipstick, her dark hair pulled back in a ponytail, is smiling and chatting as she sets out some more. Then I see you. You’re chatting with a guy that is slightly shorter and more solidly built than you are. The guy has excellent posture and, with his bare feet, I can imagine him being a martial arts instructor.
Looking around I am intrigued by the mixture of ages and people, and my curiosity keeps growing. When I join you and your friend, you introduce me.
"Nice to meet you! It’s your first time at a Shibari workshop, I understand?" he asks, taking my held-out hand in both of his. Before I can respond you intervene, "We've toyed with the thought of restraint a few times, but just between the two of us. She loves beauty, in fact, has an excellent eye for it. I think she'll really enjoy the aesthetics of Shibari."
"Ah! Thanks for helping us out today, I think you will thoroughly enjoy it. We'll have you on third, since it's your first time." And with that, his bare feet walk him to the front of the group of chairs where he invites everyone to sit down. I don't even know where to start with the questions, but the group has gone quiet and is taking their seats. I didn't even get the guy's name. You hold my hand as we sit down, and whisper as you look into my slightly apprehensive face, "Don't worry, if there's anything you're not enjoying we just stop. This is a safe space"
"We're very lucky to have Kenjo-san demonstrating for us today," your friend announces to the group. "He doesn't consider himself a teacher, so he will not be explaining his techniques or answering questions, as much as I'm sure we would all love to be able to pick his brains. Even so, I think we'll all learn a great deal just by watching his extraordinary work. He will be working with three different models today. You'll have a chance to examine his work more closely at the end, but for now, please sit and enjoy the demonstration; Kenjo-san!"
The group claps, as a Japanese man of undefined age, stands. The woman I noticed earlier with the bright lipstick stands too and goes behind a screen. Kenjo-san walks to the front of the group and takes a coil of rope from a large bag. His movements are graceful as he plays the rope out. The woman emerges from behind the screen in just a pair of plain cotton undies. Her large breasts and full hips are mesmerising. The whole of her back, and down each arm, are tattooed - whimsical and intricately beautiful. She presents herself to Kenjo-san, still carrying the smile she had earlier, albeit hiding a hint of nervousness now.
He looks her in the eyes for a moment, studying. He doesn't return her smile, just simply takes her arms and folds them behind her back, making each hand, hold the elbow of the opposite arm. He wraps a coil of rope around the two arms in the centre, just above the wrists. Another coil follows, tightens, finishes with a knot binding her arms together. Rope is draped up and over her shoulder, then down her front, between her breasts, and loosely wrapped around her waist.
His movements are fluid. He plays the ropes out. Going around her body, sometimes doubling over a rope already laid, sometimes letting them take a different path across her body. It’s like an artist sketching, loose lines are first an unrecognisable sprawl, and as they tighten and are knotted together, the pattern emerges. A symmetrical rope ladder up her back, binding her arms in place. On her front, the cable goes twice around her ribcage, just beneath her breasts, then just above, and across her shoulders making it dig into the swell of her breasts. Her nipples are hard now, sensitive, available.
He walks her to one of the columns and binds her feet tightly against it. The same rope is then led up to the labyrinthine ladder on her back. He stands in front of her, assessingly. Her smile is now simply one of complete submission. Placing his hands gently on her shoulders, he pulls her towards him. Her feet are immobile and her body falls out from the column until the rope at her back takes her weight. She regains her smile, and looks him in the eyes, "Thank you, master." Applause from the group. He doesn't release her.
The second model is taller, thinner, with short hair. She walks out from behind the screen completely naked, goes to Kenjo-san, and says something to him in Japanese, bowing her head. He positions her like a sprinter in starting blocks. This time he moves swiftly, coiling rope around her ankles, calves, thighs, waist, chest, arms. It's beautiful to watch. This is a dance, or perhaps more a marionette performance. Her torso is pushed down against her front leg, her arms pulled outwards, tracing rhythmic floppy circles on the floor as he pulls on the ropes.
He makes her back leg point outwards, which makes her back arch and her chest expand and go upwards. Kenjo-san finds anchor points on the back wall, and two more on the columns. He draws long runs of rope from his model. Wrists, feet; the lithe woman is the centre of a spider's web. The ropes are pulled tight into the final rope installation; she is lying on her left hip, that same left leg pulled behind her and her right leg pulled forward. A twist at her hips, her torso is turned the other way, her chest upwards, her arms stretched out and her small breasts accentuated by the basketwork of rope. Admiring whispers and more applause follow.
It’s my turn now. Cued by expectant looks, I stand up from the audience. It’s quiet. Eyes are on me as I walk and disappear behind the screen. Am I really going to do this? I stand for a moment, feeling my heart beating in my throat. Then, decisively, I undo my jeans and slide them off my hips. My t-shirt is next. I had worn sexy lingerie for you today, expecting an intimate time; not standing in a warehouse folding my clothes before walking out to this group of men and women - strangers. I pause for a moment and look down at her body. A plethora of flaws running through my head.
"You can do this. It will be an amazing experience" You seem to have read my thoughts as you emerge next to me. Kissing me you unclasp my bra, and pull my knickers down encouragingly. You trace your hand back up my legs and over my naked arse.
"You're beautiful… And it's time now," you whisper, pushing me out from the screen.
I try not to look at the faces, but their eyes are all on me, each set of eyes dizzying me. And my lover? He went back in the crowd of eyes. Kenjo-san stands directly in front of me, taking me in, appraising me. He puts his hands on my shoulders, looks into my blue eyes and down my body. I have never felt more naked. He picks up a rope, steps behind me, and takes my hands. I am shivering, and not sure if it is the coolness of the space or my nerves that make me shake. With only one turn of the rope, my hands are together. He holds them wrist to wrist, away from my body, as he fastens the first knot. Then around again. I am under his control now.
