It was half past midnight, and I was standing back out in the garden again. Prom had officially ended. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. All in all, I was glad that I decided to go. At least I would end my time in LA with a good memory.
Retracing my steps, I made my way over to the elegantly crafted marble fountain, and sat down on the edge. The way the water kept changing colors was quite mesmerizing. I looked into the fountain, and noticed a pool of change that had accumulated at the bottom. These shiny and rusted coins represented wishes that belonged to strangers who had once stood at this very same spot, and tossed their dreams into this fountain. Why do people waste their time and money making wishes that will never come true?
It was all I could think about, as I took the silver dollar out from my purse, and held the shiny coin in my hand. So I’m supposed to make a wish, huh? Okay…I wish…I wish…
I kept trying to think of something, but all I could think about was Noah. I was getting angry at my inability to delete him from my brain. But just as quickly as I was to get angry, I flipped the switch, and became emotional, allowing my hurt and pain to resurface. “I wish Noah was in love with me.”
I whispered it so low that I doubt Mother Nature herself even heard it.
The silver coin flipped in the air when I flicked it with my thumb, and it soon disappeared into the water, finding its place over another person’s wish that most likely never came true. With a heavy sigh, I stood up, straightened my dress, and headed towards my new destination; room 1507. oOo
On my way up the elevator, I decided to send Ryan a text. Text message from Aria to Ryan: u really didnt have to go to all this trouble 4 me. Will be up shortly xox
After a short while, the elevator stopped with a little ding,
once it reached the top floor. I didn’t realize just how nervous I was until I found myself standing in front of room 1507
. That’s when my cellphone vibrated. Text message from Ryan to Aria: Im really sorry. He told me not to text u…we got caught. Im lucky he didn’t beat the shit out of me. text me when ur home. Oh my god.
The note, the rose, the room key…it must’ve been Evan. That explained why he left so suddenly. How the hell did he find out about Ryan and me?
I heard music playing from inside the suite as I inserted the gold key card, and waited for the door to unlock. My heart was pounding violently in my chest. I just didn’t know what to expect.
The penthouse suite was ginormous, and all the lights were off. But I noticed a trail of white pillar candles placed down on the marble floor, creating a sort of map
for me to follow by dim candle light. I was familiar with the song that was reverberating around me; Black Lab- Weightless
My heels clicked against the marble tiles, as I walked through a luxuriously furnished living room, stopping only for a moment to look at the breathtaking view from the floor to ceiling windows. The glass doors that led to the terrace were wide open. A warm summer breeze gently danced through the chenille cream curtains, and I noticed that there was a full moon in the sky. It reflected its glimmering light like sparkling silver undulations in the velvety waters of the deep blue ocean.
I lightly dragged my fingertips along the wall, and slowly made my way down a narrow corridor that was lit with candles. I soon discovered that it was leading me to the master bedroom. The doors were ajar, and from what I could see, the room was warmly lit with large white pillar and tealight candles from corner to corner, resting on top of every flat surface of furniture. A huge four post, king sized bed was in the center of the room, with a large white canopy hanging above it. There were white and gold candles placed all along the marble tiled floor surrounding the bed. It was so romantic and beautiful. I couldn’t believe that this was all for me.
I finally entered the bedroom, and my heart immediately stopped beating for two seconds. Oh-god-in-heaven,
I was in dire need of some CPR. It was either that, or volunteer to be strapped into a strait jacket and carried off to the loonie bin… because the person who was standing across from me, made me question my current state of sanity. He could have very well been a hallucination.
I stood still, frozen like a statue. He was standing in between the threshold of the balcony, gazing out into the city with his hands in his trouser pockets, admiring the ocean view. It wasn’t until he turned around that I truly felt like fainting. He looked so handsome in his black tuxedo.
“So, did you get what you wished for?”
The top half of his face was covered by an attractive masquerade mask that was colored in jet black. I didn’t need to see his entire face to know who it was. His voice and his blue eyes were a dead give-away.
“Please tell me you wished for this...”
Oh god, I needed mouth to mouth resuscitation, desperately.
He stepped closer to me, and slowly removed the mask that covered his flawless face. It seemed like a miracle. Was he real? Or was this a cruel joke my mind was playing on me? I was speechless, as I just stared in disbelief. At last long last, I was finally looking into the eyes of the demigod himself, in all his regal glory.
“Noah…how…how did you—”
“How can you even consider leaving me, Aria?” he closed the distance between us and cupped my face, staring right through me with a heated intensity that made my tremble at his touch. I felt so vulnerable.
“Don’t you understand that I need you
here with me? How could you go behind my back and get a one way plane ticket to New York?”
I was about to explain all my justified reasons, when I realized there was no way he could’ve discovered this information unless he… “How do you know I’m flying back to New York?”
He seemed hesitant to answer met a first. “I read your diary.”
“You what!?” I cried out in outrage.
“It happened by accident. After you left for prom, I came in your room to leave you one last present on your night stand when I saw your diary right there in front of me, and it was wide open,” he paused and huffed in frustration. “I got tempted, okay? I didn’t mean to read it, but as soon as I read my name on that page… I couldn’t resist.”
