Zone Dreams
My mind was still reeling from your erotic visit of the night
before. I showered and climbed into bed snuggling into
the soft pillows and pulling my duvet snuggly around me.
I couldn’t sleep – I was thinking about what you said. You
begged me to trust you, to follow where you led and to obey
with out question. My body had still been tingling with
the pleasure you had given me and I agreed to whatever you
said and to whatever it might bring me. I wasn’t frightened
then and gave no thought to the implications of what I had
agreed to. But in the cold light of day I began to feel some
trepidation. You never told me what you had in mind for me
and I was a little afraid that sleep would summon you and,
somehow, whatever it was that you wanted, I would not be
able to give. And then I would be breaking my promise to you
– and that was unthinkable.
I fought sleep for a while and, in a strange way, I could
almost hear your voice commanding me to “Go to sleep!” I
wrestled with my own reality and told myself that everything
that had happened was only a dream – a wild erotic dream that
had left me happy, sated and spent. And, remembering this,
I slept.
Whatever dream state I was in I awoke to your gentle caresses.
You said nothing, your tongue and fingers and hardness
said it all. Squeezing my nipples, nibbling my ear lobes
probing my ear with your damp tongue that held promise to
do the same elsewhere. I sighed and moaned and reached out
for your hardness. I moved down your body and bit your nipples
– you gasped, the pain more than I intended. I licked your
belly button and entwined my fingers in the dark coils of
hair from which burst the source of my pleasure, rearing
up before me and begging the attention of my mouth.
That little bead of moisture tipped the head of your prick
– as it did the night before – I flicked my tongue over and
lapped it up. The same familiar musky man smell and taste
threatened to over power me and I buried my head in the softness
of your balls hanging heavily below. “Suck it!” you commanded.
I obeyed. I swallowed your hardness as you thrusted, relentlessly,
towards the back of my throat your size gagged me and you
withdrew a little whilst I sucked and licked its gleaming
length. My tongue flickered over the moist head and up and
down the shaft, over your balls and back again to attend
to the sensitive area at the tip of your tool. I could feel
your pulse in your groin drumming madly. My own heart was
beating, thudding against my chest and echoing loudly
in my ears. You had your hands in my hair pulling me closer
to your throbbing prick. I felt your urgency as you thrust
uncontrollably into the recess of my mouth. You moaned
and cried out my name and your juices spurted from you filling
my mouth with its salty sweetness. I lick and sucked, hungry
for every last drop while your thrustings slowed and finally
stopped. I swallowed and swallowed and at last my hunger
for you was sated.
You grasped me under my armpits and pulled me up close to
your face. Your eyes were shining with gratitude. “Thank
you!” you said and covered my mouth with yours. In my kisses
you could taste yourself we were at that moment undeniably
intermingled – I had devoured you and you had let me.
Oh my strong, beautiful man you recovered so quickly!
My own moistness had dripped onto your thighs. You pushed
me from you onto my back and knelt, like a worshipper, before
my shaven pubes. Aaah you said as you reached out and fondled
my soft lips. You opened me like a flower in the morning sun,
and pushed your finger gently into the warm damp interior,
I squirmed, breathless with excitement and anticipation
and could hardly stop myself from screaming out “fuck me
fuck me!” But you took your time forcing me to enjoy every
sensation. You bent low now and your tongue flickered over
my plump cunt lips. You told me to open my legs wider. You
urged me not to be shy and all the time you sucked and licked
whilst I grinded my hips towards you jerking involuntarily
at the assault on my private pleasurable place. I couldn’t
take anymore and I begged you to stop! But in response you
opened my legs wider and buried your tongue even deeper.
I screamed now for release. My climax coming and going but
never quite reaching that pinnacle of release that we all
seek. You are such a clever lover making me wait like that!
You know how much more the pleasure if you are forced to wait
for something. You stopped licking sucking and licking
me and moved away lying on your back your manhood rearing
up proud and strong.
“You remember your promise, little one?” You said. I couldn’t
speak so nodded my assent. You told me you had something
for me but first I must mount you from above. I sat astride
you, I was eager for the penetration that would bring my
release. I lowered myself down onto your prick and slowly
you entered me. I tightened my cunt muscles – relaxed – tightened
and relaxed. “That’s so good” you whispered and you drew
little circles around my erect nipples. You were firmly
embedded inside me and you pulled me down to your chest where
our slippery sweatiness mingled making our bodies glow.
My legs were either side of your thighs and now you began
to massage my buttocks. Squeezing and kneading whilst
I gyrated gently above you.
I saw something out of the corner of my eye – a shadowy figure
– silhouetted in the moonlight. My instinct was to hide
myself from whatever the danger was that I perceived myself
to be in! But you took my face in your hands and whispered.
“Just look at me – don’t be afraid – you promised – anything
I want you must obey!” I thought my heart would burst from
my chest! My bottom lip began to tremble and pinpricks of
tears formed in the corner of my eyes.
“Keep looking at me” he said “Go with the sensation and
know that nothing I do, or command to be done, will ever hurt
you!”
I buried my head in your shoulder and felt you inside me
and I knew you would never lie to me. I trusted you – andI loved
you, and whatever it was that you wanted, was fine by me.
I jumped at the shock of the cold lubricant that you now
massaged into my buttocks. You told me to relax and although
I tried the tension just wouldn’t leave me. I could feel
you throbbing inside me – your hardness filled me. And I
loved I!.
Your caresses become firmer and in a moment your oily finger
was probing that dark orifice that was still virginal.
It stung and I instinctively pulled away from you. “Keep
still!” you said and grasping my wrists you held them firmly
in one large hand whilst you continued your probings with
the other. I was lost somewhere between wanting you to continue
and wanting you to stop. But I had no choice in the matter
did I? Your oily finger slid deep inside my tight orifice
and to silence the cry that escaped from my mouth I bit my
lip drawing a bead of blood that you saw and gently licked
away.
My head turned sharply behind me as I felt movement on the
bed. “Look at me!” you said as you smacked me stingingly
on my buttocks. I could sense someone kneeling behind me
but, as you had instructed, I kept looking at you. My body
was trembling – that horrid inner trembling and shivering
that seems to wrack every organ of your body. But you just
looked back at me with a knowing smile on your handsome face
and I felt reassured.
