i must be very careful

as we speak of daily things

to hide myself

in the contents of my words.

I can never seek

any deeper connection

or ask for more than today.

the boundaries are clear.

as you bring passion

to my wanton body

and stroke my heart

with your erect weapon,

I must not need you.

there is only desire here,

heat for the moment,

a most excellent fuck.

you give me your cum

but that is all there will be.

I must

NEVER

EVER

say

"i love you."

...