“I can’t believe you violated my privacy like that!” I started to tear up. All those private, personal thoughts that I thought were safely hidden and kept to myself were no longer a secret…he knew them all now. How could I have forgotten to close my diary shut and put it away? I wanted to bury my head under a rock and die.
“I didn’t read your entire diary, Aria. It was just that one page. But it was enough for me to cancel my trip, and come to your rescue to save you from making a big mistake.”
“Come to my rescue!?”
How long had he been waiting for me? Did Vanessa even know? My mind was racing. I could hardly register anything that happened in the last twenty minutes. “So you just came here to stop me from sleeping with Ryan, is that it? Well, mission accomplished. Thanks for making a complete fool out of me.”
“You’re a smart girl,” Noah darkened his gaze. “How could you even think about having sex with a guy you don’t love?”
“You’re the last person to be lecturing me on this topic.” I shot him a scornful stare.
“I’m not here to lecture you.”
“I’ve made my feelings for you crystal clear. You don’t want me. You refuse to love me the same way. You’ve told me that over and over again. And now you refuse to let me try
to love someone else? How else am I supposed to get over you, Noah? Are you that selfish?” Oh god, I didn’t want to cry. “Tell me you want me or let me go completely, because now you’re
the one who’s seriously mind fucking me
!” I wanted to cry, I was so mad. But at the same time I just wanted to hide myself in his chest and hug him because I missed him so much. There was always this magnetic attraction between us, and I was like a moth to the flame, constantly getting burned.
“Just hear me out,” he pleaded.
“No, you have a wife
to get home to.” I sounded so cold and bitter. Honestly, I was just angry and embarrassed that he read my diary. All those things I said about him…god!
“It’s over between Vanessa and me.”
“What?” Did my ears deceive me?
“I’m so sorry for ever doubting you. You were right. She was being unfaithful to me all along with that cock sucker. Three days ago, that private investigator I hired managed to capture enough evidence of those two hooking. I hadn’t mentioned anything to Vanessa yet because I wanted to blind side her with legal papers on Monday.”
Although I was happy that bitch was ultimately done for, it still didn’t take any of my own insecurities away. “I’m not some rebound for you. I’m going home.” I was about to turn around when he grabbed hold of my arm, and gently pulled me closer to him.
“Goddammit Aria, can you please leave your stubborn pride at the doorway and just listen to me? I’m trying to show you how I feel about you. Look around you,” he motioned with his hands. “What do you think this all means? Do you really believe this was Ryan’s surprise for you? It was mine. I was waiting for the two of you to enter that hotel room to make sure you wouldn’t make a decision you would later regret. I was lucky you didn’t show up with him, so I made that punk disappear, and spontaneously decided to do something romantic to bring you back up to this room, because here
is where I originally intended on taking you after confronting you both. When he showed up without you, I told him I found out about your plans, and that I wanted him to leave. I assume he thought I would take you home and ground you, and believe me, I certainly gave him that impression before he left.”
This was unbelievable.
“But the fact that you weren’t there yet, gave me an opportunity to show
you how I feel about you. I booked this hotel room as soon as you left for Prom. I showed up an hour ago, and just waited for the right moment to intervene.” he swallowed hard and searched my eyes. I had never seen him so vulnerable before.
“That note was from me. I left you that rose. I asked you to make that wish by the fountain. We don’t need to go over the details regarding how I pulled everything off. All that matters is that you’re here, and I’m here,” he held my hands and caressed them with his thumbs. “So, I’m going to ask you again. Did your wish come true, Aria?” his voice was gentle, and his eyes looked so beautiful in the burning glow of the candlelight, like a sun that was setting over an ocean on the horizon. I was completely spellbound.
“I’m not sure,” I hesitated and looked away, unable to face him. “I wished…”
“Tell me,” he held my chin, and gently turned my head so that I had no choice but to meet his fiery gaze.
“I wished that you would fall in love with me, like I am with you.” It all just came out at once, and I wanted to cry.
Noah’s eyes became warm and gentle. “If I wasn’t, I wouldn’t be here trying to pour my heart out to you.” He was holding my face now in both hands.
No, no… this couldn’t be happening. I had to be dreaming. This couldn’t be real.
“It’s been an endless power struggle between us for a while, but you win, Aria. You win.” There were tears in his eyes, and it just made me more emotional than I already was.
“You own every part of me. I can’t ignore the way I feel about you any longer. I want to possess every part of you. I’m ready to give you what you need. I’m ready to give you what you’ve needed from me all this time,” he took off his black blazer, and threw it over an arm chair in the corner of the room.
“I’m sorry it took me this long. I can’t stand to see you love another man. I feel like I can’t breathe when I think of you giving your heart and soul away to someone else other than me. It killed me to know that I could never touch your body the way I wanted. Every day I’ve had to ignore my heart, even though it’s been constantly screaming
for me to tell you how I feel whenever you’re around me,” he untied his bowtie, loosening it around the collar, and then slowly unbuttoned his shirt all the way. Oh. My. God. Please. Kill. Me. Now.
“I love you with every fiber of my being. When I look at you, I see my own reflection, and I’m torn inside out because I can’t figure out how it’s possible to be in love with a reflection of myself. It’s narcissistic. It’s wrong, but my heart tells me that it’s right. You are a part of me. You complete me. I can’t live without you. I can’t breathe without you. I don’t know who I am without you. My existence is meaningless if you do not exist in my world. You are my world.