You were still holding my wrists, firmly pulling and teasing
my nipples with your free hand, when I felt other, strong
hands, on either side of my hips. I gasped as the stranger
pushed his hardness against me! I knew then what was about
to happen and I struggled in vain to release myself from
the firmness of your grip. “No!” I screamed “Please” But
it was too late. The strangers hardness push forcefully
into me and I screamed when the sharp pain assailed my insides!
“Ssh” you comforted me “It only hurts in the beginning
– relax and enjoy” and you kissed away the tears that were
now coursing down my cheeks. O f course you were right – ha
you always are..... and as the stranger inched his way inside
me I began to feel pleasure along with pain. You let go my
wrists and I felt myself moving along with you and the stranger
behind me. I felt so full – so stretched and so possessed!
You moved slightly to position your pubic bone against
my clit and now waves of pleasure tingled through me. I had
never experienced a sensation like it and I was lost in the
wonder of it. You kissed me, invading my mouth, your tongue
exploring every crevice and I adored your sweetness. I
felt the thrusts of the stranger becoming more urgent and
with this urgency I felt my own release coming. Like a tigress
on heat I screamed and clawed your shoulders and you responded
by thrusting faster and faster. Not one word issued from
the mouth of the stranger as his cum spurted into me. I could
feel it bubbling and foaming inside me – and it felt soo good!
And you – smiling at my joy – continued your thrustings until
together we merged in shared pleasure.
And afterwards I touched my cunt covering my fingers with
the issue of our pleasure and brought them to my mouth and
tasted us and did it again and you tasted us.
Africa was saying good morning to us/ The sun was rising
and a beautiful day was dawning. And then you left me to my
tears. And this time the tears were for you I wanted you here
beside me forever.
Sleep came easily to me tonight. I was excited and wanted
your visit. I longed for you, for your touch - for your smell
- for your taste – for the shadowy mystery of you, but mostly
for the shaft of pleasure that resided, in enviable comfort,
in your dark groin.
And so I slept. And you came, dark lover, standing by my
bed and created my dreams, infiltrated them – became them.
Although it was a summer’s night it was unusually cold and
the moon poured her ethereal light into the room. It glowed
around you and I saw that you were different. The room became
icier and I pulled the blankets closer around my nakedness.
My nipples became erect protesting the chill that seemed
to envelop me. Another chill, like raindrops on a window,
ran down my spine and I shivered.
In those brief moments I was suddenly afraid. You, who
would bring me no harm, now brought terror to me! “What is
it?” I whispered. And you said I must look deeply into your
eyes. And I did. And those eyes, once dark with warmth and
honesty and love, now contained an unfathomable depth
that pulled me closer, drinking me in, entrancing me, and
capturing me forever. And through your bottomless eyes
I saw your very soul and I knew then, who you were.
I stood before you, my blankets in a puddle at my feet, and
I was ashamed of my nakedness. I felt exposed, vulnerable,
innocent in your presence. I wanted to run. I wanted to stay.
And I knew, as you surely did, that it was too late now! We
were inextricably entwined, the secrets of our shared
intimacy binding our future together.
You seemed aware of my inner struggle and touched my forehead
with your finger. I seemed to float and in a moment I was lying,
still naked, on my bed. I tried to cover my shame but I couldn’t
move! You were wearing a long black cloak, it covered you
from the neck down. Silver buttons glinted and I could see
the penile bulge distorting the clean lines of the cloth.
You carelessly discarded your cloak and moved towards
me. But still I could not move! Your prick seemed more enormous
than on our other encounters and inwardly I begged you not
to invade my body with your monstrous tool. Your eyes seemed
to shoot fire, rimmed blood red and blazing desire. Your
hands, cold on my thighs, prised them apart and I flowered,
wantonly before you.
There was no foreplay – no teasing – no sucking or licking
or any of the niceties that conjoin to produce that precious
act of lovemaking. You were going to fuck me – no frills –
pure unadulterated lust! And I was to lie still and take
it all. And I wanted to. I wanted your animal ravaging of
me! And so you did! No whispered reassurances. No endearing
compliments, no urges to relaxation – you just took me,
invaded me and emerged – victorious. Strangely, despite
my fear, my cunt juices flowed. But even with my love juices
smoothing the way – you hurt me. I was stretched, filled,
my womb battered, my breasts bruised from your eager grasping
and fucking. And I came! Again and again! I came! Great jolts
of orgasm wracked my body. In great waves the pleasure spilled
over me and you watched, triumphantly, your complete possession
of me!
“You’re not David” I stuttered. “Yes I am.” You said “And
David is me. We are one and the same.” And you smiled and brushed
the damp hair from my brow. “Every person has two faces –
even you my dear. And that is the lesson that I shall teach
you.”
I didn’t understand what you were saying to me. I looked
at you quizzically – as if you would give me the answers,
but I knew you wouldn’t. The moon was disappearing into
the warm day – you should have been gone – but you stayed.
“I need to wake up now.’ I said “You must leave.”
“You will awake when I say so Lily!” You spoke gruffly to
me but when you saw my stricken face your voice softened
and you told me that you had a gift for me. A breeze ruffled
the netting about my bed, it blew your cloak apart and I could
see your nakedness and I was aroused again! But then, ignoring
my need, you vanished. And I was angry and called for you
to come back – I begged – and screamed your name – sobbing
out my frustration and then your disembodied voice called
back to me “My gift is in your bed, he is your slave! Use, and
abuse him well, and you will learn your lesson soon!” And
then the room was silent again and I turned and looked at
the beautiful face lying next to me. As beautiful as Adonis,
as vain as Narcissus as youthful as Romeo- and I didn’t want
him!
I wanted you!
I wanted your arms around me – your prick deep inside me,
your tongue tantalizing my secret places and I screamed
out to you … “I don’t want your gift – take it back – I hate you!”
And your voice, the one I remember, warm and good, came back
to me. “Remember your promise Lily, you must obey, enjoy
your gift, he has secrets for you that you could never imagine.
And knowledge that will change your life forever. You will
be safe - trust me…”
I turned then to face this beautiful boy beside me “Fuck
me!” I said to him angrily “Fuck me, you’re my slave, fuck
me I say!” and I opened myself too him and he came to me aroused
and challenged by my anger. And pushed his largeness into
my wet cunt. And he turned me over and took me from behind,
his cock demanding entrance to my tight, secret, orifice!
