I was a fairly normal teen. An only child. I only grew to six feet tall. I had a slim build, brown hair, and brown eyes.
At around my sixteenth birthday, I realized I was different. I was abnormal. Above Average. Hung.
Based on teenage angst and fantasy, you might think that I valued this trait. That maybe I was able to use it to my advantage. But it was just the opposite. You see, I wasn't larger than most. I had the largest penis of anyone I had encountered. Even in a flaccid state, the bulge was much larger than anyone around me.
It started innocently enough with my becoming modest. I only dressed or undressed behind closed doors. I stopped going to pool parties or sleepovers. But the bane of my existence was Physical Education. I hated the locker room. I didn't want anyone to notice.
But as a seventeen year old, I had impulses and needs I didn't quite understand. I lusted after the attractive girls around me, but was scared to death to pursue any of them, lest they find out about my secret. I became reclusive and ashamed.
Like most teenage boys, I escaped into porn. Magazines at first. The proverbial stash. But with the Internet, porn became easy to find and even easier to get lost in. I would masturbate constantly, but after I'd finished, I'd feel ashamed. No one would want to do the things I saw the couples on the screen doing. I was too big. No one would want me like that...
I had survived high school and started college. I had mastered the art of keeping my curse a secret. I didn't go out. I didn't date. I didn't really leave the triangle of apartment, work, and school. It was a miracle I met her at all.
I met Lisa by accident. If she had knocked on the door, I probably would have pretended not to be home. That humid Saturday afternoon, I was heading out to run an errand and when I opened the door she was standing there smiling at me.
"Hey!" she said.
"Uh, hi." I replied.
I stood there dumbfounded. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She was standing there barefoot in her tight t-shirt and cut off jeans. All of five foot two, looking up at me with bright hazel eyes. "I'm Lisa... from next door?" she smiled. "You wouldn't happen to have a stick of butter would you?" she asked. "Helllo?" she giggled.
"Sorry, you just surprised me.", I mumbled. "I... think I do... Let me check." I stuttered.
I walked back into the kitchen, opened the fridge, and procured the butter.
"Here you go." I said.
"Thanks!" she exclaimed as she turned to walk back down the hall. "I'm Lisa, by the way."
"I'm Scott." I answered back, a little too eagerly and a lot too loudly.
I stood there transfixed at her perfection as she walked away. Her hair, her face, her eyes, her shape... perfect. I was staring at her ass when she turned quickly. She caught me dead-to-rights. "I owe you one." she said. She winked at me and then slid into her apartment.
That was the day my life changed. Even though our introduction was less than sophisticated, it became the start of our friendship.
It began with our simply acknowledging each other in the hall or running into each other in the laundry room. Then it escalated to her inviting me over for dinner or my inviting her over for a movie. We would take turns picking the movie. She usually picked romantic comedies, I usually picked an action movie.
Around Lisa, I was both completely attracted to her and completely comfortable with her. I didn't feel awkward around he, or so I thought...
We were both sitting on the sofa watching one of her movie picks when it happened. You see, we usually stayed to our respective sides of the sofa, but that night was different. Lisa asked if she could share my blanket because she was cold. I hesitantly agreed. Sharing the blanket led to her sliding up alongside of me. As the movie continued her head rested on my shoulder...
I don't remember the movie. I remember how she felt as well as the smell of her hair filling my senses. She looked up into my eyes and kissed me. Tenderly at first and then more aggressively. Remember that this was the first time I had ever kissed a girl. Ever. She was attempting to climb onto me as I tried to stop her. "It's OK, Scott. I want to," she urged. It scared me to death, but I didn't want it to stop. All I could think of was how good it felt to kiss her. But I was instantly reminded of my shame. I was more erect at that moment than any time before. At 12.5 inches, my member had snaked out of the waistband of my shorts. I knew if she got too close, she'd discover me. I couldn't imagine the shame.
She rocked back from me and looked hurt. "What's wrong?" she said. I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't stand the hurt look on her face.
"I've never done this before." I whispered.
"Wait. What?!" she said incredulously.
"I've never done this before." I mumbled.
"Awwwwwww..." she whined. Her eyes sparkling like I was a newborn puppy. "That's so sweet." She mewed as she inched closer.
I couldn't look into her eyes.
She began nuzzling me and kissing my face. She placed her hand on the side of my face and turned my mouth to hers. Her lips brushed mine and our lips locked. Her tongue darts into my mouth. Her sweet mouth and velvety tongue send fireworks through my head. I flinch as she slides her hand down to my hand carefully placing my palm on her breast.
"Mmmm... that feels nice. You have such strong hands..." she purrs.
Grabbing her 36 inch Double D's for the first time was heaven. I was literally lost in my senses. Instinctively, I begin rocking my hips. Sliding my firmness across my stomach to the base of my sternum. I freaked out a little as I knew where this was heading. I was trying to slow things down when Lisa suddenly rocked back and stripped off her shirt. She relished my hungry eyes and let her bra straps slide off of each shoulder. She reached back and unfastened her bra, cupping her breasts as her bra slid off.
"Do you want to kiss them?" she whispered.
She stood up in front of me and slowly bent down.
"Kiss this one." she teased as she pointed to her left nipple.
"Mmmm, now this one." as she alternated to her right.
At this point, I lost all control. I gripped a breast in each hand and pulled the nipples into my mouth. Licking and sucking and tonguing her swollen nipples. I had completely forgotten about shame.
Lisa straddled me and ran her hands through my hair.
"That's it, Scott... just like that... Mmmmm" she whispered her encouragement.
She slid her hands down my sides and grabbed the bottom of my shirt on each side. I leaned forward as she slid it over my head. She rocked her head back, eyes closed, as I kissed her breasts. She planted herself in my lap. Rolling her hips back and forth. Grinding down to where she expected me. She ran her hands over my chest when her thumbs brushed up against my hardness. My eyes instantly sprung open and I blushed as her eyes dreamily settled on the tip of my cock, pulsing, at my sternum...
"Holy shit, Scott!" she exclaimed as she covered her mouth with both hands.
I'll never forget the look of shock in her eyes as they dart between my eyes and my erection.
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