You breathed life into my broken soul the first day I cast my haunted eyes on you. You truly did haunt me all my life, Aria. I always felt your presence.”
His declaration of love for me was moving me to tears, as I tried to keep myself from drowning in the flood of emotions that were taking over me.
“You’re my angel, and my saviour. All these months I was scared to death, convinced that I would damn us both to hell if I so much as touched you…but how could two people who love each other so purely belong in hell? How can God damn us when my love for you transcends the very meaning of love? What I feel for you exceeds everything that I can or will ever
feel. I love you so purely, and so deeply. I would die for you, Aria. I would ask God to resurrect me over and over again, so that I could die a thousand painful deaths if it meant that you would be forever safe from the dangers of this world. That’s how protective I am of you.” Noah took my right hand, and placed it on his chest, right where the dragoon tattoo was. His skin felt warm, and I could feel his heartbeat.
“If we lived in some alternate universe where magic was real, I would cut my heart out, lay it on a silver platter, and kneel before you, because it belongs to you, and only you. I can do this with confidence, and no fear or pride getting in the way because I know that you would gently take my bleeding heart in your hand, heal every wound with a kiss, and then place it right back in my chest, so that it can beat stronger. I would cut my heart out for you right now and die a happy man if it meant it was the only way to prove my love for you,” he placed his hand over mine, and caressed the side of my cheek.
There was no way I wanted him to do that. I needed Noah alive, not dead. The death of him meant the death of me.
“It beats for you Aria, and your fingerprints are the key to opening it. There’s room for only one woman,” he paused for a moment, letting me feel his heartbeat. “And her name is burned inside of it. I even had to tattoo her name on my chest to prove it.”
I loved how a piece of me was always with him, permanently
“Making love to you would be liberating, because you would free me from these chains of emotional turmoil. I want to take you in my arms, and pour every ounce of love that I have for you through a kiss, a touch…I want you to feel just how desperately in love with you I am.”
I started to cry tears of happiness, as my heart swelled with joy. “Noah—“
“Let me finish, Aria,” he stroked my face with a gentle hand, and looked at me so compassionately. “I fell in love with you from the second I saw your beautiful face. As our relationship progressed, I knew that I could love you forever without giving into my lustful desires, because I never wanted to hurt you. As inappropriate as they were…they were always there. I just ignored it. But I realize that loving you the way that I desire isn’t wrong,” he took a breath, and intensified his stare. “It’s so right. My heart knows it. My soul knows it, and my body knows it. You are embedded in me, and I want to express all my love for you with my body tonight if you will let me. I promise to show you just how much I worship and adore you.”
I felt my tears streak down my face, as Noah tenderly wiped them away and kissed my forehead.
“Please say something
,” he whispered, and looked at me. His eyes were as blue as topaz, and betrayed such defencelessness. He was more emotionally exposed than I was.
I was feeling too many things at once. So much that I didn’t even know which emotion was more dominant. “Why the sudden change of heart?”
“I’ve always felt this way about you. I just didn’t want to admit it. You’re my daughter, and this unchangeable fact always messed with my mind. When I read what you wrote in your diary, it hurt me badly. I understood why you wanted to sleep with Ryan, but I didn’t want that to happen because it killed me
. It absolutely tore me up inside. And the fact that you planned to fly back the very next day without even telling me…”he ran his fingers through his hair and stared at me very seriously. “This isn’t some desperate attempt to make you stay with me. This is me revealing all my feelings to you with no mask, no barriers, and no third person in the equation. Vanessa’s out of the picture. It’s just you and me.”
How I longed to hear him say all these words. Maybe all this suffering was for a reason. How can you appreciate the sweet, if you never taste the bitter?
“I’m in love with you, Aria. I want to protect you the way a father would protect his daughter, but I can’t love you the same way, because my every instinct tells me to show you my affections in romantic ways, in extremely sexual ways. It’s been tremendously difficult for me ignoring these natural impulses all these months,” he raised my hand to his lips and kissed it, caressing it softly against his cheek. It warmed my heart. “I wish I could read your mind. Please tell me what you’re thinking.”
I was so lost in him that it took me a while to finally speak.
“Noah, I love you. I’m hopelessly in love with you. I always have been. I’ve just been waiting for you to realize it too. I’m so happy,” I tried to get my sensitive emotional state under control. “This feels too good to be true. I feel like I should pinch myself.”
He smiled genuinely and caressed my face. “I’m crazy about you. My love for you is innocent and pure, and my heart is so fragile around you. You’re the only one who has the power to break me. Making love to you will decontaminate everything that is fucked up inside of me, Aria.”
There was nothing fucked up about him. That’s not how I saw him.
“Your innocence will become mine. We will become one body, one soul, one being. I know deep in my heart that we are meant to be. I don’t want to fight fate any longer. I don’t want to have to convince myself day in and day out, all the reasons why I shouldn’t love you this way…because I should,” he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. “Please let me,” Noah’s voice carried a seductive undertone that only made my heart palpitate and beat faster when he caressed my back. All this time I had been desperately waiting, wishing and praying for this moment to happen, and now that it was here…I was absolutely terrified.
