It was almost ten o ’clock when Noah finally killed the engine of the car. We were parked on a cliff surrounded in darkness, but the lights below us glowed and glittered like golden, silver stars that had fallen from the sky. It was certainly an amazing city view. There were no other vehicles or people around us. This spot was definitely a perfect place to get away and just make out with a really hot date. I wondered if that’s why be brought me up there.
“Wow…it’s so beautiful.”
“Yeah, it’s too bad we can’t really see the stars since it’s so cloudy tonight. We need to get away from the city to star gaze.” He turned the key halfway in the ignition so that the battery would stay on and the music could play at a comfortable volume.
“I love the stars," I said, while I unbuckled my seat belt and stared up at the night sky. “When I was a kid, I used to wish and pray that God would take me away from my bed for one night and turn me into a star so that I could find you… wherever you were in the world. I was convinced that it was the only way I could ever see you.” Oh god, why did I tell him that? I couldn’t meet his eyes. So I just relaxed in my seat and looked out into the city. There was a moment of silence between us. Did I make things awkward with that confession?
“You never needed God to turn you into a star Aria. You already are one.” Aw, that was sweet.
“I stopped believing in him a long time ago,” I said with a heavy sigh.
Noah leaned towards me and gently touched my cheek. He traced the curve to my chin, and coaxed my head to turn in his direction so that I would meet his alluring eyes.
“You restored my faith in him when you let me back into your life.” His words so made my heart shiver. “I’ve always had a fascination with celestial objects, shooting stars in particular. Every so often in my life I would see one and it would remind me of you.”
His smile was bitter sweet, and the haunting sadness in his eyes made me want to reach out and hold him as he brushed back a strand of my hair. I really loved Noah’s ability to be so sweet and charming; only if it was directed at me
. It was hard enough enduring six months of him showering my stepmom with his adoring affection. Ugh.
Just when I thought he’d close the gap between our lips and kiss me, he pulled back and reclined in his seat.
“Lean your seat back.”
It was an order and I obeyed. I kicked off my heels, turned on my side facing him, and hugged my knees to my chest. Noah was resting on his back, staring up at the sky with his hands folded behind his head. I couldn’t seem to take my eyes off of him. He was just too beautiful. We were both lost in thought for a moment, listening to music and enjoying the romantic ambiance around us. I blushed when he slowly turned his head and looked at me. Dammit. I got caught. I think he felt my eyes on him.
“Are you that obsessed with my side profile?”
“We’ve already established the fact that you have a very
attractive side profile. But to be honest, I think I’m obsessed with many things about you. Even the undiscovered parts….”
He turned his head as his laughter filled the air, while I smiled and imagined the beautiful sound waves travelling up into the universe and pleasing whatever celestial goddesses that resided within the stars; signalling his presence. Maybe they would all gather their energies and pray to God. Asking him to clear the overcast sky and allow them the viewing pleasure of watching over this fallen angel; this fallen angel who was a complete heart throb and was sitting right across from me. If I were a star and if God truly existed, then that’s what I would want. It would be my only wish.
“What am I going to do with you, Aria?”
“Anything you want.”
“You really shouldn’t encourage me, naughty girl,” he fixed his gaze on me.
“It’s not my fault you bring out the naughty in me.”
“Do you always have a ready answer prepared in that pretty little head of yours?”
“No, but…” I paused briefly. “Should I prepare myself for a brooding Noah
moment any time soon?”
brooding,” he chuckled and narrowed his eyes. And then he leaned forward to shuffle through some tracks on his stereo. There was a drastic change in the musical genre we were listening to.
“Wow, since when do you listen to J Cole
“You already know I have eclectic taste in music,” he shrugged.
I watched him smirk at me and then relax back into his seat; folding his hands behind his head once more.
“I’m not that much of a mystery, Aria.” his voice was deep and seductive. Oh, but you are. And I so want to solve you.
I was shocked that he listened to such explicit lyrics. “Oh my god Noah, please tell me you know what he’s rapping about.”
He raised himself on his elbow and looked at me. “Trust me, I know exactly
what he’s saying. I can rap you the entire song if you want,” his smile was confident.
“Yes! Do it!”
I watched as he began to nod his head in rhythm with the beat, while he waited for Miguel to finish the chorus. Once J began to spit the second verse, he started rapping along with it.
“Oh my god!” I started to laugh. “You’re amazing!” I was unbelievably shocked because he totally killed it. His flow was flawless. “Okay, you’ve got some serious swag. It’s official.”
“Is that so?” Noah laughed and looked at me.
“Yes!" I nodded with a beaming smile; still couldn’t get over how cool my dad was.
