My Brother, Our Friends and Me

I am now married and in my 50s, and I was thinking recently about some experiences that I had in high school that I wish I could repeat today. But I have learned that we need to take full advantage of opportunities when they are presented to us and it is very hard or even impossible to relive those things later in life. This story describes a series of events about how I developed a desire to suck cock and swallow cum, all thanks to the initial experiences with my big brother, Steve.

I had just tuned 16 during the summer before my junior year in high school, and Steve had just turned 18. He had been dating girls for a couple of years, ever since he got his car, but he never said he was getting any pussy, although all he could talk about was tits and pussy. He also had two close friends that were always at our house, and coincidentally, one was named Robert and the other was Bob. We lived on two acres of land and had an old utility shed that we had converted into a sort of club house with bunk beds built in, and he and his friends used to hang out there a lot. I was the little brother, but they finally let me hang out with them too, and for a very good reason.

Steve and I shared a bedroom with two twin beds, and I think that we both knew that the other was masturbating almost every night, as many teenagers do, but we never really talked about it much. During this summer, my brother and his friends were spending more and more time in the shed, and I later found out that they had gotten hold of some old porn magazines, and were spending a lot of time reading them and looking at the pictures, and probably jacking off to them as well. Then one night, my adventure into sucking cock began.

Steve and I had just gone to bed and turned out the light when he asked, “Hey brother, do you want some dick?”

I didn’t know what he was talking about right away and asked, “What do you mean brother?”

Then he said, Come on over here and I’ll show you how to suck my dick.”

I knew from hearing guys talk that there were some boys who sucked other boy’s dicks, but that was never something that I thought about. Back at that time, in the 1970s, we didn’t hear too much about gay people, and most of that stuff must have been kept pretty secret. But still, I was very curious about what my brother was saying and I asked, “Do you want me to suck your dick? If I did, would you suck mine too?”

Then Steve said, “Sure brother, I’ll show you how we can both suck dick at the same time.”

I was really getting curious now and thought that it might feel pretty good to get my dick sucked, so I took off my underwear and moved over to Steve’s bed. He already had his underwear off too and said, “Okay, now let’s lay on our sides in the 69 position with your mouth by my dick and my mouth by yours, and we can try this out.”

There was a little moonlight coming in through the window, so as I turned around in the bed, I could pretty clearly see Steve’s dick. Neither one of us has large cocks, and his is about five and one half inches long, and very thick and mine is only four and one-half inches long and fairly thin. He also has a big set of balls, while mine are average in size. I didn’t really know what to do and then I felt the most wonderful sensation as his warm, wet mouth closed over my dick. He then began sucking and moving up and down on me, and that was the best feeling I had ever had. I then tried to copy what he was doing, and soon took the head and the first couple of inches of his dick into my mouth. It was amazing feeling his stiff cock in my mouth, and I could actually feel his prominent veins. I started sucking like he was doing, and soon began to enjoy the taste and feel of his cock in my mouth. Being teenagers, it didn’t take us very long to cum, and I wanted to warn Steve that I was almost ready to cum, but I couldn’t with his cock in my mouth. At about the time my dick started ejaculating; I could taste and feel his semen flooding my mouth. I continued sucking for just a little longer as my dick finished its spasms, and then I pulled away and went to the bathroom to spit his cum out. I didn’t realize until later that my brother didn’t get up to spit out my cum, so he must have swallowed it. I was a little embarrassed at having sucked my brother’s dick, so we went to sleep with no further conversation.

Over the next several weeks we sucked each other off almost every night. I was still pretty shy about it, and Steve always got things started by asking, “Hey brother, do you want some dick?”

I had also learned to enjoy the taste and feeling of his cum in my mouth, and I was soon swallowing his semen and sucking his big balls. I just loved the feeling of his hairy nut sack in my mouth, but I became the most addicted to the taste and texture of his thick cum as I swallowed it. We also established a kind of signal system so we could time our ejaculations and warn the other about how close we were to cumming. Since we were in a side by side 69 position, we would just tap the other’s thigh when we were close, and we could then either speed up or slow down our sucking to ensure that we came at about the same time. I found that I really enjoyed having my dick sucked, but I enjoyed even more sucking his dick, and I would have sucked him even if he didn’t suck me. Maybe that’s because I get the “blues” after I cum, which is a natural reaction in some men after they cum. My brother never seemed to get the blues because he was never embarrassed or shy about what we had done. Ever since those early sexual experiences, I have always had a desire to please women and men orally, much more than having an orgasm myself.