“I give myself entirely to you, my life, my heart, my soul, and my body. It’s all yours, baby girl.” He removed his shirt and let it fall to the floor.
I swallowed hard and stared at his naked chest. It felt like he was removing all his armor in front of me, piece by piece. Those muscles were just so flawless. How was it possible to be related to such a magnificent human being who seemed to have been created by God or Lucifer himself? If this was the case, what was Noah’s purpose? Did I cause him to stray from a righteous path?
He came to me as a fallen angel. That’s who Noah Hunter was underneath his cloaked humanity. He was the one who rescued me from the nightmare of my life back in New York. It suddenly occurred to me that it was very possible he was denied entry into heaven’s gates because his love for me was wrong in God’s eyes,
and was also quite possible that he had been denied entry to the fiery pits of hell because in Lucifer’s eyes, he did not possess an evil heart nor a malicious bone in his body. So where was his place in this world? Was this heroic angel stuck in limbo with me? Was I to blame?
“Please touch me. I’ve been so deprived of it.” There was so much emotion in his eyes that it made me shiver inside. I had never seen him this way, so transparent. I touched Noah’s face, as he closed his eyes and breathed out, showing me the physical effect I had on his body.
The music kept gradually changing to sexy, slow, chillout tracks that were soft and really setting the mood. I always loved his eclectic taste in music. The current song that was playing sounded like a remixed version of Kimbra- Old Flame
I felt as if the fates were finally allowing our love to blossom. We were finally able to consummate our love for each other. It was going to happen, and there was no one that could stop us.
“You consume me, Aria,” he then lowered his voice to a hushed whisper; “Let me drown in you. Let me swim to shore and be with my beautiful Siren, on her island, where I belong, safe from the world.”
My stomach kept pulling and twisting in knots, and I was so aroused that I was sure my ovaries would explode any minute now. He was just so strikingly handsome. Standing in front of him like this made me feel so intimidated.
“I want to kiss you so badly, it hurts.” He clenched his jaw, and rolled his thumb over my plump bottom lip. I gave it a little kiss, and was finally brave enough to stare into his eyes.
“Please let me kiss you,” there was urgency in his voice.
“You don’t have to ask me, Noah. Take what you want.”
He cupped my face and slowly drew his lips closer to mine, gently grazing and teasing my lips with his, until we finally surrendered to our burning desires, and kissed. I felt like my heart was going to combust in my chest as he swept his soft lips against mine, kissing me slow and sensually before gently slipping his tongue in my mouth.
God, I missed his kisses so much. Our breathing became more laboured, as he deepened the kiss, pouring all his passion into my lips while he carefully unzipped the back of my dress. My hands found his belt buckle and I took my time unfastening it and undoing the fly. He gently tugged down on my gown at the sides, until it slipped off of me and fell to the floor. The only thing I had on now was my red thong, a red strapless bra, and that beautiful ruby necklace around my neck.
Noah lifted me up in his arms, and carried me over to the luxurious king sized bed, where he lay me down and took off heels. I watched him kiss my legs and drag his lips up my inner thigh until he reached my thong. It was so freaking hot. My legs were shaking from the tingling sensations he was giving me. He hooked his thumbs along the edges of my thong, and slowly pulled them down. I suddenly got shy and closed my eyes.
My wetness was dripping down below, and he hadn’t even touched me there yet.
“Look at me baby. Don’t close your eyes. I want you to see what you do to me”
My breath came slowly, growing shallow as I looked at him. My eyes immediately cascaded downwards. Oh-my-god.
He had the biggest cock I had ever seen in my life. It must’ve been at least nine inches, and really thick. I felt a spasm of muscles contract inside me when I watched the way the veins around his shaft were throbbing. I didn’t know he was circumcised, but it only made his manhood look more attractive. I so badly wanted to sit up and suck him, but instead, I just sat up and unhooked my bra, throwing it over the side of the bed.
“Lay back, baby girl.”
“Do you trust me?”
I nodded and looked into his eyes.
“Spread your legs for me.”
I bit my lip, as I watched him crouch down in between my thighs, slowly parting them and lowering his face to my sex. My cheeks felt hot, and I held my breath while keeping my eyes closed. I felt so nervous because this was the first time I ever had a man go down on me. I felt his warm tongue tease my velvet folds, gently massaging my clit before he placed soft kisses all over, licking me. I breathed out, and moaned. “You taste so good.”
My body felt like it was on fire, as I reached down and tangled my fingers through his thick brown hair. The stimulation he was giving me was beyond pleasurable. He knew exactly what he was doing. It was as if he was already familiar with my body for such a long time. Like an experienced lover who knew how I desired to be touched. I cried out in ecstasy, as my body began to convulse. I had to clutch the bed sheets to keep a firm grip on reality, because he was taking me some place that I had never been before. A powerful wave of pleasure went through me, causing my toes to curl into the mattress while he kept probing me with his hurricane tongue. There was a tight pressure building up inside of me, and literally within seconds I felt this incredible release, as Noah made me orgasm in no time. How was it possible that he desired to worship my body? I should’ve been the one worshipping his. And I planned to do just that.