“I think I’d be the next Vanilla Ice
,” he laughed, poking fun at himself.
the new Vanilla Ice.”
“Please tell me you’re not a fan of the kid.”
“Are you kidding me? When have you ever seen me pin up a Bieber poster in my room? His music has improved, but I’m not a fan.”
“Okay, that’s a relief,” we both laughed at the same time.
“I’ve got some Tic Tac
mints in the glove compartment. Can you pop it open?” he asked me.
Uh oh, was this a sign? What did people normally do before they engaged in a full out make out session? Freshen their breath.
I held the tiny plastic container over his mouth and tapped it lightly until a couple mints fell in.
“No problem,” I took a couple mints myself. Just in case.
This probably wasn’t the best time to bring up the next subject, but he was quiet and I couldn’t think of anything else to talk about.
he sounded relaxed.
“Can you please tell me why you won’t let me see Uncle Evan?”
“I told you, Aria,” he clenched his jaw. “He’s dangerous. I don’t trust him.”
“Why is he dangerous though?”
He let out an exasperated sigh and looked at me. “Evan’s got a history of driving under the influence and doing drugs. He’s also set fire to things and places before. The list goes on baby girl. I really don’t want him around you.”
“But that was all in his past, right?”
Noah was silent, and then gave a reluctant nod.
“What if you let me have supervised visits with him?”
“You mean you want me tagging along?” he shook his head adamantly. “Absolutely not Aria, I can’t stand him. I’m not looking to repair my relationship with Evan. I’m sorry I never mentioned him to you earlier, but I had my reasons.”
“How would you feel if I refused to let you into my life when you came looking for me? It would’ve killed you if I told you I hated you and passed judgement based on the fact that you were never there for me growing up.”
“That’s not the same. Please don’t compare the situations.”
the same, Noah. My point is—if I judged you, we wouldn’t have gotten this close.”
“Sometimes I wish you’d have told me to fuck off and pushed me away instead.”
“What do you mean? Do you regret getting this close with me?” My heart sank in my chest. How could he say that?
“No, Aria,” Noah frowned. “I just mean that if I never came looking for you, your life would’ve progressed properly. You would’ve gone to college, gotten yourself a nice boyfriend and,” he paused for a moment to collect his thoughts. “You wouldn’t be in this predicament
with me. I feel responsible.”
“Is that what you label us as, a predicament?”
I couldn’t help but take offence.
“No,” he replied, growing seemingly frustrated. “I just mean that what we have isn’t normal. It doesn’t happen to everyone. Fathers and daughters aren’t supposed to feel this way about each other—”
“This is why our
bond is so rare and special,” I interjected, reaching out to touch the side of his face. “I didn’t want to fall in love with you. I knew it was wrong and I tried so hard to get over these feelings for you. I really did, but it only intensified Noah. And after you kissed me that night, I knew
for sure that you felt what I felt too.”
There was a short silence between us.
“Maybe we shouldn’t analyze us tonight,” he gently took my hand and lowered it away from his face. Why? Noooo…please let me touch you.
I guess I was overwhelming him. At this point Noah was just so hot and cold. I should’ve expected that though.
“I’m not trying to analyze us. I was talking about Evan.”
“Look, if I tell you I’ll think about it, will you give the subject a rest for a while?”
How long would be ‘a while’
He was already getting upset and I didn’t want to make him angry, so I just nodded and decided to be agreeable.
I took a deep breath and settled back into my seat, rubbing the side of my arm. It was a little cooler and windier up here.
“Are you cold?”
“No, I’m fine.” I didn’t think he’d notice. I was
a little chilly.
“Come here,” Noah adjusted his seat back a little more as I stared at him.
“On my lap.”
Oh. My. God. Was he for real? I carefully moved over and shifted onto his lap. My heart was racing the entire time I sat astride, facing him. If Noah was a Pharaoh, then I was his submissive concubine. I would’ve done anything he wanted.
His fingertips found their way up my arms; gently brushing my cool soft, skin in a slow, relaxed motion. The heat from his hands instantly warmed me up. It felt like I was sitting next to a furnace as soon as he touched me.
I bit the inside of my cheek and then released it, realizing that I might look funny doing that. We were shrouded in darkness, but knowing Noah he most likely had night vision. Hybrid human, remember?
Although, I still wasn’t sure what the other cross species was. Perhaps a wolf or a supernatural angelic- vampire breed. I knew that was impossible. I swear I wasn’t a Twilight
fan. I thought the vampires and Lycans from Underworld
were pretty damn cool though.
The song ended and switched tracks to something more like a chill-out house tune. The beat was hot and even though the music wasn’t playing as loud as it was when we were driving, the bass was set on a high frequency. So it basically made the speakers and subwoofer thud in the trunk of the car.
