I'm not sure what time I woke up the next morning, but my head was killing me and my bladder was ready to explode as I stumbled into the bathroom to pee. I just wanted to let my cock hang over the toilet and empty myself, but I was still caged, and had to sit and pee like a girl.
My breast forms pulled on my chest as I sat like a sissy with pee trickling out of me at half my normal flow. My head hurt like hell, but my ass, for some reason, felt wonderful.
My blurred recollections of last night were filled with images of me doing things I never would have imagined. Things I'd always thought were shameful and perverted, were now things that I had done. I kept telling myself I did it for Sherry, acting out a fantasy she had of me, as a birthday present to her.
It was humiliation for sure, but there was something exciting about the humiliation, like the humiliation I felt the first time Sherry took me with the strap-on. Real cock had given me the same satisfying sensations the strap-on did, only better.
Once my eyes were able to focus, I found a note Sherry taped to the bathroom mirror,
'Good morning, Mandy. After all the excitement you had last night, me and Brenda decided to come home and let you sleep it off. Give me a call when you wake up.'
I called her up and she asked, “So how are you feeling this morning, Mandy?”
"Okay, I guess," I told her, "except for a splitting headache. I don't think I wanna be called Mandy anymore. That was just a game we played last night."
"That wasn't a game last night," she informed me, "it was my fantasy, the birthday present you promised to act out for me. Last night was only half of my fantasy. The other half comes today, if you still want to play.
"We left you a pill on the counter for your headache, and there’s some juice in the fridge."
"It's not the same pill as last night, is it?"
“No, baby, it's not the same pill. We gave you ecstasy last night, because we wanted you relaxed and compliant. I was so proud of the way you really got into it. Do you remember how much fun you had?”
“Well, it's all kind of a blur," I said as I walked out of the bathroom, "but from what I remember, I think I liked it. I probably wouldn't have done all those things if I hadn't been so high."
My headache wasn't going away, so I decided to take the pill, and the juice tasted wonderful.
“So you’re not all that freaked out about anything you did, right?”
"Not too freaked, I guess. I'm just kinda worried about people we know finding out about it."
“Don’t worry," she assured me, "those guys last night know you as Mandy. They don't even know what Mark looks like. No one will ever know who they are, because they all wore ski masks. So are you worried about anything else?”
I reluctantly told her, “I’m worried you might think I’m gay.”
She laughed and told me, “You're not gay, baby. You're just a kinky little sissy who loves getting fucked in the ass. It's time for you to acknowledge what me and Brenda already know, but you've been too afraid to admit.”
"Look," I defiantly said, "I'm not a sissy. I'm just playing along with you because I said I'd do it for your birthday."
"You're not a sissy...?" she laughed again. "Go look at yourself in the mirror. You've got tits glued to your chest, and your little sissy clit is locked-up in a cage. And the video we made last night should convince you of what you are."
"You made a video...?"
There was a long pause before she said, “That's right, Mandy. But don't worry, me and Brenda left it in a safe place."
“Where is it?”
“We loaded it the VCR in your motel room so you could watch yourself. Go ahead and push the play button. Push it right now."
I pushed play and saw myself on the TV, being pumped full of big black dick.
“Oh... my... God," I gasped.
She giggled and said, “You know what they say, Mandy, once you go black, you never go back.”
“How many?” I was afraid to know.
“You took on six well-hung black guys last night, so how do you feel now? Sore or what?”
My eyes were glued to the TV as I told her, “You’ll be surprised, but I’m not all that sore.”
“So was I right? Doesn’t the real thing feel better than plastic?”
"Let's just say I'm not as sore as I probably should be. Now that I've done it, I'm not sure I wanna do it again."
"Oh, c'mon Mandy... are you gonna crap-out on me halfway through the fantasy? Submit to me, baby. Submit to me and Brenda. Your submission to us will come with some very nice rewards for you."
"What else do you want me to do?"
"Well, for starters, pretend you're our sissy. Just pretend the rest of your life belongs to us from now on. Pretend you're our whore, turning tricks for us. It'll turn me on so much if you do. It was such a turn-on for me last night watching you getting it on like a sissy slut. You were loving it, sweetheart, I could tell you were."
"I was probably loving it because I was so loaded on ecstasy. I mean, I loved the way it made me feel, but I don't think I woulda done it if I wasn't so loaded."