My arms tied behind me are somewhat uncomfortable. I mentally take in my own nakedness, and those eyes on me. All on me. The rope goes around my arms again, another knot. I can feel the vibration of rope feeding through rope, my arms jerking a little as each knot is tightened. I am in the hands of an expert, so I decide to relax into it, letting my mind concentrate on all these different sensations. The coolness of the air on my skin, the tightness of my arms that are immobilised behind me. A little involuntary flex of my arm muscle tells me how tightly bound I am now. Confident hands taking rope, feeding through, and continuing tightening. The sea of eyes, like a bright light shining on me.
Hands press my shoulders. I’m guided down to the floor. Knees are pulled apart, but the soles of my feet are placed together. I feel the cool air on my pussy. The eyes…
My legs have been butterflied out for a room full of strangers. My feet are bound. He passes a rope over my left shoulder, down between my legs and back. I feel it tighten my shoulder to my chest and even crotch. Pulling my legs further apart he fits the rope into the cleft between my vulva and thigh, leaving my crotch on full display. A second rope on the other side. Two ropes pulled tight on either side of my pussy. More rope work I feel, but can't see.
A sound from above, rope sliding across metal. Then more ropework: the fibre running down my spine. I feel a tug. A slight movement of my shoulders is indicating that my upper body is pivoting around a point just between my shoulder blades. I relax a little and feel that the rope there has taken my weight. Kenjo-san is working at my feet now. A force pulls on the rope around my ankles, and my body falls forward.
For a second I feel my face falling towards the floor. Terrified, I gasp, but then suddenly I am swinging freely in the air. The same noise of rope against metal as I am being pulled higher, now just a weight, swinging gently. My knees are open, my chest and breasts pushed forward, a diamond-shaped pendulum. A large, final, applause from the group.
I hear a shutter click and jerk my head towards it. "It's OK," you say, "I'll give you the memory card afterwards, but these photos are beautiful. You'll never want to erase them.”
People crowd around me, admiring the ropework and talking. Voices, admiring comments, but no-one speaking to me directly. People examine the knots, run their hands over the ropes, chat as if I’m not even there. How much time has passed while I’ve been hanging there like a piece of flesh?
Finally, you come and help me down. You take my weight while your friend releases the rope that's locking me in. I am unsteady on my feet. Holding me, your friend works on the knots, the backs of his hand under the ropes and against my skin as he undoes each one. Strong hands working around my breasts, minutes each time, my belly, my pussy. The back of his hand against my vulva freeing the knots.
He looks at me. “I’m Gary,” and strokes and kisses my face briefly. All rope now loosened, he pulls it down and back between my legs, grazing my labia as he does so. Behind me Gary threads the rope through to the back and then works to free my waist, his hands working away at the top of my buttocks. Confident, professional. Just my arms bound now. I feel the freedom of being able to turn my torso. His touch is gentle as he works to free my arms too.
The woman with the tattoos approaches. She kisses my cheek. "You looked amazing up there." As if there's nothing unusual about chatting to a semi-bound naked woman in a room full of people. You turn the camera on to show the photos you took. High contrast, the light coming from the side and showing the texture of the ropes digging into my skin, my helplessness in its beauty.
In one, where my head is pulled back and my hair is flowing behind me, I look like a circus performer - In another my pussy is open like a flower with ropes pressed into my skin on either side. The tattooed lady gasps. "Fuck, that's beautiful." She looks into my eyes. "So fucking sexy." I can feel that her words and the realisation of what has happened is getting me turned on now.
Gary is finished untying me. "How are you feeling?" he asks.
"I think I need a glass of wine," I reply, laughing.
"Sounds like a good idea," you say. "We'll just wrap things up here. You're the designated driver, Gary!"
We walk back towards the screen so I can get dressed, but are stopped by a stranger. He shakes my hand and then yours. "Thank you so much for coming, this is my space. I haven't seen you here before?"
"My first time," I say.
"You looked fantastic. It's such a beautiful art form. You were so lucky to have Kenjo-san bind you like that.” We're close to the screen, but you’re teasing me now - you’re not quite ready for me to get dressed. You keep chatting to him. However, I can play this game too and talk as if it's nothing for me to make small talk with strangers while completely naked. I chat, gesticulate, and laugh. I see you smile.
Finally, he leaves. I dress, my comfortable clothes hiding the rope patterns still pressed into my skin. A sexy little secret. After joining Gary again, we go downstairs to his SUV. You hop in the front, and I climb in the back, relieved to have a chance to gather my thoughts while you and Gary chat in the front seats. We park, it’s only a short walk to the bar, but we stop outside. There's a rugby match on and the crowd is cheering. It's not the right vibe.
"Not feeling it?" Gary asks you.
You look over at me. "Nah, maybe just a quiet drink."
"Your place?" Gary asks.
"Umm, with my wife and kids?"
"My place then. I’ve got beers."
I can see you smirk as you reply, "Your place it is."
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It's a single man's apartment; a racing bike on a hook on the wall, a soft rug on the floor. He offers us both a seat on the sofa before going to the kitchen for the beers. When he comes back and hands them to us, I get to see him more closely. Late thirties, early forties perhaps? Some smile lines, an easy, confident manner about him. We chat while thoughts swirl through my head: that he has seen and touched my naked body, that I don't know anything about him, and most of all, that it seems that this is what you had planned for me tonight.
"Yeah, I've been doing it for a few years now. I've never had the chance to suspend anyone though. That's another level up. You were very lucky to experience that on your first time," he says, looking at me as he sits down.