I could feel Noah’s seductive eyes on me and as much as I wanted to hold his gaze, I couldn’t. Sitting so intimately in his lap like this was making me hot. I started to fidget with the hem of his shirt while he continued to affectionately rub my arms.
“What are you thinking?”
“Nothing,” I shrugged and smiled a bit. “Just enjoying my time with you.”
“I know you, Aria. Tell me what’s on your mind. I’m curious.” He let go of my arms and placed his hands on my hips. I straightened my back in reaction and trembled.
“Are you seriously that cold?”
“No, I’m just…" Well, this was embarrassing. "You just make me shiver when you…” I was fumbling with my words.
“When I what?” he gripped my waist a little tighter, and that’s when I met his eyes.
“When…when you…” What the hell? Since when do I stutter? How annoying.
I thought to myself, desperately trying not to fall under his compulsion while he slowly caressed my hips.
“When you tease me like that.” I was going to just tell him straight up; ‘when you touch my hips’
but decided to keep it to myself once I caught onto what he was doing. He was deliberately trying to get me all hot and bothered. Well, this was certainly a change of pace.
“Hmm, I’m not though. You consider this teasing?” he was still stroking and outlining my hourglass figure with his gentle touch in a soothing, lazy speed.
“I’m sure it’s too PG
for you,” I replied, rolling my eyes.
“Sometimes I forget that you’re still a virgin,” Noah chuckled and stopped moving his hands.
“Wow, Noah. Should I be offended?” I honestly didn’t know what to make of that comment
He mimed my expression and rolled his eyes at me. “You’re always quick to get defensive. Relax, I just meant that you have this sexual presence about you. Every time I see you walk into a room, or when you look at me, even when I watch how you interact with other guys... I just know there’s a sex goddess somewhere in there,” he pressed his index finger right in between my breasts. “Just waiting to be woken up.
She’s definitely dormant, but alive.” And I want you to wake her up.
I responded in my head.
“I’m basically saying that you’re seductive by nature, which is why I have to remind myself that,” he paused and took a deep breath. “No one’s touched you.” Okay Aria, time to be brave. You’re at the right place, right time. Don’t blow it. Don’t let this opportunity pass you by.
I gathered all my courage and took his hands off my waist, guiding them up to my breasts. I watched his eyes carefully as they glowed to life in the darkness. “You
can touch me.”
He licked his lips when I covered his hands with my own, encouraging him to feel me up. I better brace myself for rejection. This is the part where he pulls back and says ‘No, we can’t do this’.
“I know,” he sounded very self-assure. I guess I was wrong.
We locked eyes for the longest five seconds as the music echoed in our ears. I shut my eyes and let go of his hands when I felt him slowly rub his open palms up and down my breasts, pushing my cleavage together. It was so making me hot. He caressed and teased me like this until my nipples were starting to hurt because they were incredibly hard. My hands landed on his chest as I reached for the edges of his shirt collar, holding on to steady my balance. Please don’t let this be a dream, please don’t let this be a dream…
“Open your eyes, Aria. I want you to look at me.”
Oh god, how could I? This was too much sensory overload. He sent goose bumps all down my arms when he held onto my hip and flattened his palm right in between my breasts with his freehand. My breath quivered when I felt him caressing me there up and down in a slow, teasing motion. It was such an erotic act of affection. No one had ever touched me that way before.
“Don’t deprive me of what I want,” his voice took on a darker, seductive tone. “Open. Them
I did as I was told and allowed the hybrid angel to place me deeper under his hypnosis. Noah completely possessed me. He smirked at me with a penetrating stare, while he withdrew his hand from my chest and rested it on my left hip.
“That’s much better. I like to watch you.”
I swallowed hard. “Why do you always pull me in like a magnet?” I hadn’t planned on asking that question out loud, but it just came out as if I subconsciously wanted him to hear.
“Is that what I’m doing?” Noah’s lips curved up into a crooked, sexy smile. His voice sounded rough, and I immediately gasped when he grabbed my thighs and pulled me forward so fast that I hardly realized what happened until I felt his crotch press right against mine. My hands were resting against his chest as I tried to breathe. Oh dear lord. Hyperventilation mode: enabled Arousal level: maximum degree Warning! System at risk of overheating! Overclocking operating system. SYSTEM SHUT DOWN!
I seriously couldn’t think anymore. Something was moving underneath me. Holy crap, did I really make him horny? That was so freaking hot what he just did. I liked the idea of being man handled by Noah.
is what I consider pulling you in
,” his smirk never disappeared from his face as I blushed and tried to control my own impulses. We were siting so much closer now, as close as possible. All he had to do was lean forward and kill me with a kiss.
