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I miss you.

You left, with almost no reasons and no explanations, and expected my life to revolve as it once did.
The pain was expected, as was the emptiness.
It would almost have made sense, and almost felt right,

except…

This wasn’t supposed to end like this.
This wasn’t supposed to hurt so deep.
This wasn’t supposed to pull at my heart every time I think of you.

Every time I hear your music,
Every time I see my empty screen,
Every time I can almost feel your touch on my skin

Every time I almost e-mail you to tell you about my day,
Every time I almost text you a joke to make you laugh.
Every time I almost call and demand answers.

I will do none of those things because my will is stronger than that.

I will do none of these things because, even after all this, I still respect your pride

I will do none of these things because I’m moving on without you

But still, there are still moments in my day,

Where I wish you were still somehow part of my life.

I miss you.

I fuckin’ miss you.

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Comments(12)

Peri
Posted 14 Sep 2013 17:10
So nicely expressed emotions... love it from start to the end!

Jayne33
Posted 18 Apr 2013 06:08
Jesus! That pulled at the old heart strings. Absolutely beautiful writing, you really caught the emotion perfectly, and I could feel every word. Easy 5++++

Liz
Posted 01 Apr 2013 16:27
Something in there that rings true for all. Powerful stuff! 5

DLizze
Posted 11 Dec 2011 21:46
Boy, does this ever strike a chord.
nazhinaz
Posted 10 Nov 2011 01:44
What powerful expression of feminine's resove and ego, respecting his pride but still wants to move on. Love that resolve & ego. 5+++
TracyAmes
Posted 14 Apr 2011 07:15
Gripping, raw, visceral emotion. Beautifully written.

She
Posted 08 Mar 2011 01:47
It's been said it all, by you and by other Lushies. I am thinking of you. You are girl who survives, I have no doubt what so ever about that. Good thing about beeing hurt is that when those door close, new window opens. Let the air through it

CuriousButterfly
Posted 07 Mar 2011 06:12
wow very powerful, genuine and sincere...thank you for sharing

Dancing_Doll
Posted 06 Mar 2011 20:30
Beautifully written with raw emotion and honesty.
easy_rider75
Posted 06 Mar 2011 20:12
My god hun you could have pulled those words right from me as the others have said I have had these same thoughts lately myself. That most definitely struck a chord with me. That has to be about one of the best written poems I have read for the way I feel at times very powerful poem thanks you for sharing it.

AngelHeart01
Posted 06 Mar 2011 17:55
Wonderful! I am sure you will, without a doubt ... get many comments about having the same feelings ... and you expressed them so well. I hope this was somehow therapy .. I know it would have been for me.
sprite
Posted 06 Mar 2011 17:41
funny, but i find myself in the same place right now, looking for the same words, and you found them for me, almost letter perfect. the emotion, the raw hurt, the confusion, the anger underneath it all? yeah, it's all connected, and you just nailed it, Gem. hugs
 

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