The loss of innocence.
my first experiences of sex
The loss of innocence!
I was a rather cute and shy kid as far as I can remember. I was the darling of
my aunties and girl cousins. I had grown up away from my parents, they were always
flying around the globe, my dad was a big shot scientist and my mom wanted to
be seen and be seen with him, so my school was boarding school and my holidays
were invariability pawned off to my relatives, where there were kids my age and
I had a happy childhood anyway. Most of the time I spend my holidays at my
mother’s ancestral home, when my granny was alive. My story starts at that
time, when I was eighteen years or so, my mum’ s brother had got married and
just had their first child, and I came in to stay at this time at the ancestral home, I
was innocent and already in awe of my aunty, she was really big hipped and with
the first child her breasts was always big and fluffy.
What is it with an auntie that makes you have a crush on them!! For with her, I had a
crush like a puppy, I was at her call and beck every minute 24hrs a day, well,
part of it was she was pretty and I had just started getting attracted to the
opposite sex at around that age.
Since my uncle leaves early in the morning for work, I am left following my
aunt and her new born child, and my aunt was giving me more and more responsibility,
like playing with him and even let me take him around in our garden alone and I was
liking this. I felt that with these responsibilities I was getting into her
good books. Needless to say, I have often saw her feeding her child when
he was smaller, and when I was smaller, she did not cover her breasts so much,
and I used to get a jealous feeling in my heart then, whenever she put the
young one to suckle. In the afternoon, usually we had a light siesta, the hot sun outside and the cool, shady room inside, I usually had a separate room, but for siesta I could come to my aunties room, she usually puts me on one side to her and on the other side her baby, usually she feeds the baby, sings a lullaby and then close her eyes for an hour or two.
One particular day, after feeding her baby and putting him to sleep, she turned
over, I was on my side and noticed that the top of her shirt was not buttoned
up, her breasts were big and balloon shaped with a drop of milk wetting her shirt and now they
were literally free in her shirt. I was so drawn by the sight of her nice
smooth skin, creamy and white, with her areoles a dark shade of pink.
This first image of a nice full breast has made me a tit man, but then you
realize it later that small events in your life will have profound effect on you, anyway,
I was too small to realize this then now I am forever grateful for this fascination
that I developed!
Needless to say, after this I came back to her place, for my holidays from time
to time ,I had started masturbating, this time, she used to be alone at home, as in the morning the small one was dropped off to day care, I remember once, when my aunt caught me with a
magazine and she noticed that I had torn the page containing a bra
advertisement and she asked me was it me, I denied it and turned red, that day,
I had guilt all over my face and I guess she knew.
A few days later, as she was getting ready to wash the clothes, she came to me
and said, " now hand me your clothes, you can't be seen to change your
clothes at all". I said that I was waiting for the ones already in the
cloth basket to come back, that I did not have a change of clothes now.
She said well, she would give me her husband’s shirt but it will come back soon
this time, as I waited for her to go...she said, " come on I don't have
all day, I will turn around now... fast" I literally changed out and got
into my uncles shirt which came to little over my knee, then she did a funny
thing!! she pulled her top off and got into one of her uncle’s shirt and boy
what a boobs she had!! I could not help but ogle at those wonderful lovely
breasts held in light blue bra DD size!! To this day, I can picture this moment
in my innocent days, when the breasts were jiggling in those jugs, with a
lovely hard push of the nipples against the satin cloth material.
I was in real state of shock, excited to see her walk around in just a big
shirt and underwear, soon my cock, had a hard-on, I took a chance to go to pee
to go and have a whack, as I was getting into the rhythm of beating my meat, I
heard a loud bang and then my name being called, I ran out with my cock in half
mast, and saw my auntie lying on the floor, she had slipped in the bathroom and
had soap water all over her, I pulled her up and she got up with my help and
then leaning on me took her to the bedroom, she had twisted her legs, and her
clothes were wet, as she lied on the bed, she asked me to see if there is
another shirt in the cupboard, she took off the one she had on and then looking
at herself said, “ohhhh, I need a bra and panties.......”
i looked at her, in bra and panties and then my cock was in full mast, she then
untied the bra and wiped her breasts....... and looked up at me,
"oh ....you have seen me before, have n' t you? but what is that I see between your shirt ....."
"Come here sit next to your aunt" I did that, then she slowly took
hold of my cock through the shirt and
then massaged it,
"oh....you like that!!"
"now let me see what more you like...!" then she released my cock out of it's hiding
place and what a display it was.....all 9 inch of it was up with a pre-cum at
the tip, she then massaged it up and down and I was soon touching her breasts
and then she said, " I want to see how it works..."
I was almost screaming with pleasure then I wanted
to see her more,......i started to pull at her panties, but then she was big
and ......she just laughed !!
“you are in a hurry, wait, wait…there is no need to hurry, enjoy this first”
Her motions on my dick was getting faster, in between she spit on it to make it smooth, all
the time her breasts were also jingling with her hands, up and down, those pink
areoles were a lovingly hard and I could just see them standing up, I fell on
them, got one in my mouth and I could feel the pressure building up,
“oh , Oh, I am going to come, “
Soon I came, all so soon, the milky spurts hitting her on her navel......all too
To be continued.....