“And I’m not the magnet. You are. I can’t stay away from you Aria,” his face was inches away from mine now. “Even though I should…”
I couldn’t take my eyes away from his lips. I wanted him to kiss me so badly. I needed it. My blood was thrumming in my veins as he teased my lips, licking them softly and gliding his bottom lip against mine.
” I breathed out and wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him forward. He seemed to enjoy the way I was teasing him back; grazing my lips against his and playfully biting his bottom lip. Noah was making me breathless and wanting more…so much more. I could feel how constricted he was in his pants as his hard on throbbed against me through his trousers. I was wearing a black lace thong, so I was able to feel a whole lot more than I should.
“You make me crazy,” he confessed against my lips, as I felt his hands slide through my hair. “I feel psychotic around you.”
The stereo switched tracks again, and I felt my goddess waking up. He was calling out to her, awaiting entry inside her temple. I swayed my hips and pressed myself against him, dancing in beat with the music. Slow and hypnotic like a serpent.
This wasn’t just foreplay happening between us. It was deeper than that. It was a ritual taking place. He had brought me up here to his sacred alter and was initiating me to become his earth bound goddess. Noah’s body language indicated his desire for me. His touch possessed magical properties, as if he were writing a prophesied destiny into my skin that couldn’t be seen by the naked eye. I could see it though when I closed my eyes. Foreign symbols were glowing all over my body extracted from the slightest touch of his fingertips down my shoulders, arms and thighs. A divine foretelling was about to unfold.
My breathing became more labored when I felt his hot breath against my neck. He teased me, placing soft kisses along my jugular. I moaned when he swirled his tongue around my exposed flesh, gently sinking his teeth into my skin before sucking back and kissing the little bruised area. Another moan escaped my lips as I rolled my head back so that he could lick my throat. He left a trail of kisses all the way down to my collarbones. “You don’t want to do this with me, Aria…”
I felt him pull on the fabric at the back of my dress, wrinkling it into his fist before releasing and groping my ass.
“I do,” I replied, breathing out and tracing his chest with my hands all the way up to his shoulders. The veins in his neck were pulsing really fast as I leaned forward and pressed my hot lips against his. That’s when a brilliant heat exploded. He kissed me hard, persuading my lips to open for him so he could finish tattooing me with his invisible scripture. And I surrendered to this fallen angel that was preparing me for the most crucial moment where I would transform for him.
Noah groaned against my lips, squeezing my ass harder and slowly hiking up my skirt while he kissed me harder. He was completely untamed and I loved it.
I quickly withdrew for breath, and that’s when he wove my hair around his fist and tugged down hard, forcing my head to tilt backwards.
“You can’t handle me baby,” he was breathing just as hard as I was.
My stomach tightened when I felt his lips tracing my jawline all the way down to my neck once more. I couldn’t move. He still had his fist tangled in my hair and I swear his lips must’ve been laced with some sort of hallucinogenic drug, because everything was moving at sonic speed in the night sky. I watched the clouds clear away, unveiling a mass of sparkling stars while the Earth spun like a cosmic globe. It was a trippy hallucination.
I whispered, running my fingers through his hair. That’s when he released me and slid his hand around the nape of my neck, slowly tilting my head forward so that we were at eye level once again. The sexual tension was killing me. “I love the way you touch me…”
I placed my palms against his chest and gently caressed his heart chamber.
The intensity of his stare was turning me on in ways I thought were never possible.
“Where do you want me to touch you?”
his voice sounded husky.
“Here,” I took his hand and guided it in between my thighs; all the way up to the source of the heat. The hunger in his eyes was so palpable.
“Aria, I won’t be able to stop.
I’m dead serious.”
That look in his eyes indicated a telepathic message; he was warning me.
“I know,” I leaned forward, so that his hand was touching the area I desired as I began to kiss him. Pleasure ruptured inside of me from the pressure he was applying with his fingers.
…” Noah’s breathing got heavier as I dragged my lips down his neck.
Suddenly my entire body fell forward because he had reclined his seat all the way down, and I couldn’t help but feel disappointed when his hand disappeared from in between my thighs. Instead, they were resting on my hips again. But I could feel his hard on a lot more when I dropped my weight down on him.
“You want me…
” I whispered in his ear while I sensually kissed his jaw. He grasped my waist tighter and pushed his hips up into me. Oh my god, his cock was throbbing. “I can help you out with that,” there was nothing but seduction behind my smile as I sat up straight and reached for his belt buckle.
“I should stop you,” his shallow breathing was incredibly erotic and was only increasing my longing for him.