And as I came I cried out your name and then slumped, wearily,
into my endless dream.
Your light flickered on the screen before me indicating
your presence. Happily, like a puppy dog eager to be loved
and played with, I responded to your call. We talked for
a long time, reluctant to enter the zone, where our intimacy
would be abruptly shattered. We drowned in each others
words; flowery, romantic, loving words that became increasingly
urgent and you saw me, for the first time, a living, breathing,
woman smiling shyly at you from your computer screen. You
are beautiful, you said and I lowered my eyes, blushing.
Oh how I avoided looking directly at you! I was I afraid that
you would see into my soul and know then the dark secrets
that it held. But we remained like this for a while and chatted
and then you tried again your gentle seduction. And I wanted
to participate but the enticing words just wouldn’t come.
You asked me if my nipples were erect and I said, breathlessly,
yes! You begged me to show you my taut breasts and I refused,
angry at my own unnecessary reticence! And the moment was
lost, and I was sorry and frustrated that my puritan inhibitions
denied you the pleasure that I also craved. And so I changed
the subject. Lets play I suggested and, lest you stopped
me, I quickly entered the zone. But you called me back “Lets
talk a while longer” And we talked until nothing more could
be said and a comfortable silence seemed to descend between
us.
You told me then about the other woman in the zone that you
had had a relationship with. I held my breath afraid to hear
the truth of your intimate involvement with her. My mind
was crying out to ask, to beg you to reveal every detail about
her. But I didn’t. And instead, when you told me she was calling
for you, I muttered some inanity, I made light of it, I even
told you to be gentle with her (and I meant that), but in reality
I was torn apart! I was selfish and wanted you for myself.
Even so I didn’t expose this to you! You may have guessed,
I don’t know, but I was eager to be away from the desire that
threatened to overwhelm me and make me hateful – and make
you not want me anymore. And so I ran and found some safety
in the familiar comfort of the zone.
I sat alone in the room. The cards laid out before me meant
nothing! I tried to play but my concentration had deserted
me. I was still wet from your sensuous suggestions and I
hated myself for indulging in that terrible vice from which,
I had emphatically told you, I never suffered. But I did
now. I was quite simply – overwhelmingly jealous!
And I needed comfort! And so I tried not to think about you
as I slipped my hand inside my damp panties and luxuriated
in the heat generated by my fingers. I relaxed back into
my chair and, not being able to help myself, I thought about
our dream. And I felt you again inside me! My eyes were closed,
my mouth slightly open in my ecstasy and I tensed, as that
moment of exquisite bliss washed, like a tide, over me.
My heart was still thudding when your message bleeped on
the screen, lighting up the dark room with its ghostly light.
“I have said nothing to her about you. May we join you?”
My instincts screamed “No you may not!” But my need to be
accepted, to be good, won again. And I said yes of course
– welcome.
You seemed to be delighting in her adoration. In my adoration.
You toyed with us – cruelly, like a cat with a mouse who will
torture it before affording it release from its agony.
And then M joined us! And you laughed and told me that all
your women were here tonight. A veritable harem! My demon
was back, sitting with loving familiarity upon my shoulder,
and whispering innuendo and descriptions of the joy you
had found in their arms. That black curtain of utter despondency
began to fall about me but I fought with such ferocity against
it that I found I could join in the playful interactions
around that sensuous table... And you never guessed at
the private battle being fought between me and my nemesis,
and you will never know who won.
M left suddenly. Probably booted. And shortly after,
you and she left too. I was bereft! Grieved. And my demon
brought the horrible blackness about me again.
You never knew how I swallowed back acid tears. How rejected
I felt. And how, in the strange confusion of my mind, I knew
I deserved this! I messaged you asking why you couldn’t
say goodbye and so I bid you goodnight and left to share a
sterile bed.
I never slept. For hours I tossed and turned knowing that
sleep would bring you too me – and in my pain I couldn’t face
you. And so as the sun rose and the mist descended on the beautiful
valley in which I live, I wandered the garden and talked
to the birds and then read your mail.
You said you were so sorry you left so suddenly – and I believed
you. You said you loved me – and, for the first time, I believed
you. All thought of punishing you left my vengeful heart.
The dark clouds lifted and I smiled again. You loved me,
that was all that mattered! And I know that you have forgiven
my selfishness.
I went back to bed, fell soundly asleep, and dreamt.
The mad, animalistic fucking with the golden boy of the
previous night awoke my longing for you. I had turned my
back on his enviable youth, I had used him and now I wanted
him gone! My loins were crying out for even more release
– I was insatiable and needed you so much. My fingers, probing
the dark recesses, were covered with the youth’s cum and
I didn’t want it there! Ignoring my unashamed nakedness,
my nipples erect from the cold night air, my bare feet padded
softly to the bathroom door. I shot a glance at the boy watching
me, lustfully, from the bed, and I told him angrily he must
be gone by the time I returned!
I squatted over the toilet bowl and released a stream of
urine that splashed on the porcelain sides and ricocheted
off my plump buttocks it felt good, as if you were on the point
of orgasm and the release of it left you spent. I immediately
berated myself for such thoughts. I didn’t know what was
happening to me but I seemed to be growing into a sensile
being – every action and feeling lifted to newer and more
sensational heights!
I stepped into the shower and turned on the cold tap. I gasped
as the icy needles of water fell, tingling onto my hot body.
I lifted my face to the cold shower and the water splashed
onto my closed eyelids and into my mouth and ears. I turned
languidly and positioned my body so the shower of water
hit directly onto my sensitive clit. I reached out for the
soap and lathered my cunt liberally, prodding my fingers
deep inside trying to emulate the feelings your prick aroused
in me.
Carelessly I dropped the slippery soap onto the tiles
beneath my feet. Blinded by the cascading water I groped
in the darkness trying to retrieve it. And then I felt you
– your foot in my hand – then your calf – then your muscular
thigh. You placed your hand on my damp hair and teased my
mouth with your hardness. I grasped your naked buttocks
and urged you closer to me. The water, still showering down,
lubricated our bodies and your buttocks felt slippery
and soft in my hands. I cupped your balls and squeezed gently
and then placed one in my mouth and carefully sucked and
licked it. Oh how you moaned! I lathered my hands with the
frothy soap and reaching behind you I grasped you firmly
as I slipped one slippery, soapy finger into your anus.
