I wonder

I wonder.
What would it be like?
To kiss your lips,
To hold you,
Right before drifting off to sleep.

I wonder.
Under the same moon,
The night sky I stare into,
The sun,
What did you do today?

I wonder.
Am I your type?
Do you care
At all?
Or is this unrealistic?

I wonder.
Have you ever thought,
The same thoughts,
The same time,
And think your as crazy as I?

I wonder.
Do you care?
Do you know?
Does it show?
I must not be blunt and say it.

I wonder.
All the time.
I think,
Too much,
All of my thoughts filled with beautiful you.

I wonder.
What is it like,
To hold your hand,
Play with your hair,
To be in your presence.

I wonder.
If you feel the same,
Am I insane?
I can't help it,
This feeling won't go away.

I wonder.
Will we meet?
In person?
In life?
Or is that an impossible dream?

I wonder.
If you hate me.
But your just being kind,
Cause you know,
You can tell how I feel.

I wonder.
Do you want this,
More than just friends?
Closer,
A forever kind of thing.

I wonder.
Does she love me?
Does she care?
Does she want,
Does she need me?

I wonder,
How much longer,
Can I hold this in?
These thoughts,
All of these crazy feelings.

I wonder,
If I let them go,
What will you say?
Will you say the same?
Or will it ruin everything?

I hope.
I dream.
I think.
I wish.
I wonder a lot.
Maybe a little too much...