I walk into the room you don’t look my way.
Seems we’ve been together so long there is nothing left to say.
How I long for the days when I couldn’t wait to see you.
When you were the biggest wish I wanted to come true.
Apart we have grown that spark we do lack.
No matter what I do I can’t seem to get it back.
Satisfaction only comes through other means now.
Your disinterest leaves me feeling like an old fat cow.
Even when I try to have a simple pleasant conversation with you.
My words are drowned out by the television, you look like you don’t have a clue.
It makes me want to run away and hide.
Escape into a fantasy world and forget my pride.
Once I thought I found exactly what I needed online.
But he became disinterested too it was only a matter of time.
I wanted something dependable and that’s what I got.
But I gave up my passion and everything that was hot.
Now I’m lost in this void searching for what I had.
Only memories remain of times that were not so sad.
I wish I could turn back the hands of time.
To a place where the passion you once wanted was mine.