“You don’t want to,” I unbuckled his belt with ease.
“Tell me to.”
He stared into my lust drenched eyes as I began to unbutton his shirt. There was a force field of sexual energy circling around us like a cyclone. Love mixed with lust, heat and sex. I was sure it was going to swallow us whole.
Noah traced my outer thighs with his hands while I got down to his last button and pulled his shirt open. There it was; those amazing abdominals. God, his body was just unreal. I touched every undulating muscle with my greedy hands, circling my index finger around his navel. I could feel his cock harden more, which probably meant I had found a hot spot on his body. Nice.
…” he breathed out again, his eyes pleading for me to stop. But the way he said my name only gave me the confidence to believe that he secretly wanted me to continue.
“We can’t fight the inevitable, Noah.” I stared into his eyes with such intensity. It was as if our souls were making a powerful connection. His swollen member just wouldn’t stop pounding against me. It must have been getting painful for him, so I reached for his fly. All I had to do was unzip it.
I carefully watched his face as he closed his eyes and took in a sharp breath when I touched the impressive length of his pulsing cock. He was wearing a pair of black Calvin Klein
boxer briefs and I was about to pull them down when he grabbed my wrist and yanked me forward.
“I’m not done with your lips,” Noah released me and reached for my face, resting his thumb against my cheek while our lips collided into the most passionate kiss ever. He tugged on my bottom lip and I moaned for him. I wasn’t in control anymore. Someone else was; someone who was confident with her movements. He kissed me like he was a man on fire and the only way to douse the flames was through my lips, but the relief was just an illusion. I only ignited his fire more.
Noah growled against my lips and groaned in pleasure when I ground myself harder against him. The friction was incredibly stimulating me even though there was no penetration yet. He grabbed a fist full of my ass cheeks and took control over my movements grinding me back and forth against him. I couldn’t hold back my uncontrollable moans, especially when he pulled me down harder against his cock. The lace fabric of my thong was completely getting soaked in between my wet, velvet folds.
My heart was beating like a hammer. I was sure it would stop ticking at any given moment, and I couldn’t concentrate on anything anymore. The only thing I was aware of was that I was kissing Noah and his throbbing shaft was literally millimeters away from coming in direct contact with my clit. All he had to do was shove my thong to the side, pull down his boxers, and then it would be skin on skin. He would feel just how wet I was for him. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt if he slowly pushed himself inside me. I was lubricated enough.
Oh shit! Benassi’s
dirty bass beat was booming out of the sound system now. Whatever mix he had playing it wasn’t helping, because sexy electro music only influenced sexy
thoughts to transform into reality.
We were drowning in sin once again, but these sins never tasted so sweet. With much reluctance, Noah managed to tear himself away from my lips for breath. We were both gasping for air from that kiss.
“I’m a horrible father.”
Here it was, right on time…the guilty conscience. Oh how I hated him. I much preferred the dominant, beast like Noah who didn’t give a fuck about rules or anyone else but me.
“You don’t feel
like my father,” I affectionately rubbed his chest and kept grinding harder on him so that that his bulging shaft was pushed in between my slit. A low growl vibrated from his chest as the stimulating sensation of his cock almost made my body convulse. It was so big. I wanted it inside me. He was so lucky that I had a thong on. Otherwise I was sure he would’ve abandoned his self-control at this point.
“I can’t stop fantasizing and dreaming about sex with you, Noah. It’s been over six months and it won’t stop. Please
,” I raised his hand to my lips and sucked on his index finger really slow. “Give me what I want.” How could he refuse me when I was willingly inviting him into my body? My sex goddess was awake and was feeding off of the sexual energy between us. She knew what she wanted. I could feel his boxer briefs getting wet, but I wasn’t sure if that was because of me, or because of him…or maybe both? It would’ve been such a rush if he took my virginity in the car, up there on that cliff.
Mrs. Jennings’s voice suddenly popped into my head. She was my health teacher and I remembered her mentioning that it was always a good idea to carry condoms in the glove compartment of your car (just in case you would need them for later). I started to wonder if Noah had any. So I reached over to the glove box and checked.
“What are you doing?
“Looking for something.”
I quickly rummaged through the contents until I felt a plastic wrapper. Success!
I pulled out a Trojan and held it in plain sight for him to see. “Nice to know you came prepared,” I smirked at him, but then gasped when he leaned forward and grabbed my wrist aggressively. He pulled me closer to his face and stared me down with those fierce blue eyes.
“If I’m going to fuck you, then I definitely won’t be using these. Ever.
I want you to feel all of me, from every pulsing vein on my cock to the very last drop of cum that I shoot and fill you up with. Because that’s what I can’t stop fantasizing and dreaming about Aria…shooting a hot load inside you.” Holy. Shit.