I was going to sit up and impress him with my oral skills, when he raised his body over mine, and stopped me.
“I want to please you tonight, Aria. There will be plenty opportunity for you to return the favor, but you should know that my pleasure is derived from pleasing you
. Let me show you how I love you.” He kissed me deeply, and supported his weight above me so that he wouldn’t crush me between the mattress.
Our kissing grew more passionate and wild, as he rubbed my sweet spot that had thousands of nerve endings that were strictly there to be stimulated for pleasure. He teased me with his fingers, making me wetter and wetter, and all I could feel was this immeasurable amount of desire that only increased. I was in heaven. I had entered a utopian paradise with this hybrid human, and I never wanted to leave.
“Are you ready for me, love?” Noah breathed between lustful kisses against my lips.
“I want you so badly,” I sucked back on his bottom lip, and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closest to me.
“I’m going to give you all of me, nice and slow,” he reached down with one hand, and the next thing I felt was the tip of his cock rubbing up and down my slit, stimulating my swollen area of flesh, and teasing my entry. The sensation was so intense that my eyes were practically rolling back from pleasure, as a breathy moan escaped my lips. There was no turning back now. No way in hell. How could we ever go back after this? He wanted me, and I was going to give him all of me, as much as he wanted.
“Are you on the pill baby?”
I looked at him with lust drenched eyes and nodded.
“Good, because I don’t want to pull out of you tonight,” Noah kissed me passionately once more, and whispered in my ear; “I don’t ever want to pull out of you.”
Oh god, I couldn’t take it anymore. I needed him inside me. He had me soaking wet, and I was convinced I wouldn’t bleed if he penetrated me slowly.
“Please, give it to me…”
I kissed him back, and slid my hands down his broad shoulders, over his chest, then back up again in a slow massaging motion. I loved touching his skin. I loved touching those muscles. I couldn’t believe that his body was mine now. It was all mine to take.
“I am so in love with you, Aria—so madly in love with you
I felt him carefully position himself at my entry before he slowly penetrated and stretched out my tightness. There was an uncomfortable dull pain at first, but he moved in no rush, taking his time, and allowing me to adjust to his length. I stared in his eyes the entire time, as he gradually pushed in deeper until he was finally buried inside me. I could feel him throbbing violently against my walls while he struggled to stay in control, and not thrust into me like crazy. I squeezed my muscles around his shaft, and felt my nipples harden more when he let out the most feral groan ever. I liked being able to pleasure him.
“Fuck, you are so tight.”
“You’re really hard,” I managed to say, in between laboured breaths.
“I promise to make you feel good.” Noah closed his hands over mine, intertwining our fingers before pinning my arms above my head, and slowly moving in and out of me. I felt his cool, minty breath against my neck, as he fondly worked his way inside of me.
I had been a wilting rose that was withering away in an abandoned garden, with no gardener to properly care for me; no one to water me and give me the sunshine that I so desperately needed. It seemed a miracle when Noah found me, placed me in the sunlight, and watered me until I was no longer withering away. I had transformed into his beautiful white rose, and now I was finally opening and blossoming for him. Just for him, always for him.
“Don’t ever leave me,” his voice seemed caught in his throat, as he struggled to speak. Tear drops fell from his eyes and landed on my cheeks. Immediately, I felt this tight pull at my heart strings.
“Please don’t cry.”
“I’m not made of stone, Aria. I wish you could be in my body for a day to understand all the ways that I love you. My words will never be enough.”
He truly touched my heart and made me tremble inside. I held his face, and kissed him with everything I had while he made love to me. We had finally confessed our love for each other. At long last he was inside me, engulfing me in his inferno of love and forbidden desire. He filled me to the hilt, making sure to stay in control of his slow and gentle rhythm, gliding in and out my slick entrance.
“I need this with you. I need to feel you like this every day. It hurts if I’m not inside you. It hurts my heart, it hurts my body…you take that pain away.” Noah kissed me fervently with all his love and new found devotion.
I moaned in pleasure, as tears spilled down my cheeks, overwhelmed with so much happiness. This transcended the feeling of euphoria. I never wanted to leave this cosmic plane with him.
“I don’t care what the world thinks anymore.” he admitted to me.
I could hear a sense of restraint in his voice, like he was trying to control a roller coaster of emotions that was going on inside of him.
His beautiful ocean eyes were misted with tears, as they continued to fall on my chest. He took comfort in me, and hid his face in the crook of my neck, pouring out his emotions so that I could hear, but couldn’t see.
“No one can take you away from me. I won’t ever stop making love to you. I belong inside you, Aria. Can you feel me?” he thrust himself deeper, sending a surge of pleasure all through my body.
“Can you feel how I love you?” Noah whispered against my lips, while I completely surrendered to the pleasure he was giving me.
He started to grind and roll his hips into me so that I could feel him throbbing deeper inside me. My body almost started to quiver from the exhilarating feeling, as I wrapped my legs around his waist, and dragged my nails down his back. He was driving so hard in me that I felt him hitting my cervix with impact.
“Please don’t pull out of me,” I breathed out, completely lost in a haze of lust and longing.
“I won’t. I never will, baby. Every last drop belongs inside you. You possess all of me.”