Steve never told me whether or not he was also sucking Robert and Bob’s cocks, but he did tell me years later when we were both in our 50s that he did suck a few guy’s cocks in high school. It might have been that Robert and Bob were too close of friends for Steve to suck them, but as you will see, that didn’t stop me.

I had been begging Steve for months to let me spend time with him and his friends in the shed, and finally after we had been sucking each other’s dicks for a month or so, he let me join them. It really felt good hanging around with the older boys, and pretty soon they were sharing the porn magazines with me. Sometimes they would even drop their pants and underwear and beat off to the pictures and stories, and I was amazed at the size of their cocks. Robert was of Italian decent and had a very thick nine inch cock when it was hard, and he was also hairy and his cock was a light brown. Bob’s cock was about eight inches long and also very thick. I had seen them jerk off a few times, and they always shot huge wads of cum into tissues, but they always seemed horny, even right after beating off, so I didn’t think that the blues was a problem for them. One Friday night Steve and his two friends and I were sleeping out in the shed, but the older boys had dates with girls and didn’t arrive at the shed until about 11:00 pm. I had gone out there earlier by myself to read some of the magazines while waiting for them, and beat off to the pictures in those magazines.

They finally arrived, and I could tell that all of them, including my brother had been drinking beer. Due to being a little drunk, they were a little more aggressive and boisterous than usual, and the first thing they did was complain about not getting any pussy. They started reading the magazines for a few minutes and then Steve and his friends stepped outside to piss. I couldn’t help but stare at their big cocks pissing in the light of the open door, and Robert noticed that I was staring at them piss. When they came back in Robert said, “Ed, you really seemed to enjoy watching us pee, judging by the way you were staring at our cocks. Why don’t you come over here and get a closer look?”

Even though Steve and I were still sucking each other off almost every night, I had been getting turned on in the shed looking at Robert and Bob’s big cocks, and I really did want to suck their meat. I looked over at Steve, looking for his approval since they were his good friends, and he nodded his okay. Robert took off all of his clothes and lay back on the lower bunk, and I was really turned on by what I saw. I had seen his big cock before, but now I could clearly see his huge, hairy, and low-hanging balls, and as I got on my knees by the bed his cock looked bigger than usual. I took the head of his thick meat into my mouth, and I could still taste the remnants of his piss and a little precum. I started sucking him and moving up and down on that big fuck shaft, and I was also playing with his balls with my hand. He must have really had a case of the blue balls having not gotten any pussy on his date, because within just about three minutes he held my head in place with his hands and fucked my mouth until I tasted his big load of cum. He produced more cum than Steve ever did, and I had a hard time getting it all down.

Bob had been sitting on the other lower bunk stroking his big cock the whole time I was sucking Robert off, and he motioned me over to him after I finished sucking Robert and cleaning up his cock. Bob held up his nuts and said, “I saw you playing with Robert’s balls, so why don’t you start by sucking mine.”

I had some experience sucking Steve’s balls, so I didn’t mind at all sucking Bob’s. His balls were huge and hairy, and I could only get one of the in my mouth at one time. He also lifted up his legs and pushed my head down until I sucked his perineum. It seemed like he also wanted me to suck his ass, but I was not ready for that and just focused on his balls. Bob finally pulled my mouth to his cock and he rolled over on me and forcefully face-fucked me until he shot his big load of semen into my mouth. Steve had been standing there stroking his dick while I sucked his friends, so as soon as Bob released his grip on my head I got on my knees and sucked Steve to orgasm. Every one took a short nap, and before the night was over, I sucked all of those boys off again.

I had now gone way beyond just sucking my brother, and found that I had a big hunger for cock and cum. Steve and I continued sucking each other off almost every night, and I sucked Robert and Bob every chance we had to meet in the shed, and almost always after their dates when they didn’t get any pussy. I usually had no desire to have my own cock sucked, but Steve and I did share a special bond, and we both enjoyed feeding each other our cum.