My ovaries just exploded. I opened my hand a bit and let the condom slip out. “Good girl,”
he smiled wickedly at me. “Don’t move,” his voice sounded seductively authoritative.
My face flushed in heat when he gripped my waist and slowly motioned his hips up, teasing me. I exhaled harshly. Every part of my body was super sensitive to his touch.
Noah reclined into his seat all the way and looked up at me. “Now place your hands on my chest and lean forward.”
I obeyed him until our lips were inches apart.
“Stay still,” he murmured. I could still feel him throbbing beneath me, but I did as I was told and didn’t move a muscle. He gently stroked the side of my cheek and stared into my eyes with a heated, penetrating gaze before he initiated another passionate kiss.
I shut my eyes and felt his cool minty breath when he grazed his lips against mine. Our mouths were so wet and slick from all that kissing. I felt his hand slowly move to the nape of my neck as his mouth engulfed mine. Our lips fused together, sliding and smoothing over one another in perfect rhythm. He truly did desire me. But still, Noah was holding back.
His kiss grew more fervent, as a breathy moan fled from my lips. Lips, teeth, gentle teases with tongue all collided together in one. He bit down on my lower lip and tugged it back before releasing it, allowing my bottom lip to bounce back in place.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” his kisses were growing more needy and carnal.
I didn’t want to stop. I only wanted more. It took every ounce of strength not to abandon my self control and disobey him. And I refused to pull back for breath because his lips felt too good. The sensation was just too intense. The scent of his cologne was overpowering my senses beyond belief, and I breathed him in as much as I could; getting drunk off his scent.
“I’m getting addicted to you,
” he managed to say through wet, hot lips that were crashing against mine. I was hoping that I’d break him to the point where he wouldn’t have the strength to hold back any longer. An inferno of lust blazed around us, engulfing us in flames. While the scorching heat of our sinful desires burned in our bodies from the inside, begging for some kind of relief.
“I want you.” I welcomed the tip of his tongue as it rolled over the surface of my lower lip. Noah sucked on it and kissed me deeper, parting my lips with his tongue and slowly slipping it inside. Passion poured out from his kiss and swept through my entire body.
he growled as his hands slid up my thighs, until he reached the lace edges of my thong. That’s when he stopped himself again. He must’ve tapped into some sort of super human strength, because he miraculously withdrew from my lips and shut off his stereo. It was like the sex spell between us immediately broke when the music turned off. Exasperated breaths fled from our lungs while we sat facing each other, winded and half recovering from the heat of the moment. The only sounds that could be heard were the wind in the trees and the natural vibrations of wildlife around us.
“Not here baby girl…not like this,” Noah adjusted his seat upright.
I calmed my breathing down and hugged his neck, whispering in his ear; “But you do want me, right?”
“You already know the answer to that question,” he wrapped his arms around my waist and affectionately kissed my neck.
I could still feel his erection pressing against me, so I guess the answer was pretty obvious.
He drew in a deep breath and held it for a few seconds before he exhaled again. “We both need to cool down.”
I watched him lean forward and turn on his stereo once more, switching tracks to something mellower and not so seductively hypnotic like the previous line up of songs we had listened to. It was definitely mood music. Noah adjusted the volume a little lower before he cast his eyes on me again. I watched him fiddle around with something on the side of his driver’s seat so that it was completely stretched back. He rested comfortably on his back and looked up at me.
“Come, lay down on me,” he stared at me, showing a hint of a subtle smile.
I listened to the music he had chosen and couldn’t help but feel a little overcome with emotion.
“Aria? What’s wrong? Did I do something?” There was panic in his eyes as I looked away, shaking my head and desperately trying to push back the tears that were about to flow.
The last time I made out with a boy in a car was in a dumpy old parking lot in NYC. He was a senior and he almost raped me. Here I was practically throwing myself at Noah, and he was man enough to control himself and not take my virginity in his car…in the middle of nowhere. To be honest, I was secretly hoping he would make love to me once we were finally on our romantic getaway in Italy.
“No, you’re amazing.”
“Then why do you look like you’re about to cry?” he raised his weight up on his elbows and frowned at me.
I felt his gentle caresses on my face and took a deep breath, forcing a smile. “I’m not. It’s just…everything feels intense with you, Noah. I’m really not in control of my emotions around you.” There was a brief silence between us as he searched my eyes in the darkness.
“Come here,” his voice was warm and inviting as he leaned back and opened his arms, motioning me forward with his fingers.