You gasped so loudly I thought I had hurt you and so I quickly
withdrew my finger but you stopped me and whispered frantically,
“I love it Lily – do it again!” And I was happy that I pleased
you and re inserted my finger, pushing it in out of your tight
orifice and drawing ecstatic cries from your gasping mouth.
I left your balls then and licked the head of your beautiful
penis! I teased you with my tongue taking you in a little
and then letting you go, and all the time I pushed my finger
in and out, in and out! And at last you penetrated my mouth
and I gladly and happily sucked. It seemed to me that you
came to a shattering orgasm! How you bucked and strained
as your juices spurted from you in to my willing and hungry
mouth. I drank you dry and to the very end you thrusted into
me as though determined to feed me every last drop. And we
fell together, sated, to the cold tiled floor.
You were the same as I always knew you – the dark presence
had gone! And your kind face stared down into mine and we
kissed, long and deep, still hungry for each other. “You
make me greedy.” You said tracing the contours of my face
with your wet finger. We stood facing each other, our nakedness
tempting each other. “Turn around!” you were suddenly
in command again and so I turned and leaned my face against
the cubicles damp walls, my breasts pressing hard against
the porcelain wall and my nipples reacting again to the
stimulation.
You turned off the water and I turned to look at you. ‘No!”
I cried “Not you!” but you placed your hand roughly over
my mouth and staunched my cries. The dark side of you was
back and I recoiled and squirmed in your rough embrace.
Your enormous, unearthly member, was pushing violently
between my buttocks searching for that tight rosebud hidden
between. You took the soap and moved its slipperiness over
my pussy and bottom and then you lathered yourself. “Relax!”
you hissed. “You know you like this”. And so saying you found
my hole and in a moment you were buried deep inside. My screams
were muffled by your large hand and I could do nothing but
take the punishment you so cruelly meted out. “You are going
to enjoy this” you whispered again whilst nibbling my ear
lobes and you reached round, found my clit and rubbed it,
and me, into complete submission! You were right I loved
it. That deep and painful penetration, my stretchedness
and the growing, waves of pleasure that signaled my complete
and utter satisfaction. I loved both sides of you, the dark
and the light, the good and the bad, the cruel and the merciful!
You withdrew and I fell gasping at your feet showering them
with my grateful kisses.
You placed me, somehow, back on the bed. The golden boy
had obeyed me and had disappeared and I lay watching you,
watching me.
“I see you are learning your lessons – but you have more
to learn. We are going on a trip now and at that secret destination
I will require your complete compliance. You must ask no
questions, just watch and learn.” I could feel your hot
breath on my face and again I sank, mesmerized, into the
depths of your eyes. And I fell into them, drowning, and
I screamed and flailed to escape but it was too late! By whatever
magic you possessed I was now devoured by you. I was inside
you, seeing the world through your eyes, feeling your feelings,
your urges and I was afraid and wept.
My beautiful dream was turning into a dark nightmare. I
lay on the bed unmoving and yet not dead, I could see myself
so clearly through your eyes! My small body, one arm flung
carelessly across the pillow, was sun kissed. My breasts
and bottom white where the sun had failed to touch. My eyes
were closed and my mouth slightly open, plump and sensuous.
My hair appealingly disheveled, had fallen wispily across
my face and I looked innocent – untouched – pure. One slender
leg, bent at the knee had fallen apart opening me to us – the
watchers. My sex was unclad – bare as a child’s and from within
my plump love lips we could see the glittering pinkness
that invited exploration and, eventually, penetration.
And I was aroused. And in my arousal we could see the obvious
effects upon the still body on the bed. My juices flowed
dampening the sheets beneath me. Inside you I felt your
excitement and the strange tingling in my groin was reflected
in your growing erection. And I felt every inch of that growth
as if it belonged too me! And I felt an uncontrollable urge,
like a fire that can’t be extinguished, pulling you and
I helplessly towards me.
I had never made love to a woman. But I had entered your maleness
and I wanted us to ravish the beautiful shell of me lying
soulless before us. “Stay with meLily!” You whispered
and I knew you were addressing my soul within you. But I could
not have left you – I was drawn with you, relentlessly towards
the supine figure on the bed. And felt your every sensation!
And when you stroked her breast I felt the silky skin through
your fingers. I felt your male excitement in me as surely
as if I had been born as you! And you pulled my legs tenderly
apart as if not to disturb the essence that was no longer
there. And you entered me. And I slept on unaware and distanced
from the sensuality being forced upon me. I was lost in you
and when you had fully entered that pretty shaft and began
your rhythmic penetrations, it was me moving inside me
engulfing me in my own, warm, wetness! And I breathed, deeply
and heavily with you, and felt our seed gathering in our
loins, and the growing heat intensifying in our body as
our orgasm reached its shattering climax! I felt immensely
strong during those final spurting moments and I felt in
awe of that manly climax, that before now, I had no knowledge
of. And we lay, spent, across my unfeeling body and felt
the reluctant diminishing of our hardness.
You reached up then and tore down the silky net above me.
And you wrapped my body in its warm embrace, the contours
of my body, my hard nipples, my smooth bottom – my rounded
plump arms temptingly revealed through the filmy fabric.
And I saw the room for the last time through your eyes. The
unmade made bed still damp with lust, the lace curtains
fluttering in the night breeze, and I smelled, with you,
the scent of woman – that indescribable fragrance, that
I had never before been a party to, now entered my senses,
and I gasped with the headiness of it!
Carrying me, carefully, in your strong arms we left the
room behind us and disappeared into an inky black night.
All day I thought about you. I was thrilled and excited about
the prospect of us being together again. My petulance from
the previous night was all but gone and I waited eagerly
for the little bleep that told me you were there.
And so you were. And my heart beat with joy when I saw, etched
on the screen before me, that single welcome word - Hi!
Hi! I sent back and I imagined that small insignificant
word sailing through the air, over the oceans, carrying
my love too you. And this was so new for me! You told me you
loved me and I smiled indulgently, like a mother to an errant
child, and I thought it was just a phase you were going through!
You were seducing me with simple easy words that signified
so much but could also, as tools of seduction, signify,
nothing! And then you said you had fallen in love with me
and even though I couldn’t see your face I felt the power
of those words and you moved me. And I asked you how did this
happen? How could two people, divided by so many miles,
feel such awesome emotion? You told me it was during one
of our early meetings in the zone, it was something I said,
and you repeated my words, and I couldn’t remember them!