"Sometimes, baby, our inhibitions keep us from doing what we really want to do. We knew the ecstasy would help you drop all your inhibitions so you could enjoy it like you did. I know you liked it last night, and don't try to say you didn't."
"Okay, so I liked it. What do you want me to do?"
"I just told you. I want you to do it again today, without taking ecstasy, of course, just to see if you really like it. It's my fantasy, baby, it's your birthday present to me.
"I don't want to lay too much shit on you all at once, Mandy, but things have changed. Please do this one thing for me, so the changes will be good for us both."
"So I'm supposed to be a whore for you?"
"Just pretend you are, just for me. Play it out for me today, and Monday night, you'll get to fuck me and Brenda. You know how bad you've been wanting Brenda's pussy...? Well, be our obedient sissy today, and you'll get to have her. She already said she would, promise."
My cock was straining in its cage after hearing that. The promise of getting into Brenda's pussy was too much to resist, “Okay," I agreed. "What now, honey?”
"What now...?" she laughed, "Just be a sissy and let yourself be controlled like one. We have the room reserved until Monday, and it’s only Saturday morning, so let's take advantage of it. I'd like you to work out of the room, while me and Brenda take a little overnight trip to Lake Tahoe."
"You mean like actually turning tricks? Like a real whore?" I asked in a panic.
"Didn't you tell us last night that you were our sissy-whore?"
"Yeah, but I thought we were just joking."
"Well, we were and we weren't. Last night was sort of a 'free samples' night, to see if you could make the grade. I'm happy to tell you that you passed with flying colors.
"From now on, if you agree, guys will pay us before they get to fuck you. And remember, you'll get pussy rewards for it. You'll get to fuck me and Brenda Monday night. That's gotta make your little prick beg to be let out."
Baiting me with Brenda's pussy again pushed me over the edge. Maybe she was right, maybe I was a sissy. Like she said, all I had to do was try it.
I couldn't deny it to myself, that I really did like it, after I'd gotten into it. It couldn't be any worse if I let myself indulge in it once more, just to make Sherry happy.
"Okay, I'll try to do what you want," I finally gave in, "I'm just not sure I can."
"Don't worry, Mandy. We'll help you get used to it. I think you're gonna fall in love with the new version of you."
Just then, there was a knock at the door. Sherry heard it over the phone and told me she'd sent someone over to give me a little wake-up, and that I was to keep talking to her on the phone until he was gone.
She said I was to do exactly as I was told. Since I'd already agreed to everything, I felt I had to go along with it.
I opened the door, and there was a husky black guy who walked right in and slapped me on the ass as he passed me by.
He sat at the desk table, drawing out white lines of what appeared to be cocaine. He motioned me over to the table, and handed me a rolled-up bill.
When I told Sherry what he had done, she said, "It's just a little cocaine to take the edge off your nervousness. You don't have to, but it'll make your day much more pleasurable. Just let everything happen, especially what's going to happen in a few seconds," she giggled.
I'd never snorted cocaine before, but some of my friends had told me how much they liked it. I figured if I was going to play sissy for Sherry again today, I might as well be a little high while I was doing it. It was strange how my nostrils got numb all of a sudden. I kept the phone pressed to my ear so Sherry could hear me snorting up several lines.
He was behind me, and bent me over the table. I suddenly realized why Sherry started giggling when he squirted lube around my ass and jammed his cock into me in one swift thrust. I grimaced at the sudden shock and pain, and all but screamed into the phone.
Sherry told me to stay on the line, describe everything that was happening and tell her everything I was feeling, which I did.
He pumped my ass hard and fast, and I could hardly hold the phone with all the pain and humiliation he was inflicting on me. To my complete surprise, as humiliating as it was, the humiliation was turning me on.
Involuntarily, I started pushing my ass back to meet every one of his hard thrusts. Finally, as he was grinding against my butt, I felt his huge cock twitching inside me, and I hoped he was cumming.
He slipped out of me as fast as he slipped in, pulled up his pants, and just walked out; leaving a small mound of cocaine and a used condom on the table. He never said a word the entire time he was there.
Sherry giggled into the phone, “Now you’re a genuine coke whore, baby. How do you feel?”
The cocaine I'd just snorted was giving me a rush and I replied sarcastically, “I feel great, honey.”
“Good," she said, "now go in the bathroom and clean yourself up. I left you clean lingerie and another outfit for tomorrow. We'll be by to pick you up tomorrow after we get back from Tahoe.