In the meantime, a friend named Alan that I had grown up with lived a couple of streets over, and we took turns sleeping over at each other’s homes. I had now been sucking Steve, Robert and Bob for two months, and just before school started, I invited Alan over to spend the night. Steve was over at a friend’s house for the night, and Alan and I slept in the shed. I really struggled with whether I should ask Alan about us sucking cock, but I finally decided to take the risk and ask him. I just had to have a steady diet of cock and cum, and I knew that Alan had a nice seven inch long and very thick cock. We looked at the porn magazines for a while, and when I knew that he was getting turned on and had a hard cock, I asked him if he had an interest in having his cock sucked. He got mad at me at first, but then decided that it would feel really good to get a blow job, but he refused to suck my dick. He lay back on the bunk and I crawled between his legs, first sucking his low-hanging balls, and then I took his thick cock into my mouth. Alan went wild when he felt my warm mouth sucking his thick cock, and he held my head in place while he forcefully thrust his hips to push his meat into my mouth. I could taste his copious precum long before he ejaculated, and after about 10 minutes of fucking me, he tensed up and I felt his cock throbbing in my mouth as he shot his cum into me. I really loved the taste of cum and the idea that it was shooting into my mouth from a throbbing cock, and I just couldn’t seem to get enough of it.

Alan liked having his cock sucked so much that it became a regular thing for us. When we weren’t sleeping over, we would go into the woods near out homes and I would suck him until he shot his load into my mouth. He soon got a car though, and started dating girls. Sometimes we would go out on double dates, and even if we were lucky enough to get some pussy, I always sucked him off again after we took our dates home. I liked the taste of his girl friend’s pussy on his dick, and he was always able to shoot a big load for me. I continued sucking Alan for the next two years, until he got married and we no longer had a chance to get together.

I had another neighbor named Lawrence, whose nick name was Pee Wee, and he lived across the street from us, and his family had several acres of undeveloped land that we used to play on. Pee Wee was my brother’s age, and we had for years been camping out and playing on his property. But after my experiences sucking my brother, his friends, and Alan’s cocks, my time in the woods with Pee Wee took on a new meaning. I had seen his cock when he was pissing before, and knew that it was uncircumcised and very big, so the next time we were out there in the woods, I made sure that he saw me staring at his cock every chance I got. One time I was standing next to him while he was pissing, making it obvious that I was watching him, and he looked over at me and asked, “Damn Ed, you are staring at my cock awfully hard, are you sure you don’t want to hold it while I piss?”

I didn’t answer him, but just reached over to hold his still-pissing cock. I could feel the damp skin and prominent veins running all around his cock and the vibrations of the piss flowing through it, and could not get my fingers all the way around it. He must have really had to go, because he continued pissing for another minute, while at the same time getting harder from me holding him, and his foreskin was covering almost the whole head. The flow finally stopped and I kept my hand on his cock and started stroking him. He had soon reached his full 10 inches, and the mushroom head was huge. Looking at the size of his cock made it clear that Pee Wee was not an accurate nick name for him. Pee Wee turned towards me while I was still stroking his cock, and he slowly reached out and put his hand on my shoulder.

He applied the slightest pressure, and I easily dropped to my knees in front of him. I was for some reason still a little hesitant, so he grasped my head with both hands and pulled my mouth to his monster cock. The head of his cock and foreskin was still wet with piss, but I opened my mouth and then sucked the head and loose foreskin. His cock had a tangy taste from the piss, and I didn’t know then if he intended to do it, but I felt his cock pulse as he released two small squirts of piss right into my mouth. I tried to pull away but he held me tightly, and I could not avoid swallowing his juices. He then started thrusting forcefully into my mouth, and I soon forgot about the piss and just enjoyed sucking his cock. At one point Pee Wee said, “Holy shit Ed, if I had known that you liked to suck cock, I would have fucked your face a long time ago. I hope that you like cum, because I haven’t ejaculated in a week, so you will really be getting a big load from me. Sorry about that little bit of piss, but I have always wanted to squirt my pee into someone’s mouth.”