I smiled and collapsed onto his chest, molding myself into him. A short contented sigh left my lips when he enveloped his big, strong arms around my waist and hugged me closer. I breathed him in and listened to the sound of his heartbeat. It felt really nice when he started to play with my hair. I closed my eyes and just enjoyed his affection.
“You’re an angel,”
he whispered in my ear. “Angels don’t get fucked in cars
I froze and stopped breathing all together.
“And one does not simply fuck
“Yeah?” I looked up, smirking at him. “Then what does one
He held my gaze for the longest time, brushing his thumb gently over my plump bottom lip.
“He makes love to her.”
I shivered. I literally shivered from inside out.
“But most importantly, demon’s don’t fuck angels…”
“Is that what you compare yourself to? A demon?”
“What if I am, Aria? What if I’m Lucifer’s son corrupting planet Earth?”
“Well," I arched an eyebrow at him. "Even if you are, then clearly Lucifer’s been extremely misunderstood.”
“Why do you say that?” he chuckled.
“Because if the devil was truly evil incarnate, how could his son possesses the ability to love?” I leaned back a bit and took his hand, placing it on my heart. “How could he possibly care more about me than himself? Why would he tattoo my name on his chest?” That black dragon was calling to me as I reached out and touched it.
“He’s cheating on his wife. He’s lusting after his daughter. He’s committing sin after sin. He’s not as noble and chivalrous as his angel believes he is.”
“He showed self-control
when his angel couldn’t.”
“Maybe that’s all part of his plan. To get his angel vulnerable so he can drag her to hell with him.”
“Maybe she’s his salvation.”
My heart fluttered erratically when he gazed into my eyes with that penetrating stare of his. He looked so beautiful. He always looked strikingly handsome, even in the darkness. I so wish I could peer into his mind and hear what he was thinking.
“Come, my chest feels lonely,
” he reached out and caressed my face with the back of his hand; it was like he read my mind.
The stereo automatically changed tracks to something softer. I recognized the song; Spill Canvas- Connect The Dots.
It was one of my favorites.
I shifted my weight so that I could lay down sideways, curled up in Noah’s lap. Taking a deep breath, I rested my head in the crook of his neck and placed my hand on his most vital beating organ. The slow drumming rhythm of his heart beat vibrated through my palm. He wrapped one arm around me and gently played with my silky hair while I hummed and closed my eyes. I felt so relaxed and safe in the warmth and comfort of his embrace. We cuddled like this for the longest while. Gently caressing each other and enjoying the music that played on his car stereo.
I eventually opened my eyes and tilted my head up. “Looking for stars?”
“I can see some actually.”
“Really?” I moved again and twisted my body so that my back was resting on his chest and my head was cushioned against his shoulder. Noah wrapped his arms around my waist and placed a soft, chaste kiss on my right temple. We were both staring up at the sky now. I found his hands and intertwined my fingers in his. God, this night just felt so magical.
“Wow…” Maybe those celestial goddesses had their prayers answered after all
, I thought while my eyes shined under the illuminating starlight.
“We have to get home soon,” Noah broke the silence. No I don’t want to go home. I just want to stay here with you all night.
Reality was depressing me. I looked over at the clock on his car stereo; 11:45PM
“Just a few more minutes, please? I love star gazing.”
He brushed his lips against my earlobe and whispered; “I love star gazing with you.
” His words made me tremble as he kissed my head and held me securely in his arms. It felt like I was one with his body.
Everything was just so perfect in that moment; the music, the quiet secluded environment, and the mysterious diamonds that sparkled above us. It only added to the dreamy atmosphere of the night. My eyelids soon felt heavy as they slowly began to close.
The soothing melody of the song carried me off to sleep like a beautiful lullaby.*****
“Why hasn’t he called or texted you?” Vienna paced around the kitchen.
“Well, he left a note on the fridge saying he would be out with Aria for the evening.”
“Vanessa, it’s three in the morning! Where do you think they are?”
“I’m sure there’s a reasonable explanation. Maybe his phone died.”
their phones died?” Vienna rolled her eyes. “Honestly, who the hell stays out this late with their kid?”
“Stop it Vi, maybe something happened to them. Oh god, what if they got in a car accident? I’m so worried. I should call the cops.” Nothing happened to them. They just probably rented a motel room and did the nasty,
her sister thought to herself as she drank a cup of milk.
“You’re seriously calling the police? If they were in an accident, we would have cops at the door already.”
Vanessa ignored her sister and phoned the police.*****
“Here is your room key, sir. Do not hesitate to call the front desk if you should need for anything.”
“Thank you,” the handsome man leaned in closer so he could get a good look at the concierge’s name tag “Edward.
“Not a problem, Mr. Montague.”
