I was 20 before I met a girl who was even remotely interested in me. Or at least, I was 20 before a girl was into me and I knew it.
Women have always been a mystery to me. From the first crush of my elementary school days to the unyielding love I feel for someone now, I have never understood anything about women.
I was introduced to Karla through my best friend, Eric and his girlfriend, Sam. They had tried to set us up once before, behind my back, on my birthday, but she couldn't make it.
We met on a hot, early summer day at Limeridge Mall in Hamilton. Karla and I had been talking on Facebook for a couple days prior to that, so a lot of the nervousness I would normally feel was gone.
The four of us spent some time hanging out in the food court, joking around, letting me get to know Karla better. It turns out, she still had a boyfriend, Connor. He was unemployed, a drug addict and his entire family was hooked on various drugs and would all be high as often as possible, even while driving. Everyone told her to leave this guy, but she wouldn't.
From the mall we went to a park at the edge of Hamilton mountain. Eric and Sam wanted to get some pictures together. Karla and I got a couple together as well, but not all lovey dovey like Eric and Sam's were.
We walked around the park just talking. We were hitting it off really well. She told me about her boyfriend and how she wanted to leave him, but hated everyone telling her to do so. I know now that her saying that was her putting me "on the hook" so to speak. I became her backup guy.
We spent the next few months meeting up a lot, texting, Facebook messaging. We never missed a day. It was a few months straight of talking to each other. She and Connor had split briefly during this time, but being the inexperienced schmuck that I am, I blew my window and they got back together.
Finally I took the offensive, even while she was still seeing the jerk. The first thing I did was write her a poem. She loved it. She cried as she read it. Score one for the schmuck. A little while later I bought her flowers. I bought them before meeting up with her and tried to figure out the best way to surprise her with them.
I put them in my trunk in such a way that they wouldn't move and get ruined. I picked her up and we went to a park on the lake. As we were getting out of the car, I told her to look in the trunk. She was speechless. She cried and hugged me for the longest time. We walked around the park, sharing a chocolate mint ice cream cone, and it became very clear that if she wasn't with Connor, she would have been with me.
In September we went to Niagara Falls. This was a huge day for me as I had never been to the falls and because Karla was single again. We met up with Eric and Sam at Boston Pizza along with our then friend, Nick and the girl they were trying to set him up with and had previously tried to set me up with, Stacey.
On the drive back from the falls, Karla held my hand most of the way. I was insanely happy. I had already told her I loved her at this point but I could really feel it then. When I pulled up outside her house to drop her off, she leaned over and kissed me. It was just a quick peck, lasting a second, if that, but it was amazing to me.