Oh the flippancy of blind attraction! Words of such magnitude
– and I couldn’t remember and we laughed together in that
funny computer speak – we “laughed out loud”!
And then you saw me again in the corner of your screen – and
you asked me if I had been crying. I replied that I had and
I told you what my husband had said to me. He had said that
he thought I was moving away from him, that he was losing
me. He took my silence as a denial! He went to bed and so I cried.
I should have taken the opportunity to tell him that he had
lost me years ago – when he turned away from my needs and cruelly
denied me that which I have longed for!
We chatted some more and then played in the zone for a while.
And then S called you. You said you wouldn’t leave if you
didn’t want me to. But I felt secure now, secure in your love,
affection and respect for me. You bade me an emphatic goodnight
and I left quickly lest I change my mind and keep you, greedily,
by me. Sweet dreams were your last words to me and I knew they
would be. But I had lost that precious moment when I could
have revealed my feelings for you. The computer screen
flickered to stillness and with startling clarity I saw
the truth that for days I had try to ignore. Ah my beautiful
stranger, my phantom lover, spectre of my dreams you have
led me down a path from which there may be no return. I too
have fallen in love with you! You are my saviour. my sucour,
the wonderful essence that fills the void within me! And
so you have my gift, as I have yours, and we must care for them
well. Goodnight again sweet lover until we meet again……
The journey was long, over fields and mountains, plains
and deserts, over oceans and seas we carried our precious
burden. Until at last we arrived at the secret destination
that you had hinted at. The beautiful valley lay beneath
us. The contours of the land sloped and undulated and your
thoughts asked me what I could see. And I looked, in wonder,
through your deep brown eyes, at the womanly curves that
formed the land before us. The soft curve of her breasts,
the flat stomach flowing softly into luxuriant pubes,
her legs opened wide beckoning us. The goddess! I heard
your thought and I felt your contented sigh and I knew we
had arrived. And again I felt the stirring in our loins.
The hardening, the exquisite tingle of arousal and the
urgent and consuming need for release!
So we made our way to her entrance and she welcomed us with
her womanly fragrance. And we entered her and the walls
of her cunt seemed to close around us and you hardness straining
against the cloth of your cloak, had my soul screaming out
my masculine need!
You leaned back against the soft walls dripping with the
goddesses love juices. And we drank them in – slurping greedily
the sweet nectar. And as we licked, her walls throbbed with
passion and the moisture gushed over us drowning us in her
sex. You placed my inert body on the slippery floor, prised
apart my legs and together we entered the most dark and private
crevices of my body. And we thrusted and pounded into my
still form until at last that blessed release came. I felt
your cum surge from my soul and I jerked with you in the final,
frantic thrust.
Our needs satisfied, we continued down the long dark tunnel,
slipping now and again on the goddesses profuse juices.
And at last her womb opened to us and we entered the hallowed
chamber. This most beautiful place where the seeds of all
humanity are sown. Where passion pounds at the door and
opens only to the juices of men. And here we laid our offering
to the goddess – me, soulless, empty, devoid of passion
but alive still! Waiting, waiting for the awakening and
arousal that had yet to come! From the corridors of this
glorious shelter came the hand maidens of the goddess.
And as they washed and cleansed my body I felt in you the stirring
of excitement again! You and my soul were insatiable!
We watched silently as the maidens went about their task.
No part of my body was left unattended. Every nook, crease
and crevice was washed and perfumed. They held apart my
legs and poured warm aromatic oil in my cunt, between my
bum cheeks and poured it generously over my nipples, rubbing
and massaging those sensitive places. And I felt nothing!
I felt only desire for the lovely woman being so adoringly
attended too. And your prick continued to grow and I felt
it and I wanted to take the woman before me. I wanted to feel
her hot cunt tightly hugging our penis and to fill her with
our cum! I wanted to ram it in her tight hole; I wanted to hear
her scream but to beg us for more! And you, my dear host, stepped
aside and let me take what was in truth mine. Your thoughts
told me to go ahead and use your body, to feel the utter manliness
to take her and feel at last what it is to be a man. And so I cast
you behind me into the dark recesses of my soul and took control
of your hard body.
The maidens turned their attentions to me. They stripped
me, cleansed, massaged and aroused me. My cock reared before
me straining for the release of penetration. And they licked
my shaft and head drawing droplets of moisture which they
lapped up thirstily and they sucked me hard and it was new
too me and more thrilling than anything I could have imagined!
I was breathless with a passion that was increasingly hard
to control. The maidens tormented and teased me and at last
led me to myself. They opened her legs wide, one on either
side of her whilst another guided me in. And then I was buried
in her pounding, pounding with the kind of strength I had
only ever wondered about. And then it was over too soon.
I flooded into her. And you, resting in my soul, shielded
from my passion, laughed “Have you learnt yet? Have you
learnt what it takes to control manly desires?” “Can you
please me now with what you have learned? Can you?” And in
a moment I was gone and, like a seed floating on the wind,
my soul escaped you and I awoke. I was dazed and frightened
and I could feel your cum dripping, copiously, down my aching
thighs. And your darkness had returned. You leered at me
and pushed aside the fawning maidens. You clicked your
fingers and the sphincter, protecting the goddess’s womb,
opened. The men standing in the entrance seemed to drink
me in with their eyes. They were naked and their pricks were
already responding to my lewdness.
Tie her up you ordered. But I fought like a tiger against
the silken bonds that they wrapped around my wrists and
ankles. Stretching me apart, open and vulnerable, bound
and powerless to resist. And you approached me, your excitement
apparent in your growing erection. You had a black silk
scarf in your hand and I screamed my protests as you tied
it securely around my eyes, plunging me, into the terrifying
darkness!
I felt your hot breath on my ear as you whispered “A test
for you my love” “We will inflict upon you the greatest pleasure
any woman has ever known. You will cum again and again – until
your golden fluid can be held no longer. We will use every
orifice and you will scream for mercy from the unbearable
pleasure that will be forced on you. And your release? When
you can correctly identify me!”
And so it began, one after the other invading my body. Hands
groped and prodded, twisted my nipples sucked them until
tender, penetrated my cunt, my ass, my mouth. They came
over my face their cum splashing into my mouth. They choked
me with there size making me gag. They released my bonds
only to continue their assault on another part of me. They
smacked my bottom, sharp burning slaps that made me wince
and cry out! They made me kneel; my hands now secure behind
me, and pressed me roughly forward to take me from behind!