Pee Wee’s cock was so thick that I could only take about eight inches of him into my mouth, but he was now forcefully fucking my face to make me take all that I could. At one point he pulled out of me and pulled my mouth to his ripe, hairy and huge balls and I really enjoyed sucking that big sack. After a few minutes sucking his scrotum, he pulled my mouth back onto his cock and said, “Okay Ed, my cock sucking friend, get ready to take my cum.”

He then pumped that big cock into my mouth for another minute before it stiffened further, throbbed and pulsed, shooting his very big load of semen into me. I swallowed as fast as I could, but couldn’t keep up with all of the flow. I had his cum running down the side of my mouth, and when he finally softened and pulled his cock out of my mouth; I used my finger to scoop up all of the remaining cum and swallowed it. We stayed out in the woods for another two hours because he wanted to rest up to be able to fuck my face again. I did suck him again, and he did release a little more piss into my mouth, but by then I was addicted to his cock and cum and I didn’t mind taking all of his juices. We met out in his woods often after that, and usually always on the weekends, and he soon started bringing a few of his other friends that didn’t live in the neighborhood. He and they must have really enjoyed the blowjobs I was giving them, because they always praised my efforts, and they kept coming back for more.

So I was now regularly sucking off my brother, his friends Robert and Bob, my good friend Alan, and Pee Wee and his friends. But, I still liked girls and pussy the most, and would certainly have rather been sucking cunt. I have no real attraction to men except for their genitals and the juice they provide, and never want to do any huggy, kissy stuff or anal activities. I just like sex of any kind, and I especially like the taste and feeling of fluids spraying into my mouth, and then swallowing them. By the time it was the summer before my senior year of high school, I was still regularly sucking off all of the boys I mentioned above, and I didn’t think that anyone had told others about my sucking them. I still had a good reputation as a normal guy, and I honestly felt normal, except for my desire to suck cock and swallow cum and other fluids. But I soon found some other cock meat to suck.

We had some family friends who lived several blocks from us, and I had known them since we were little kids. Mike was one year older than me and Charles was one year younger, and in the summer before school started we decided to go camping. I always knew that Mike had a huge, 11 inch cock that was as thick as my forearm, because I had seen him in the changing room next to the pool at their home. Charles had a smaller cock, but it was still a good eight inches long and thicker than average. I was hoping to be able to suck their cocks, so I made plans with them to go camping in the woods behind their home, even though I had no reason to believe that they would be receptive to me sucking their cocks.

It was late on a Friday afternoon when we packed up our tent, sleeping gear, cooking utensils and food and headed into the woods. We got our camp set up just before dark, and then hiked through the woods to a convenience store to buy some beer and wine. I knew that I would have a better chance sucking their cocks if they were a little inebriated. We had a great time around the camp fire cooking our dinner and drinking the beer and wine, and it finally was time to go to bed. We had our three sleeping bags lined up next to each other in the tent, and they didn’t seem to mind that I took the middle position. It was still pretty warm at night this time of year in Georgia, so we all just slept in our underwear on top of our sleeping bags. I waited until it seemed like Mike and Charles were asleep, and then I decided to make my move on Charles, since I knew that he has a more mellow personality than Mike has.

There was still some flickering light coming through the tent flap, and I could see the outline of Charles’ cock in his tight, white underwear. I carefully reached over and began rubbing his cock from the outside of his briefs, and soon enough his cock started to harden. Since he had not awakened to my touches, I got more nerve and leaned over to blow hot air on his cock, and then I lightly touched his covered cock with my lips. He still didn’t seem to be waking up, so I took his covered cock into my mouth and slowly and carefully massaged it with my lips and licked it with my tongue. Charles still wasn’t waking up, although he did moan a little, and I carefully pulled his briefs down over his cock and balls, and took his thick meat into my mouth. I took in the head and first few inches, and then he started to moan, and moved his hands to my head, holding me in place on his cock. He then whispered, “Go ahead and suck my cock and take my cum you cock sucker. Mike and I have heard that you were getting pretty good at sucking cock, and were hoping that you make a move on this camping trip. So go ahead and enjoy it and take all of my juices.”