The pain had subsided, and all I could feel now was this indescribable pleasure. God, I didn’t want him to stop.
“You can go faster if you want…” I whispered in his ear.
“No, Aria. I don’t need to. I want to make you feel good. Let me please you.” He kissed my lips and bent his elbows down on the mattress, while still holding my hands back above my head.
“Do you promise to be mine?” Noah breathed between jagged, shallow breaths.
“I’m so addicted to you. You know this makes it worse, right?”
“I know.” I licked his lips and squeezed his hands in mine.
“I can’ believe I’m making love to you,” he groaned in pleasure once more, and stared at me with this inferno of flames rotating around the iris of his eyes. “I can’t believe I’ve…buried my cock inside…what I’ve created…”
Shit, could he be any sexier?
“Does it feel good?”
“Nothing can compare to how this feels…it’s beyond erotic.” He pulled out, and impaled me with one hard thrust, burying himself as deep as possible, as my breasts bounced from the aftershock.
“You should be proud,” I moaned and started to grind on his cock.
“I am. I’m so fucking proud. It’s sick, but I don’t fucking care anymore,” he growled when I sucked back on his bottom lip.
My inner lioness had proudly emerged out of her cage, roaring hungrily, and ready to devour. She had been locked up for far too long. It was time to let her out.
“Oh god...I can feel…”
“You can feel what baby?”
“Are you ejaculating inside me?” I asked in a quiet voice.
He smirked at me and kissed my lips. “That’s just pre-cum, Aria.”
Noah whispered seductively in my ear, and then nibbled on my earlobe. I felt like my insides were on fire from the inexpressible arousal I was experiencing. I had never felt this turned on in my life.
“Do you…love me?” I whispered.
“Love doesn’t even begin to describe all that I feel for you. The way we love each other is way too evolved for anyone to understand.”
I had no idea how he was able to form his sentences so well. I was struggling, because all I could feel was blissful sensation.
“It hurt so much knowing that I could never have you,” I admitted, pushing back my tears. “You do have me
,” Noah reassured me with a kiss. “You have all of me, forever. I promise you that.” He kissed me with a promise, pledging his undying love for me as we burned together in our sinful passions. And from our ashes, our love became immortal, as if a divine prophecy had finally been fulfilled.
“I want you on top of me.”
I still didn’t feel confident enough to take control, but he pulled out, and let me mount him. I was soon sitting astride and stroking his wet, hardened shaft, rolling my thumb over his swollen head.
ou’re so beautiful,”
Noah reached for my breasts and massaged them, teasing my erected nipples as I continued to stroke him, enjoying the way he pulsed in my hand.
“Do you want me to ride you?” I took his hand to my mouth, and sucked on his index finger in slow motion, before dragging his palm down the center of my breasts, all the way to my stomach. I moaned when his fingers found my sweet spot again.
“I want you to do whatever you want with me. You’re in control,” his voice was thick with lust and sexy as hell.
He had no idea how much that turned me on. Noah grabbed his aching swollen shaft, and looked at me with a heated stare. “Sit on it.”
Oh god, the way he said that was enough to make me orgasm without any penetration. I slowly lowered myself onto him, feeling him stretch me once more. It would take a while before I’d get used to his size, but everything just felt so good once the pain subsided. The way he breathed, groaned, and whispered my name, indicated that I was extremely pleasing him, as I quickened my grind and held onto his firm chest. There was a hunger in his eyes when he brought me forward to his lips, kissing me hard.
It seemed impossible to pull away from his consuming kiss, but I eventually found the will power, and felt brave enough to straighten my posture and completely expose my upper body to him. He wasted no time, and caressed my hips first before sliding his hands up my flat stomach, around my ribs, until he grasped a fistful of my perky breasts. Noah fondled them slowly, as I traced his chiseled abdominals and continued to rock back and forth harder and faster, getting more confident with my movements while we both worked towards the same goal.
“Do you promise to love me forever this way?” I asked, taking exasperated breaths.
“I..pr…promise.” He was stuttering from all the pleasure I was giving him. This only stroked my ego more, and gave me the encouragement I needed to become more untamed.
“Do you promise to never push me away like you did before?”
“I couldn’t…even if I…tried…Fuck, Aria!
My cock is in your—how can I ever go back now?” he was breathing hard, watching me dominate him, and I loved looking at his face, because he was so expressive with his love making, in every way. It really turned me on when he talked so dirty to me.
“You’re so big,” I moaned.
he grabbed my hips and pushed up, thrusting his steel hard shaft in and out of me really fast, making my breasts bounce uncontrollably. His inner beast was finally coming out to play.
“Oh god, Aria. I can’t stop. Fuck
, fuck, fuck! Please get off my cock before I explode!”
But I didn’t want to. He was sending me over the edge with his hard, speeding thrusts. The stimulation felt incredible, like we had both discovered a new physical plane of sexual pleasure.
“I love you…I love you so much, Noah.” I held onto my breasts as he pumped in and out of me, miraculously stopping and controlling my movement so he could catch his breath.
“I have to take my time with you. Lie down beside me, beautiful.”
As much as I wanted to stay where I was, I liked having him in control. So I obeyed, and lay down next to him. He turned towards me and kissed me, murmuring against my lips; “Turn on your side, love.”
