Mark was different than most of the guys I met in college. He was kind, respectful and he always had manners. Mark also did not try and sleep with me right away. Most of the jerks in college did, they were either jock types or frat boys. In fact, after we met, Mark and I did not do anything sexually for 3 weeks. I finally gave him a blowjob and two weeks later we went all the way.
I had not been with many guys and compared to the drunken college and high school two minute boys Mark was a great lover. Mark is not huge, only five inches hard but is a very attentive lover and gives great oral sex. Our sex life was fine for first five years of our marriage and then we both got busy in our careers. We got promotions and our sex life kind of got stale during that time in our lives.
During this period I began to find porno and cuckold websites on our computer. At first I felt like there was something wrong with me that Mark would have to resort to porno. I wasn't sure what to do, whether to confront Mark or let it go. The more I thought about it the more curious I got but still remained quiet.
My curiosity peaked when I saw the type of porno Mark enjoyed. Some were men with very large cocks screwing women while the husband sat helpless with his hands tied behind his back or in chastity devices. Others would go out on dates or meet for lunch and then have passionate affairs while the husband would sit at home yearning for his wife and waiting for her to tell him how hot her date was. I could have never imagined Mark watching men with much larger cocks fucking these women or even having him watch me with another man. The websites are what really stirred my interests. I checked the history in the browser and Mark was visiting hot wife and cuckold sites almost daily for the past year.
I was shocked at first but then I wondered if Mark thought about me having sex with other men. For some odd reason the thought turned me on. Mark had always been controlling in the relationship in subtle ways such as with money and when making major decisions. I guess deep down I was a little resentful. I made more money then Mark but I never asserted myself because of my upbringing. Watching my mom for all those years deferring to my dad had an impression on me.
The whole thing started to perplex me as I began to notice Mark being more submissive in bed. The more I asserted myself in bed the more he seemed to like it. I had never been aggressive sexually but I enjoyed my new sense of power over my husband. One night in bed while we were playing I startled Mark when I said "what's was a hot wife?" He tried to be coy about it and say he didn't know but I told him I found the sites on the Internet that he was looking at.
He actually blushed when I approached the subject the following night and he confessed it was quite the turn on. I think he thought I was trying to trick him at first because he was hesitant. I asked him if he ever thought about me being a hot wife. He fumbled for words, said no, so I kind of sulked and said, "That's too bad because the thought turns me on".
He blurted out, "are you serious, would you ever do such a thing Francine?"
I told him I didn't think I could in real life but the fantasy seemed exciting. At that time I didn't know where this was going but I did want to spice up our sex life by letting Mark know it was ok to have fantasies. I just wanted to share in them with him.
He asked me how long had I known about his porn and I told him for about a month now. Mark wanted to know if I was disappointed in him. For some reason his sincerity made me feel very close to him at that moment. I bent over and kissed him softly. I told him I was happy that he was looking at porn instead of other women. I just wished he would have told me sooner.
So, from that moment on we began communicating again and it hasn't stopped since. I had never really talked about sex with anyone in my life except for a few girlfriends. Talking about it with my husband was very intimate. That night we watched one of the movies and had wild sex for the longest time.
Slowly over the next six months the hot wife and cuckolding themes became part of our sex play. I must admit I started feeling sexier with Mark's encouragement buying new outfits and dressing much sexier when we went out. I basically threw out all my old plain underwear and purchased very tiny, shear and lacey panties along with half-cup bras showing off my 34c breasts even more. Even when I wore business suits to work I replaced pantyhose with garter belts and stockings underneath them. Mark became much more attentive and it seemed he was always in the bedroom when I got dressed or undressed watching my every move.
This is when I began to notice other men watching me and flirting with me. I even embellished a few stories about my past in bed with Mark. I really was not very sexually experienced and the biggest guy I ever had was probably around seven inches. I told Mark he was hung like a horse and it only seemed to excite him more hearing about it. I had my doubts though that this would ever move beyond fantasy. It went against the grain of everything I had ever been taught about marriage, but still it was the most exciting six months sexually of our marriage.
Still Mark and I made the agreement to how we should proceed if my urges ever developed. We agreed on basically four things. First I told him I would occasionally test him and make him prove that he can handle his fantasy. I told him when we're out I might flirt with other men or even have lunch or dinner with a guy I'm attracted too. Second, I will never hold back even if I think it will make him jealous. Third, if I do have sex with another man when I return home I'll describe in detail what we did and he must eagerly listen (Mark explicitly wanted this in the agreement). Finally, he can date no one and must stay home when I'm out. Well as most women would agree I couldn't believe my husband would submit to all of this. In the back of our minds I believed both of us thought this would happen only in our little fantasy world.
Then one day I had lunch scheduled with Jack, a client from out of town. That's when I thought this might be something I could bring up and see if Mark was really serious. I had not seen him in over a year and remembered how good looking he was. The last time he was in town he tried to flirt with me but I kept the conversation very business like. I found myself that morning dressing very sexy, not in my usual conservative business suit but in a black pin striped, tight pencil skirt, dark lavender silk blouse and 4" black high heeled pumps. I wore my sexiest black lace underwear underneath, all lace panty, garter belt, black shear stockings and a half-cup bra. The skirt was knee length and tight while my blouse was buttoned to the top for the office.
Mark quickly noticed my attire.
"Isn't that skirt awfully tight for the workplace?" Mark told me cautiously.
I smiled as Mark glanced my way "Sweetie I'm having lunch with a very handsome gentleman so I want to be at my best."
Mark's eyes just lit up and he began to get excited which only aroused me. That morning at breakfast the level of emotion went to new heights between him and me. I teased him badly strutting around with my heels clicking on our ceramic kitchen floor. I purposely bend over in front of Mark showing him how hot my cute bottom looked in my tight skirt. Mark always complimented me on how sexy my legs and ass looked, especially from behind. The teasing continued until I finally was ready to leave for the office. I hinted I might do more than just flirt with my gentleman associate, knowing in the back of my mind it probably wouldn't be the case.
"Do whatever your little heart desires" Mark encouraged referring to my lunch date.
Surprised but not shocked at his remark I left the house saying, "Are you sure, you never know what might happen?"
I kissed my husband goodbye and walked out the door.
Needless to say Jack, my lunch date noticed my new appearance and was all over me from the beginning (I loosened the three top buttons on my blouse before meeting him). This time I did not push him away. It was the strangest feeling to be with another man knowing my husband wanted me too. It was exhilarating sitting there flirting with Jack and I felt so free. Jack began to touch my hand as we chatted and eventually he asked me to go back to his hotel with him. For some reason I picked up my cell phone and called Mark.
"Hi sweetie, sorry to bother you but I have an important question to ask you, I have this handsome gentleman I met for lunch and now he wants to take me back to his hotel room." Jack gazed at me with a look of astonishment and surprise.
Mark was flabbergasted, fumbling for words on the other end finally answering my question.
"You should do whatever you desire" my loving husband told me meekly.
I was not going to let him off the hook that easy.