I've got something to share with you.. I have carried this feeling inside me for all my years
This emotion that covers all my life fields
Is so called pain
That pain is all over me
Sometimes it feels like I don't want to be left without
This frequent emotion is stuck with me
It seems like it's part of my being
It should be emotion that comes and goes
It should really be just an a emotion that leaves when it is not needed anymore
My pain is part of me
She stays with me, takes care of me, so I won't be able to enjoy my life too much
And I take care of my pain as well
I've only surrounded myself with things that pain can feed on
As you can see this emotion that causes my tears is friend of mine
She helps me to survive my tragedies
She knows that I am used to her presence
and she reminds me she is there with constant amount of her
She is very aware that I wouldn't be able to handle surprising effect of her anymore
And she knows it if she would leave me
I will begin to explore joy again
And with joy or any other gift of life
The pain will storm in my life again
That is why she never leaves my side
and I can feel her taking comfort in me all the time
we all know by now that I would not survive if she left
I am glad you got to meet my friend.. this is She... and She is my pain....
*Great Thank you to my Editor
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