I was a little concerned that they had heard about me sucking cock and I didn’t know what he meant about me taking all of his juices, but I was also excited to have his big cock in my mouth. He held my head in place as he rolled over on me and pinned me to the sleeping bag, and then I felt his cock pulse as he released a full stream of piss into my mouth. Then he said, “We also heard that you like to taste and swallow piss, so enjoy a little of my beer piss cock sucker.”

The piss only lasted for a few seconds, and then he began to aggressively fuck my face. I could also feel his big balls slapping against my forehead as he bottomed out his cock in my throat, and I was beginning to wonder how it would be to suck Mike if Charles was the mild one. He was so excited at fucking my face that he didn’t last very long, so in only another five minutes I felt his cock swell and throb as he pumped a massive load of cum into my mouth and throat. Charles kept his cock in my mouth for a few more minutes as I milked the remnants of his tasty cum from him, and then he rolled over back onto his sleeping bag. I was still recovering from the fucking that I had just received, but when I looked over, Mike was one his side, resting on one elbow, and stroking his huge cock. Then he smiled and said, “Okay Ed, now it’s my turn cock sucker. I hope you’re ready for some juice. Come over here and suck on my big balls and cock.”

I was still a little stunned that Mike and Charles knew about me sucking cock, but I wasn’t about to let the opportunity to suck Mike’s big cock pass. He had me lie down on his sleeping bag, and then he straddled my head with his thighs, and dropped his huge nut sack into my mouth. He was a little aromatic from our trek into the woods, but I hungrily took his big nuts into my mouth. He then moved forward a little a pressed his thick perineum to my lips, and I sucked that as well. He also tried to push his ass into my face, but it was a little too ripe for me so I held him back and just sucked his balls and perineum. Then he moved off of me and turned around to push his huge cock into my mouth and said, “Don’t worry cock sucker, I don’t have to piss right now like Charles did, but I can do that for you later after I feed you my cum if you’re still thirsty. Charles and I just knew that you would suck our cocks if we got you out here in the woods, so I hope you like my big cock.”

Mike then started pushing his big cock into my mouth, and although I had been sucking cock for over a year now, and had taken some pretty big ones in my throat, his was just too big to take it all. He could only push about nine inches of that thick meat into me, and I was struggling to breathe between his thrusts. But, I finally was able to relax my throat a little more, and on the next push he was buried all the way into my mouth and throat, and I was massaging the base of his cock with my lips. Then he gasped, “Holy shit man. I have had my cock sucked by a lot of girls, and even a couple of other guys, but no one has ever been able to take the whole thing. It just feels so good having my thick cock buried in your throat.”

I wasn’t able to breathe until Mike pulled back again, but now that he knew what my tight throat felt like, he aggressively fucked my face until he finally stiffened further, pulled back a little, and flooded my mouth with his thick and plentiful cum.

We sat around and talked about what had happened, and I learned that Mike also knew Pee Wee very well, and that’s how he found out about my attraction to cock, cum and piss. We had a few more beers and some more wine, and then Mike and Charles fucked my mouth again, as well as in the morning before we packed up the camp and went home. They both also pissed in my mouth again, and I hate to admit that I was really starting to enjoy that fluid as well as the cum. I think it was just the sensation of having something squirting into my mouth that excited me. So now I had added two more big cocks to the list that I sucked regularly.

Steve and I continued sucking each other off until he got married, but I continued sucking all of the other guys until I moved away. Steve and I did have one more chance though when we went on a hunting trip and were alone in one of the bunk houses. We hadn’t sucked each other off for years, but all he had to do was ask me if I wanted some dick, and we did our 69 routine just like we were in high school again.

It seemed like my sucking cock was just a boyhood thing since I then didn’t suck any cock for many more years, until after I was married and my wife lost all interest in sex. But now I try to find safe cocks to suck whenever I can, and it is getting harder and harder. During the time I was doing all of that cock sucking in high school, we didn’t seem to have all of the diseases that are around today. So as much as I love the taste of cocks and cum, I still put safety first and try to be certain that any cocks I suck are clean and disease free. I try to focus on other mature, married men who have as much to lose as I do. I’m looking for the men who aren’t getting any sex at home and just want to shoot their loads into my warm, sucking mouth. I especially like to suck men who shoot big loads of cum, and I still like the taste and texture of their semen in my mouth.