I was familiar with this sex position. Not because I had tried it, but because I had seen it. Finding that collection of porn on my stepdad’s computer wasn’t exactly a pleasant discovery. I remembered watching this blonde porn actress crying out in pain as her partner went buck wild from behind. I felt really nervous, and the idea of anal sex was terrifying me.
He immediately stopped. I think I made him panic.
“You’re not going to…you know…stick it in the other…”
Gosh, I felt so embarrassed, but Noah just caressed my body and spoke softly in my ear;
“Although I would love
to be inside every possible hole in your body, I don’t think you’re ready for that yet.” He kissed my shoulder, and rubbed the curve of my bottom.
Well, that was a relief.
“Just relax, baby girl. This isn’t going to hurt. It’s going to feel really good. I promise.”
He got into a spooning position with me, and lifted up my right leg.
“I can’t tell you how many times I fantasized about coming into your room at night and doing this with you.”
Oh my god, that sent chills all down and inside
my body. Was there ever going to be an end to this crazy degree of arousal I was feeling? It just kept amplifying to worsened stages. I closed my eyes and listened to his seductive deep voice, as he told me how much he loved and desired me, while he teased me with the tip of his cock, rubbing it against my entry before slowly sliding it inside. My body relaxed, and completely surrendered to sensation. I was almost seeing stars, (that’s how euphoric it felt).
He penetrated me really slow at first, while he bent his arm under my leg, and raised it up to the side so he could go deeper. Lucky for him, I was very flexible. I could hear flesh slapping upon flesh, our sweet secretions mixing together while he quickened his speed, and bit down on my shoulder. His jagged, laboured breaths were turning me on, and it made me feel so good to know that I was able to pleasure him with my body this way. I wanted Noah to have every single part of me.
Our feral moans only got louder, as I reached my arm back and held the side of his neck, while he pounded into me. He made me feel every commanding thrust. I needed his lips against mine. I now understood why some people got so graphic when they would start French kissing.
This surge of sexual energy was just building, and in that moment all I wanted was his tongue in my mouth. So I carefully twisted half of my body, until I was able to look at him while he held my body close, and continued to penetrate me in that position.
I didn’t have to say anything. He knew exactly what I wanted, as our lips crashed together. A colorful super nova appeared in the sky when I closed my eyes.
The sensation of his tongue against my lips was a tell-tale sign that he was ready for me to part them and invite him in. I opened my mouth and darted my tongue out a bit. Noah responded and opened his mouth further against mine, until I was able to feel the tip of our tentative tongues caressing each other. I always knew that French kissing was done best when it started off slowly, and I was extremely confident in my ability to execute this passionate act of intimacy. To be an amazing kisser, one had to master the art. It was not a science. Noah had met his match. A spark had ignited between us, and burst into flames, as a brilliant heat exploded from our mouths while we kissed each other with such need, and greed, as if we had been deprived of being together this way for an eternity. We used similar techniques to drive each other insane with stimulating pleasure. What started out as a relaxed dance of the lips, turned into a Paso Doble
, each of us fighting to dominate the kiss. A relentless hunger took over, and it was so strong that it was virtually impossible to ignore the impulse to devour one another.
I sucked back on his lower lip, and kissed him full on the mouth, moaning as he continued to make me feel his speed. “
You feel so good,” he cursed under his breath and slowed down, kissing me deeply, as our tongues twisted and collided once more.
Noah pulled out of me again and sat up, reclining on a pillow against the headboard, before stretching out his legs on the bed.
“Sit on top of me baby.”
I sat up on my knees and watched him grip his manhood, holding it straight up for me, as I got into position. Careful to lower my weight first, I felt him gently guide every inch inside of me. And that’s when the loudest moan escaped from my lips.
I wrapped my arms and legs around him, assuming the lotus position. His lips smoothed over mine, while he grabbed my hips and slowly rocked me back and forth. It felt like we were finally connected in every way possible. He would breathe in, and I would breathe out, and this synchronized pattern continued as our sex became tantric
. If it were possible to change a person’s DNA and make them evolve into something better, more beautiful, without the perpetual flaws of the human race, then Noah was successfully doing that to me. He was changing my entire genetic code, transforming me into whatever divine being that he was. That’s all I ever wanted, to exist in his world, and be a part of him. I felt immortal making love to him. The fear of inevitably getting old and grey did not exist. We were two kindred spirits, twin flames
. We would remain forever youthful, and see each other this way; two reflections becoming one, a mirrored image.
“Look at me, Noah,” I breathed out, and pressed my forehead against his. “Please.”
He opened his eyes and gave me the privilege to peer into his soul. No mask, no poker face, just pure Noah, vulnerabilities and all.
“No one’s judging us. It’s just you and me against the world.” Those mesmerizing blue eyes flooded with hot tears, as he kissed me passionately and enveloped his strong, masculine arms around my body. My soft breasts brushed against his firm, hard chest, and all I could do was breathe him in, completely submitting and letting him control my movement. He was pushing in so deep inside me that I was on the verge of exploding. I shuddered every time I felt his pelvic bone brush up against my clit, stimulating me more.
“I want you to come with me,” he breathed, and sped up.
