Empty inside, I need to hide;
What I thought I loved was only a dream.
Made up in my mind, never unkind;
But the reality wasn’t what it seemed.
Harsh and cold, that wasn’t what I was told;
It was my mistake to believe.
That it could be real, or my heart he could steal;
An illusion was all I could perceive.
Back to that dream, I wish it could seem;
Like everything I wanted before.
I want that warm place, a smile on my face;
Affection returned from the one I adore.
It will never be so, I just had to go;
Forget how I feel deep inside.
That it was a ruse, there is no excuse;
For telling me all of those lies.
Self-righteous and bold, just plain ice cold;
The truth is someone I don’t know.
I will never know why, there is no need to cry;
Time to forget everything and let go.
Life can be so funny, sweet as clover honey;
Yet bitter as a lost feeling you need.
It is much worse, when it is a curse;
Chained to this want you can never be free.
In the back of your mind, there is nothing you can find;
That gives you quite as much as you want.
A moment in time, you thought was sublime;
Never enough, you it continues to haunt.
A vision so clear, of having you near;
It seemed to slip away in the night.
Nowhere to be found, it is never around;
The longing is as sharp as a bite.
The teeth they sink in, tearing bone, flesh and skin;
A deep wound that refuses to heal.
Move on in good time, he was never mine;
What little there was I had to steal.
Dripping with lust, that bond is a must;
I need it right down to my core.
To be friends so tight, it fills me with light;
You know I will always want more.
Passion so true, only found in a few;
Cherish it before it is gone.
When it is meant to be, no need to wait and see;
It will be with you from dusk to dawn.
Makes everything right, there is never a fight;
Smooth sailing the waters are like glass.
What I want is clear, there is no need for fear;
My desire is your perfect ass.
My curse it is real, controls how I do feel;
Guides my actions may they be right or wrong.
I need it to be right, always pleases my sight;
For this connection I always do long.
I cannot escape, it is my fate;
Unleashed this desire runs free.
Suppressed deep inside, I can no longer abide;
I must satisfy this need within me.
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