God, why am I feeling so alone?

I hate being alone!

I feel so terrible about myself

Whenever I see a woman, it was you in front of my eyes

With those constant staring, raising eyebrows, and a beautiful smile

Whenever I walk across the park, it’s our beautiful moments that I remember

Our hanging hands around each other, laughing and kissing

Whenever I wake up late in the midnight, I remember our constant chatting

Those silly-talking, texting, and laughing

Is it you that I am missing?

Or is it the loneliness that I hate?