I grew up in a rather conservative household, but that was always fine because I was never one to go out and party and get involved in such things. I was fine staying home and living vicariously through my friends. Eventually I graduated high school and got to college. I was still a quiet kid, I got along with my roommate well enough, and I was usually able to find some people to have dinner with or walk to class with . So it was a pleasant time.
But I did have a secret. Somewhere along the way in my restrained childhood and hearing my friends and sitting through sex Ed and my own natural curiosity, I developed a penchant for online porn. I waited until I knew my parents were distracted and convinced I was doing work, and then I would look up all sorts of pictures and videos and stories. I didn’t care if it was straight, gay, any race or any sort of fantasy, I had to look and imagine it. Then I would sneak off to my room and rub myself till I could get the tension to build and I would stifle myself so no one would hear.
I never went on any dates, just because I never seemed to be the girl any guy wanted, but I always very revved up. The slightest passing thought in class would get my pussy wet and I would sit among all my friends trying to get myself as far as I could without a single one noticing. And that was just in high school.
In college, I knew way more people were having sex. The people in the room next door always had someone over, and they rarely attempted to cover their sounds. Which always meant another fit of silent orgasms for me. Even though I considered her a friend, I couldn’t wait till my roommate went home for the weekend or visited a friend so I could enjoy myself in comfort. I always knew when she was out of the room so I could watch my porn in peace.
I was of course very busy. I mean, I did have to maintain my grades, so I still didn’t go looking for guys, or really even think about doing anything beyond masturbating, even though I was almost always wet walking around campus. But I did have one class freshmen year that was incredible boring. We just sat at tables while the professor droned on. I knew of several kids who fell asleep or texted or surfed the web on laptops. I usually used this class for other purposes.
Generally I sat at the back table where no one else happened to sit even though it was by the door. Instead of doing all the work by myself, I discovered that I could take notes with one hand, while the other casually held an extra pen under the table, rubbing it against the slit of my jeans. It was such an intense feeling because it was so different that I was almost afraid I would leak so much it would leave a stain on the chair behind me. But no one ever noticed, so I got to enjoy class as much as I wanted.
A few weeks into semester, there was one day of class where I wasted no time and got right to business with my pen in position. Then a taller guy with blonde who usually sat in the row in front of me came in late and slid into the seat next to me. I was too far along to stop, so I tried to look very busy with my notes. He leaned over, though, and, looking straight at the pen on the edge of my crotch, said,
“Can I use your extra pen?”
Flushing, I knew, I slowly pulled my hand up and handed him the pen. Grinning, he took it, but didn’t write a single thing on the paper in front of him all class. Meanwhile, I was stuck in the middle of a near-orgasm and needed release, so I had to work the muscles near my pussy as hard as possible to get me so I could think again. It was the worst class, and afterwards, the guy next to me got up and walked out the door without a word, still holding my pen in his hands.
It took me a while to calm down after that, but I figured the guy would go back to his usual place next class and I could again have my peace. I got to class early next time hoping to get an early start. I had just started running the pen over the jeans on my pussy when the blonde guy from last class sauntered in and sat right next to me, even though most of the seats were still open. I immediately tensed up, still needing a release but stuck with him next to me. I tried to ignore him and casually move my hand away from my crotch,
But before I really even got anywhere, he leaned over and grabbed the pen, still dangerously close to my pussy, and said,
“So I lost your last pen. Mind if I use this one? Or do you need it for something else?”
Despite my secret sexual fantasies, I was still a bit of that socially awkward geek from high school, and talking to guys was just not my thing. I tried to stammer out something about it being fine, but if he would please return this one. But he barely let me finish when he said,
“You know, I think I can actually help you with this one.”
Then leaning near the table to block it from view, he slid his hand right between my legs and started rubbing his fingers right where my pen had previously been working for me.
I gasped at the shock of this new sensation but tried to cover it up, because by this time, much of the class had taken their seats and the teacher had walked in. However, this guy seemed to have no intention of stopping, and not wanting to make a scene, as well as enjoying this turn of events, I let him keep going.
His fingers started slowly, moving around and exploring the area between my legs. Now, I’m not fat, but I’m no skinny-mini, so I have a bit of chub rub down there, so I tried to position myself so he had better access. I carefully slid my legs around the chair and tucked my feet behind the chair’s legs to keep open better, and I lifted my hips forward.
He seemed to like this better, as he spread his hand further along my previously private area. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him grinning. He was steadily picking up pace on my crotch, rubbing faster and faster, and I could feel my breath getting shallower as the feelings spread warmth through my lower body.