All my life I’d been in a fundamental Christian environment, my home, school, college, and even Grad school, now with my Masters in Business Accounting and Management I know I’m more than ready to face the outside world, even with all its temptations and pitfalls, because I have a firm foundation in my faith and I know nothing can cause me to slid into sin...or so I believed.
A management search company found me the perfect position, office manager trainee for Ralston and Assoc. CPA. A very large company with fleet of girls doing nothing but account executive work. My training supervisor is a lovely woman twice my age, who for whatever reason is still single, certainly not because she lacks desirability because even I feel a strange rush when I’m near her, which is totally unacceptable according to my religious beliefs, or even common morality. But my god why do I have these unclean thoughts about Fran? Even though she is gorgeous, tall, black hair, dark skin, large inviting lips, and a perfect full figure, and so terrible is my fall from grace I find myself sobbing nightly as I pray for forgiveness for ever having such sick perverted thoughts toward Fran. But no matter how hard I try, I daydream of her holding me in her arms, kissing my lips, moving her hand around my body feeling my breasts and vagina...my mind becomes so torn between what I know is right and what my desires feel they need.
Finally after months of training I’ve been given the position and no longer must be in close proximity with Fran. Right after my position as head of the depth. is final, Fran asks me, “Vicky we now may become friends, and I find you to be not only very intelligent and well educated but a very nice person to be around, will you let me take you to dinner this Friday evening? I truly want us to become close friends.” What else can I do but except, even though I no longer work under Fran we do work in the same depth, so I smile, and tell her, “Yes Fran, I will enjoy that very much.”
Friday evening at a very nice restaurant as we are enjoying our dinner Fran does the most embarrassing thing she could possibly do to me, she reaches across the table, holds my hand as she tells me, “ Victoria , I know you are attracted to me, I must tell you, I also am attracted to you. Will you allow us to explore this mutual attraction we have?” I probably turn umpteen shades of red, inhale deeply, feel tears rolling down my face, begin hyperventilating, feel dizzy, lightheaded, my stomach churning and my mind at a loss for an answer. Realizing I’m terribly embarrassing myself, quickly reply, “Please excuse me.”
I start to get up, only to have my legs fail me; after another try, I run to the ladies restroom, go into a stall and vomit, upon heaving my insides out. As I start to get up, my legs do not seem to be able to support me, so as I crumble to the floor. Fran, who has apparently followed me in the restroom, holds me up, and attempting to lighten the mood some, says, “Vicky, a simple yes would have been sufficient.”
For whatever reason that sounds so funny we both laugh, and before I can even think of objecting, Fran kisses my lips. For those brief seconds everything I’ve been taught, how I thought I felt about this kind of romance, let alone it being outside of marriage...no it’s even more terrible than that, it’s a same sex passionate kiss...what is wrong with me? None of that seems to matter as I find myself melting in her arms, and actually kissing her back, holding her close, and horrors of horrors...I have a light orgasm also, all this over one simple kiss…and with another woman at that.
How can this happen to me? I’m an adult, 23, brought up in a good family, well educated, a responsible position, and here I am entertaining thoughts, the likes of which no one should feel much less want to act on, and I am having flashes of Fran making passionate love to me. As she pulls away, she asks, “Do you have your composure back, my pet?”
Now far too lost in her kiss, feeling enchanted beyond my capacity to object, hypnotized by her eyes, I softly reply, “Yes...mistress...I’m fine now.”
Why did I refer to Fran as my mistress, what is happening to my mental abilities...to even think right? Fran smiles and tells me, “You are completely enchanted by me are you not, my pet?”
All I can muster out is an almost crying, “Hmmm-hmmm.”
Another kiss, but this one more intense, and she leads me back to our table.
I guess we must have finished our dinner, left and went somewhere, but the next thing that I remember after the ladies room kiss is sitting on a couch, Fran’s lips pressed tightly against mine, her one hand against the back of my head, the other brushing over my breasts, her fingers squeezing my nipples, her teeth biting them, until I squeal in pain...but not pain as I know of, but a pleasant sensuous pain that causes me to want more of it.