He was about to leave when he double backed. “Has anyone checked into my suite yet?”
“Forgive me for not mentioning this earlier but, Ms. Capulet arrived about an hour ago and I believe she is waiting for you. Allow me to summon a bellboy to assist with your luggage.”
“That won’t be necessary. Thank you,” he smiled politely and headed over to the elevators.
Once he reached the top floor, he walked down a luxuriously decorated hallway that had beige and gold accents. His heart was racing, and he couldn’t wait to embrace the love of his life in a kiss before ripping her clothes off and making sweet, sweet love to her. There was music echoing down the corridor, and he smiled because he knew who had the stereo playing so loudly. He recognized the vocalist, Lana Del Rey.
Her haunting lyrics reverberated in his ears.
He was almost there, getting closer to room 1306.
He slid the key card into the security lock and opened the door. The music sounded way louder from inside. He had to shout to be heard. “Baby? I made it. I’m sorry I’m late.
” He settled his luggage against the wall and walked through the massive penthouse suite.
“Where are you beautiful? I’ve got a surprise for you…”He thought about lowering the volume on the stereo, but didn’t want to waste anymore seconds. He just needed to feel her in his arms.
“Are you playing hide and seek?” He chuckled as he opened the bedroom door…and his entire life flipped upside down. Everything froze in still frame for ten seconds as he just stood there, paralyzed.
He screamed in agony and ran towards the bed, but he couldn’t understand why everything was moving in slow motion.
“No… Aria! No! No! No! No!”
Noah pulled his daughter’s lifeless body into his arms while his brand new suit got soaked in crimson blood.
You can’t be dead! You can’t be! Don’t leave me!” He choked on his tears as he rocked her back and forth knowing that his prayers would never be answered. His angel was dead. Someone had killed her. It's innocence lost. Innocence lost….
Noah suddenly gasped for breath as his eyes snapped open. He was so shaken up that he almost woke Aria as she purred in his arms and snuggled up to him more. Sweat rolled down his forehead while he tried to calm down. That nightmare almost gave him a heart attack. It was just so real. Lana Del Rey’s -God’s and Monsters
continued to play on the stereo and he quickly shut it off because the beautiful melody was officially marred since it became a horrific trigger for him.
He pulled out his cellphone and cursed under his breath when he read the time. It was almost five in the morning. Noah had to wake his sleeping beauty and head home. This was going to be hard to explain to Vanessa, but he wasn’t so worried about that. He was just relieved that his daughter was still alive and in his arms. It was truly the worst nightmare he ever had in his life, and he prayed to God that it would never be reoccurring. “I love you Aria,
” he whispered in her ear and kissed her head softly “I love you more than anything in this world.” Noah gently lifted her off his lap and placed her back in her seat so he could start the car and drive home.***** Author’s Note:
Thank you Thomas and Melanie for recommending some songs to me. I have listed them in bold
in the track list below :) you guys rock!
The songs that I have italicized and underlined are tracks I’ve briefly mentioned in this chapter, so definitely have a listen! Check out the tunes in my gallery or just search them up on YT :) Enjoy! NOAH’S MIX PLAYIN ON HIS STEREO:
Daft Punk ft. Panda Bear – Doin It Right
Body Language - Well Absolutely Eocene Nine – Chasm
Cube Face- Tell Me J. Cole ft Miguel - Power Trip
OceanLab - Satellite (Seven Lions Remix) Compuphonic feat. Marques Toliver - Sunset (Original Mix) Duke Dumont- The Giver
Burial- Archangel Fantasia - Without Me ft. Kelly Rowland, Missy Elliott Mike Snow - Silvia (Hook N Sling Goodwill Remix) NERD - Hypnotize You (Sunday Soulman & PhilipZ Remix)
Above & Beyond- Stealing Time
Cosmic gate and Aruna- under your spell
Armin van Buuren feat. Christian Burns & Bagga Bownz - Neon Hero
Christian Burns, Paul Oakenfold & JES - As We Collide (Club Edit) Benassi bros feat.dhany-hit my heart Charli XCX - You (Ha Ha Ha) (Goldroom Remix) Antonia – Marabou
Bondax- Wet Summer Cillo - Breathe (Vocal Mix) Blackmill Feat. Veela - Let It Be
Florence The Machine - Spectrum [Maya Jane Coles Remix]
Days Turn Into Nights feat. Michael Logan Seven Lions Remix
Neutralize - Crayen (feat. Veela)
Autre Ne Veut - Ego Free Sex Free
Petula Clark - Cut Copy Me (Compuphonic Remix) Morgan Page- In The Dark Connect the Dots - The Spill Canvas Lana Del Rey - Gods & Monsters
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