I Miss You Most

I miss you most in dark of night

You lie beside me, hold me tight

Your sweet mouth next to my ear

Say the things I long to hear

I miss you most in the light of day

All my secrets I'd give away

You took them all, you knew me well

In love with you I truly fell

I miss you most when I'm awake

Our many words. The give, the take

Of me you said you would never tire

I never saw you as a liar

I miss you most when I'm asleep

My dreams of you still running deep

Beautiful images dance through my mind

How could I have been so blind

I miss you most when all alone

Despising the thought of going home

To emptiness. So bare, so cold

My vacant arms, no one to hold

I miss you most when in a crowd

Awareness of others begins to cloud

Searching faces for just a glimps of you

Obsession, desperation is what I chose

I miss you so, I miss me too

You took the best of me with you

I'll get me back. Be better, stronger

The You I loved I'll need no longer

The day will come when I'm healthy and whole

Full is my heart, restored is my soul

Remembering you, no tears in my eyes

Smile on my lips as I whisper good bye