"That same guy who just fucked you will bring your food to you. He'll be expecting another piece of ass every time he comes by, so just assume that's gonna happen each time you see him.
"So, Mandy, everything's set up for you. All you have to do is watch your video to get your head into it. Thank you so much for trying this. I'll be thinking of you. See you tomorrow, sweetie."
~~~~~
My first thought when Sherry hung up the phone was, "What the hell did I just agree to?'
I'd just snorted a bunch of cocaine and let some black dude I'd never seen before fuck me like I was just a convenient asshole to be used for his personal pleasure. I screamed into the room, "Fuuuuuuck!"
I felt like I was trapped in that motel room, wearing a wig, dressed in lingerie and a fucking corset that restricted my breathing. There was no doubt about it, I was fucked, but I'd fucked myself by agreeing to it all.
I'd already been fucked once this morning, and no telling how many more times I'd be fucked before this self-imposed nightmare was over. Then I noticed, underneath all the humiliation I was experiencing, there was a certain thrill to it that couldn't be denied. Something inside me was wanting this.
I ran into the bathroom and felt like crying. I stared at the mirror and saw Mandy looking back at me. She wasn't a bad-looking chick at all. Kinda hot, actually, if she'd been happy and smiling.
I laughed at the ridiculousness of how I'd let my wife and that bitch Brenda draw me into this. I went over to the couch and just sat there for probably an hour, thinking about this big step I had agreed to take. Then I heard my phone bleep with an incoming text. It was from Sherry.
'Hi Mandy. Just checking up on you before we leave for Tahoe. By now, you've probably had a few second thoughts about what you just agreed to. I hope what you're about to experience will remove all those second thoughts.'
'In top drawer of the dresser, you'll find clean lingerie and some nice girly bath oil we left you so you can have a nice, relaxing soak in the tub before your boyfriends come over later. Remember what I told you. Just let go and let yourself be Mandy today.
'I know you'll love it by the time it's all over. Me and Brenda can't wait to give you your pussy rewards Monday night. Toodle-do, Mandy. Have fun!'
'God-dammit!' I thought after reading her text. 'I put myself into this.'
I opened the dresser drawer to find the bath oil she left for me, along with a set of red-laced nylons, panties, and bra. Of course, there was a note attached.
'Hi Mandy, you pretty girl. Hope you like the red outfit we left you. Your lingerie is all you'll need to wear today. There's a shower cap under the bath oil. Put it on over your wig because you don't know how to take it off and put it on yet. We'll teach you that next week. You have much to learn, little sissy. We'll have fun learning together. Remember, baby, Monday night you get to fuck us both! Love... Mistress Sherry'
'So now she's my mistress, instead of my wife,' I thought, '... wonderful fantasies my wife dreams up.'
I went into the bathroom and turned on the hot bath water. I poured in half the bottle of bath oil, and spent the next fifteen minutes trying to figure out how to get that god-damned corset off my body. It took a while, but it felt great to take a deep breath after I threw that godforsaken garment on the floor.
The bathroom was steamy and girly bath fragrances filled the air. I had to admit, I felt better in a way I'd never imagined. With the shower cap over my wig, I eased myself into the very hot water and a big 'aaaagh!' came out of my mouth.
I just closed my eyes and let my mind go blank as the hot water soothed every muscle in my body. I felt much better when I opened my eyes, but there was no way for me to ignore my big tits, nor could I forget about the pink plastic cage between my legs.
They were on me to stay, until I got home, at least. I couldn't fight them any longer. The only way I was going to get through the night was to temporarily accept myself as a sissy. Reluctantly, I started getting myself psyched up to play-out Sherry's fantasy-like I promised I would.
I closed my eyes again, and thought about the moments of intense pleasure from last night, when I had a cock in my ass and mouth. It was turning me on and I felt my dick straining against the cage again. The more I thought about it, the harder my cock swelled. I tried to stop thinking about it, but I couldn't.
I opened my eyes, wishing I could just jack off to relieve the pressure building in my balls. I remembered getting so turned on last night, and never even getting to cum. I realized the pleasure I'd felt came from giving pleasure to the men around me. I smiled, thinking about how I did that.
I remembered how satisfied I felt when Sherry and Brenda shared my first mouthful of cum last night. It was a pleasant taste, from what I remember. I felt a satisfaction that was hard to put my finger on.
At any rate, I was going to have to repeat last night's performance again in a few hours. The more I got myself psyched up about it, the easier it was going to be for me.