They hurt me, tore me apart, they pleasured me and pained
me and I exalted! And I came and came floods and floods of
sensation so exquisite that I lost all control and peed
in a great gush on the hands and faces tormenting my body!
And then it was quiet and I lay where they left me, kneeling,
my face pressed painfully into the couch my ass, pink from
punishment, yet still inviting glorious assault! Gentle
hands lifted and turned me and lay me on my back! Those same
gentle hands teased my thighs apart and fingered the lips
hiding in my groin. Lips descended upon my cunt and a tongue
flicked about drinking from every crevice, sucking and
nibbling. And the waves began to rise in me again. I gasped
when the enormous prick filled me and began to move, with
ever increasing urgency, inside me. And I came again and
I called your name – David - and I moaned and moved under you
and you called my name and we reached that amazing pinnacle
of orgasm together, clutching desperately at each other
not wanting it to end! But when it did we luxuriated in each
other, touching each other as if we were both brand new and
unknown. And as the aromas of our lovemaking filled our
nostrils and finally we slept, a dream within a dream, but
a love you promised would have no end. And I was content and
at last, fulfilled.
I was so eager to be with you tonight. And when the dark screen
flickered into life I looked eagerly for the sign that indicated
your dear presence. And there you were blinking at me through
this magical portal that binds us so lovingly together.
My daughter came through to us and we laughed together
as she told us that we must be more careful when we signed
off from her. She had stumbled on our lovemaking and berated
us for being very naughty. And I giggled and giggled. And
I loved her for her understanding! But she took me aside
and whispered in my ear. She said that you had told her that
you were in love with me – and she wanted to know what my feelings
were. I said I loved you and I felt her smile indulgently
as she said she was happy that I had found my spirit again.
But she said I must be careful not to get hurt or worse (and
unthinkable), I was to be careful not to hurt you! My little
baby all grown up – the child becoming the mother, reluctant
to let me fly lest I coming crashing down! Ha if only she knew
how many times her sentiments were my own as she grew from
childhood toddling unsteadily into womanhood and finally
flying alone into an imperfect world where I could no longer
protect her. My god how I love her! .
I left you chatting to her as I made a hurried departure.
Allen was hovering around extending his early bedtime.
I clicked you off and turned to chat to him. But that little
red light impatiently demanding my attention kept flicking
and so I turned to you and commanded you to wait! Oh impatient
lover thy name is urgency! But you waited. And Allen lingered
and seemed reluctant to leave me. So I gave him my time and
listened to his worries and fears. And shared my day with
him. And then he kissed me and said goodnight but he still
lingered and he saw the light in my eyes and he knew. He said
nothing - but he knew – he recognized that same look that
he had once put into my eyes – and he knew it wasn’t for him.
And I felt his profound sadness. I felt his loss. And I hated
myself knowing that I couldn’t change what had already
passed, that it was too late – I was in love with someone else.
And so I returned to you. And we frolicked together and
laughed and played. And I was dizzy with love for you! It
made me silly and childlike – and you seemed to like it! And
that night you began to open too me. I had never asked questions
about your life – because I don’t own that part of you. But
my feminine curiosity was tearing me apart! I wanted to
know everything! All the pieces of your life conjoined
making you who you are. I wanted to know what you do, what
music you like, what books you read, I wanted to learn about
your life with T – your family - everything – I was hungry
for knowledge of you!
I am a lowly baker, you said (I confess the innuendo was
lost on me). And I told you how I loved death by chocolate
cake! And you said you didn’t really do creative work anymore
– you worked for a boss for a paycheck and medical insurance.
And I thought you sounded really sad – jaded almost. And
I wanted to hug you!
Bnd now, when I think of you at work, I can imagine your hands
caressing and squeezing the white dough and it’s me in your
hands, my breasts tantalized and teased and pleasured!
And I wish for it and I desire it!
We played a little in the zone and my frivolity continued.
I teased and cajoled you. I flirted and blew kisses and I
felt your utter delight in me! And then you partnered some
one else! And in my petulant poutiness I left our table and
sat on the table next door, arms folded across my breast,
waiting for you to tempt me back. I knew you would come for
me – and you did! But you accused me of being a jealous woman!
Don’t you know, my love, I am jealous of everything that
is near to you – when I can’t be! But, looking askance at you,
I denied your accusation and stuck my tongue out at you!
I know you were laughing – I could feel it. And you tried again
with sweet words to bring me back to your side! But still
I wouldn’t come! And at last you commanded me – get your ass
back here – and I laughed and said – ok – and in the blink of
an eye I was with you again.
But then the birds, chittering gaily in the awakening
garden, reminded me that it was bedtime. I reached out and
touched the screen and we said our reluctant goodbyes!
I turned off the lights, climbed into bed and fell quickly
into a deep and dreamful sleep.
And so we left the warm interior of the goddess’s womb and
I felt deliriously happy and sated, filled with a new knowledge
of sensuality and a physical awareness that burned throughout
my body. I was new – reborn again – and I realized that I had,
until now, been in ignorance of the seemingly endless possibilities
of physical love. I smiled this unspoken knowledge at you,
and, as if reading my mind, you told me that the possibilities
were indeed endless and that our journey was not finished
yet.
I was still naked when we left the warmth and security of
her womb, and the chill night air had roused my nipples to
erection. You noticed me shivering and opened your cloak
inviting me to enter your warmth. With your strong arm about
my shoulders and both of us enveloped in your cloak we traveled
onwards. You were so close to me and I could smell the sweat
in your armpits - hard earned sweat that our exertions from
a short while before had melted from you. And your scent
excited me. I asked you to stop awhile and sit beside me on
the damp grass. And you did. And I reached out for you the
desire burning in me again. I took your hand – I wanted you
to feel my arousal – and I placed it where I wanted it to be.