“I’m so close,” I moaned, and tried to hold my breath, because I could feel a mind blowing orgasm approaching. He was slamming directly into my G spot, and I couldn’t focus on anything except for this vision of a waterfall that had suddenly appeared in my mind. I was going to free fall at 3000 feet, but I wasn’t going over the edge alone. Just as soon as I reached the end, Noah grabbed my hand, and plummeted to the dark waters below with me. “Oh g…god, Noah, I’m… I’m coming!”
My body began to tremble, as I began to grind on him harder and faster, riding out my intense pleasure.
“Fuck baby, I’m going to give it to you—”
he kissed me hard while I moaned into his mouth and felt an explosive eruption of pleasure blast through me. I quickly realized that this pleasurable, blasting, pressure was Noah ejaculating inside me. His uncontrollable growls were enough to send me over the edge again, as I experienced my first multiple orgasm.
I arched my back all the way, resting my hands behind me, feeling him release a huge load that quickly flooded into my womb. With a breathy sigh, I closed my eyes, and envisioned us resurfacing from the emerald waters we were submerged in. The sun had set like a powerful symphony that was quieting down, becoming more emotional and magnificent, as the alluring beauty of the darkness approached. It cast its shadow over the coral colored clouds, turning day into night. I looked up at the sky that was brilliantly illuminated by thousands of stars that shone bright like diamonds. It was just the two of us now in our own hidden paradise, surrounded by a tranquil wilderness that seemed so surreal. The breath taking landscape was like a painting on canvas that had come to life. All I could feel was happiness in its truest, rawest form, as I looked into my lover’s eyes, and kissed his lips.
We had broken a sweat, and were left completely breathless, while we tried to relax from the sweet rapture that had overcome us. The deed was done. How was he going to feel about it now? I felt Noah’s hands slip under my back, slowly guiding me back up, so that I was at eye level with him again. He pressed his forehead again mine, and kept his eyes shut, while his chest kept rising and falling. I could tell he was exhausted from our passionate love making.
Giving into temptation, I stared at his handsome face and admired his perfection, hoping he wouldn’t notice. How was he so perfect?
“I’m gazing,” I replied with a smile, and caressed his dragon tattoo.
“My post orgasm face isn’t very gaze worthy,”
“Your every expression is gaze worthy.
You’re devastatingly handsome. You could easily melt a heart with a smile. You’re a gift from God.”
“A gift, or a curse?” he supressed a smirk and finally let me look into his brilliant sea eyes. I felt overwhelmed with love for him when he kissed my open palm, and caressed it against his cheek.
“You’re not a curse, Noah.” I held his face in my hand, feeling a tingling sensation rush into my womb because he was turning me on again.
“You place me on too high of a pedestal, Aria. I’m just an ordinary man who’s extremely flawed.”
“Not in my eyes you’re not.”
He ghosted his fingers down my back, and gave me a penetrating stare that made my entire body flare up in heat. I shut my eyes and enjoyed the intimacy between us.
“Don’t deprive me of your eyes.”
I opened them, and allowed him to look into the deepest depths of my soul.
“Why is it so hard for you to look at me longer than three seconds?”
“Because you’re so attractive, and also because I always feel so exposed around you…like you can see right through me.”
His touch was so loving, and so affectionate. The amount of adoration he showered upon me was overwhelming.
“You don’t have to be afraid anymore. I never want to hurt you. I apologize from the bottom of my heart for causing you so much pain. It was always unintentional, Aria. You know that. Anytime I made you cry, I felt like I was hurting myself a thousand times worse. It was serious chest rape.”
I kissed his lips, and hugged his body.
“You’re a work of art,” he whispered in my ear.
work of art.” I replied with a naughty little grin.
Noah pulled me in closer to his lips, and kissed me soft and sensually. I could taste the peppermint on his breath.
“How do you feel?” he left a trail of gentle kisses down my neck, enticing my desire for him.
“Like a woman.” Bye bye V card!
“Did I hurt you?” he looked at me with a bit of concern.
“I should go to the bathroom and check on the damage.”
All the color suddenly drained from his face, and I couldn’t help but laugh a bit.
“Making love to you was better than I had ever anticipated, better than I had ever dreamed or hoped it would be. It was perfect.”
“I love you,” He left a chaste kiss on my forehead, and stared into my eyes.
“I love you more.” I smiled warmly at him, before slipping out of bed, and disappearing into the master bathroom.
Noah made love to me…he really made love to me. oOo Author’s Note: All tracks can be found in my video gallery. Definitely check them out! Chapter 9 is already written and finished, just need to edit. Will post soon! Music In Chapter: Black Lab- Weightless Kimbra_s Old Flame (---T ---TIK--- Remix)
Orjan Nilsen - Nocturnal (Album Mix)
Mr FijiWiji - Submerged (feat. CoMa)
Hurts – Illuminated
Hurts- Blood Tears and Gold
Black Lab- This Night
Carrey Brothers- Can`t Take My Eyes Off You
Ryan Star- You and Me
Deep N Pure Feat. Radboy - R We Ever Gonna Be
tajan & fwdslxsh – beautiful
Too Close - Mike Sheridan -Mads Langer
No Ordinary Love Arnold T Chill Mix feat. Sherrie Lea – Sade
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