After all those years,
of sharing a bed,
How do I evict you,
from my head?
We were friends before lovers,
and grew so close, it felt so right.
I believed our connection stronger,
than any disagreement, misunderstanding or fight.
In the end how deeply I felt for you,
mattered only to me and simply wasn't enough.
Desperately wanting to comfort you and feed your desires,
but did you have to run when things got rough?
My world was complete,
with you in my embrace,
My heart skipped a beat,
when I got your smile to light your face.
And now it's all gone.
You're out of my life.
And every time I think I'm over you,
another memory comes back to stab me like a knife.
You're a part of me that I can no longer have.
Thus I'm incomplete.
Cursed to relive the life we shared.
Not even my mind a safe haven to retreat.