And your fingers squirmed, seemingly desperate to be within
me. And you put first one, then another inside me, probing
with such exquisite tenderness that it seemed, for a moment,
that I was the goddess and you the dark visitor come to learn
from her fountain of wisdom, you wanted to gain entrance
to me, to lick my moist walls, to enter the cavern of my womb,
to empty yourself into my mysterious depths – and I needed
you! I burned for you like an eternal flame that can only
be extinguished by the juices of your loins. And I lifted
myself, arching my back upwards towards you, pressing
my soft wetness against your frantic fingers, urging you
deeper and deeper begging you to quench the flames! Your
cloak had fallen away from your body and lay in a confused
and abandoned puddle behind you. You picked it up and rolled
it quickly into a pillow which you thrust beneath my writhing
buttocks, bringing me ever closer to your granite erectness.
But, before you thrust into me, you looked down at my face,
distorted in passion, and sighed my name –Lily– like a barely
audible whisper – you sighed my name! And the gentleness
of your voice defied the pain of your huge hardness, as you
pounded into me! And my womb contracted and relaxed sucking
you deeper into me. Without my realizing it my legs had found
their place wrapped around you and folded into the small
of your back pulling you into my deepness! I clenched my
thighs – my buttocks – every muscle of my body tautened as
the waves of my climax began to rise in me. And I could feel
your passion mounting. Your sweat fell in drops on my body
– your muscles tensed – your face pulled in that sublime
grimace that marks that wonderful point of no return. And
as I came beneath you, my wetness slurping against your
prick, you groaned and pushed, once more, violently into
me as your cum spluttered and spurted filling me again and
again with your desire and love! And then you fell upon me,
our bodies wet and glistening, and we lay there, your deep
and gasping breaths and my sobs of pleasure filling the
silent cold air around us.
We rose from our languor and you took my hand and helped me
from the ground. You wrapped me carefully in your cloak,
pulling it tightly around me cocooning me within it as you
had been so welcomingly cocooned within me. And you stepped
out ahead of me and called to me over your shoulders to hurry,
and I did, eager to be by your side again. I ran after you and
watched as you strongly strode out. Your nakedness charmed
me. Your body was rippling with your muscular strength,
your buttocks undulating with each step and, as you turned
to beckon me again, your still tumescent prick lying upon
your bed of dark wiry curls, left me gasping!
Like a life line in a tumultuous sea, you held your hand out
to me, and I grasped it as though my very life depended upon
it. And you told me not to worry that you would never leave
me behind and, seeing my tiredness, you lifted me gently
in your arms and I relaxed there, my head cushioned upon
your shoulder, and listened to the music of your heart.
And so we traveled for many more miles until we eventually
reached the lagoon where you lay me in the soft white sand
and told me to stay there, quietly, while you went to find
the other portal. I didn’t understand what you meant but
you shushed my questions with your index finger upon my
mouth reminding me of my promise to trust you without question.
And you walked off down that pretty moonlit beach and soon
disappeared into the darkness.
I lay there listening to the water lapping and kissing the
dry sand. I removed your cloak and rolled in the warm sand.
The sand grated against my nipples and they jumped to life
again. It was sensuous laying there, the sand squeezing
up between my toes and fingers, and burrowing its way into
my bottom cheeks. I took handfuls of it and massaged it into
my breasts, onto my nipples and into my belly. I rolled over
and over in it savouring the scratchy sensations that it
lavished upon my body.
It was then that I heard them!
With you gone, and I alone on that sensuous beach, I heard
them! At first just the muffled clippity clop of horses
hooves trotting along the sand, and then, as they came closer
the distinctive sound of masculine laughter. The moon
was very bright and I knew they would see me lying there.
I looked around for you but you were still gone! My heart
thumped wildly as I leapt from the comfortable sand and
ran, still naked, for the safety of the dense line of green
foliage surrounding the lagoon. But it was too late, my
love, they saw the moonlight shimmering off my white skin
as I darted, here and there, desperate for concealment!
They saw your cloak lying abandoned on the moonlit shore.
They saw the imprint of my body indelibly etched into the
sand. And they saw me!
And they came for me!
These weird warriors dressed from head to foot in the gunmetal
black that so clearly reflected the evil on their faces!
There were four of these monsters cavorting as men! And
they chased me about that beach, taunting me cruelly whilst
all the time laughing raucously at my predicament! And
I fell, eventually, from sheer exhaustion, and they dragged
me, struggling painfully, and threw me upon your cloak
where I lay exposed and ashamed! And I screamed for you…..I
screamed and screamed with all the strength I could muster
- oh god how I screamed! But you never heard me. You couldn’t
have heard me – for surely you would have come?
I couldn’t see the dark one behind holding me firmly against
the sand. I was sobbing and struggling and fighting and
then, seeing my chance, I bit the rough hand that held me
so tightly! I recoiled as his fist slammed into my face and
I felt the blood trickle from my mouth down onto my bare breast.
My tears and blood intermingled and I felt a salty iron taste
in my mouth and I gagged, not with the taste of me, but with
the horrible realization of what they were going to do to
me! And you, my love weren’t there and I was so afraid!
I knew further struggle would be futile so I lay quietly
as they undressed, waving their horrid phalluses at me,
insulting me with their tawdriness. I lay there. And then,
one after the other, they took me. And this was not the tender
act that I had experienced with you. Nor the enlightenment
the goddess and her handmaidens had so generously given
me. This was not even your dark side that had so frightened
and thrilled me! This was lust! Pure uncontrollable lust
in its ugliest form! And while they continued their obscene
violations upon by body, I cried out silently for you, and
my lost innocence, and my heart broke!
After they left I lay there unmoving, my eyes looking up
at the sky were unseeing. And then you returned. And I couldn’t
speak but somehow you knew what had happened and you carried
me into the lagoon and tended to my most intimate wounds.
You wiped the dried blood from my face and kissed my wounds
better. And then you told me.
You told me this was all a part of the journey that I must make!
You said that I had to learn everything in order to serve
the goddess as her right hand maiden. Only by knowing the
worst evil of man could I ever know the difference between
sensuality and violent lust! And I had learned my lesson
well because when you came to me again, and your prick begged
for entrance at my womanly door I opened willingly to you,
and you were engulfed by me, and we became one, and I knew
then what tenderness was, and I welcomed it!
And, as the day gently chased away the night, we held hands
and you led me towards that other portal. The sun broke over
the lagoon and its turquoise blueness glistened and the
waves caressed the shore as you led me deeper into our journey.
We walked together towards the waters edge and even further.
Further and further we walked until the warm azure sea broke
over our heads and we sank, trustingly, into its unknown
depths.
Oh David you came so late to me tonight! But I don’t care because
I needed the time to collect my thoughts and my courage to
make love to you properly! Do you remember how we made love
in the past and it always seemed quite chaste. Wonderful
I think, but rather virginal, sweet words written with
passion but not much lust! I think it was entirely my fault
love, because I am so unused to this medium that bars us from
touch but requires imagination and words that are a lot
more than merely pretty! And I realized yesterday that
you and I both are in that most fortunate of positions, where
we have been blessed with the skills necessary to describe
so intimately our physical feelings for one another.
So I decided (because you are too much of a gentleman to push
me further than I am ready to go!) that I would be the seductress
and my feelings, in words, would describe to you the intimacy
that I so want for us. And pretty words will just not do the
job! I must be an angel in the kitchen and, for now at least,
a complete slut in front of my computer! Do you agree my love?
And so I dressed carefully for our date. I showered, put
on a sexy see through blouse with a frilly bra underneath
(the less you see is more you understand!) and I sprayed
Anais Anais liberally upon my body. It mattered not that
you wouldn’t see me but I had to look and feel seductive in
order to complete my seduction of you. (Smile). And I sat
and waited for you as eager as a bride on her wedding night!
Oh and you came to me and I fairly tingled! We talked and played
for a while and then I asked you to sit beside me in the zone.
And my seduction began! I put my tongue in your ear, I ran
my hand up and down your thigh, I even suggested you clear
the cards off the table and take me there and then so impatient
was I to be your wanton! And you breathlessly asked me to
go with you to somewhere more private and we hurried across
to the messenger. And once there the barriers fell away
and we sucked and licked each other and you drove your prick
into my very private place and I had the most intense orgasm
– all quite unbelievable given that not one touch of flesh
passed between us! It was fantastic and I told you so. And
I told you that I loved you, and you said you loved me too!
I was so ecstatic that I had crossed the Rubicon, as it were,
and I can’t wait to ravish you again! Who would have thought
that such intense satisfaction could be got through “cyber
space?” And I thought to myself if it could be this good with
words and graphic, uninhibited, descriptions just imagine
what it would be like in reality! But of course, for the foreseeable
future this is not to be. So we will just enjoy each other
in this beautiful, metaphysical way, until this state
of affairs resolves itself one way or another. But that
is in the future! To return to last night, I was a little disappointed
that you left me, glowing post coitally, so quickly! I just
wanted to lie in your arms for a while and whisper sweet nothings,
but you were in such a rush that I let you go and I left, a little
miffed, to flirt in the zone!
Still in my state of coital bliss I didn’t chance joining
others. I was so sure they would guess that, only moments
before, I was getting the fuck of my life! So I sat alone,
trying to play with the bots but my thoughts were too immersed
in our lovemaking to really give it the concentration the
game deserved. But I wasn’t alone long! Someone else joined
me. He zoned messaged me to ask if this lady alone would like
some company. So of course, being me, I laughed at his audacity,
and told him I would love some company! And in an instant
he was there opposite me, and we played not one game! He was
cheeky and very forward. He was undoubtedly trying to seduce
me, and good sex has always given me the edge, so I lost my
timidity and became witty and enlivened. And I certainly
gave him a run for his money! And then he said he would like
a relationship with me, but I told him I was rather heavily
committed to someone else in the zone. And he said he’s a
lucky man! Fearing that I might succumb to his flattery
I wished him a hasty goodnight and left. LOL. Vanity thy
name is woman! You never knew it but he joined us again later
on and kept sending me zone messages asking if R could possibly
be my lover. I have never seen him again so I presume he took
the hint I so obviously provided him with! I know you will
forgive me; but it is entirely your fault that you made me
into such an incorrigible flirt!
And now it is my bed time, the arms of Morpheus beckon and
I am tired and welcome her warm embrace knowing that soon
I shall sleep and then you will come to me. Until then, my
dream lover, a sweet goodnight……..
The warm water of the lagoon had soon engulfed us. We were
deep in the water and realized hundreds, nay thousands
more like us, were swimming in the same direction toward
a common goal as yet unknown to us. But I was slow and you kept
stopping to wait for me and you took my hand and we swam ever
deeper. And we could breathe! Like some strange aquatic
animals we could breathe! Bubbles floated from our mouths
and noses and formed around us like mystical auras. And
we were charmed by the fish swimming gracefully around
us and we reached out to them and laughed as they dashed,
startled, away from us. And we met the white octopus, he
came close to us and took us both in his sticky sucking tentacles,
and we weren’t afraid! We luxuriated in his embrace as his
suckers latched on to our skin and sucked us hard and sensuously,
my breasts and nipples, your prick and buttocks, my thighs
– your thighs, no part it seemed , was left untouched and
we were aroused again. The warm water flowing over our skin
the sucking sensations, the very lightness of us in the
deep water, left us gasping for relief! And the octopuses
long arms brought us both tightly together and you slipped
your hardness into me. And as you moved in and out the little
bubbles escaped from my cunt affording us even greater
pleasure! And you pulled out of me as the octopus turned
me away from you and presented my anus to you and you slid,
easily this time, deep into my bowels. And I screamed out
my pleasure! And my clit was in the octopuses sucker and
he was sucking hard – almost unbearably hard – as you pounded
away at me. And my climax washed over me like the very sea
we were in. And I turned to look at you and your face was a picture
of rapture as, like a great tidal wave, you flooded into
me! The octopus’s arms were still around us but the sucking
had stopped and suddenly he was gone and in his place was
the slave boy you had given me – and he smiled at us knowingly
before he disappeared, his great fish tail thrashing through
the water, as he vanished into the murky depths below.
And the sea around us foamed with carnality as the other
swimmers pleasured each other, as we had done, and as they
all came the sea was filled with their ecstatic groans and
screams and we watched in awe as the final thrustings signaled
their utter satiation.
And we swam on, faster and faster, and I asked you where we
were but you shushed me and wouldn’t tell. And then the great
waves came! Gently at first, but then more urgently and
we were sped along faster than we could swim, all moving
swiftly but uncontrollably together. And it felt like
an undersea earthquake as the water turned tempestuous
and we hurtled against each other, rolling and turning
in the churning sea. And you took my hand and kept me firmly
in your grip. And the murkiness seemed to lighten as in the
distance we saw a pinpoint of red light and it was upon us
as we felt the final great thrust that jerked us relentlessly
toward it.
